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 Sun 13 IV 86, 8:30 am

 +Everywhere and always you should bear witness to Me.  If I am sending you to a certain place, it is for this purpose.

 You are to be My witness - always, regardless of the circumstances.

 - ... I can see my shortcomings more and more clearly ...

 +Perfect you will never be here on earth, because you are human.  But you are on your way to perfection. Follow it.  I am Perfection.

The more you are united with Me, the more perfect you will become.  Trust and keep following Me.

 - What is the most important thing on this road so as not to stumble?

 +Stumbles will not pass you by.  Perseverance is needed.  Desire to come to the Light that you see with the eyes of your soul, and which I am, and you will come.

 Wish and trust and it will come true.

 So many times just your desire was enough, and you got... Do you think it could be any different now?

 - No, Father, but those matters or things were much less important - now my destiny is verified.

 +At some point in your life, they were also important to you.

 I grant requests and desires that are not evil.  How much more willingly do I do those that are good, that lead My child to Me.

 Your fate has been verified for a long time, although you did not realize it.

 The fate of man is constantly being verified.  That is why it is important to stand up for what you have chosen every day and every moment, to constantly confirm your choice in all possible ways.  There must be unity in conduct, in thought, in words.  Then you go faster and overcome obstacles more easily [,] and you have peace in your heart.  Unity is the basis of peace and progress along the way.

 - What is peace?

 +This is My blessing that I give you, by dwelling in your heart.  That is why all peace begins in the heart, and from there it goes out, and radiates to others, to the surroundings.

 No one from the outside will give you peace unless you are integrated within and united to Me.  Uniting with Me and giving everything to Me gives you peace in full and freedom in full, and the joy that flows from it.

 - Is it possible to achieve?

 +To a large extent yes.  It requires the concentration of all your inner forces at one point, which is Me.

 -So, the matter of hierarchy of importance...

 +Yes, but with complete consistency and ruthlessness ordering life: thoughts, words, deeds.  Thoughts are the most important.  Words and deeds are their realization - the embodiment.

 - What is a thought?

 - It's the energy, you create and emanate with a certain charge of good or evil. It doesn't die.  It works in the world and its effects depend on the charge, you give it and the force with which you produce it.  That force is desire, will.

 - What are feelings?

 +They are flowers in the land of desires.

 - That's why they tend to be impermanent, although sometimes so beautiful?

 +Yes, but if the soil is well tilled, they keep sprouting up and getting bigger and better.  Moreover, they do not wither prematurely, but bear fruit and seed that can be sown to grow in other soil.

 - The most beautiful flower is love?

 +It is a flower from God's garden that I brought to earth.

 - These conversations with you are completely out of my head, Father...

 +Do you think that human reason is the measure of all things?

 - Man, however, is somehow subject to it.

+ The point is to go beyond the narrowness of reason.  Then I will speak through the heart.

 Do you think it was a coincidence that in building the Church on earth, I relied on Peter's heart and not on his mind?

 I did not ask if he understood Me, but if he loved Me.  And I asked three times.

 Many struggle to reach Me with their minds, while the heart would be easier.  It is not by chance that simple people and children are closer to Me.

 - I have so many books and less and less time to read them, 

+You don't have to.  I will tell you more and simpler.

 - Do you need something besides the Scripture?

 +Experiences of mystics.  There is truth - not in philosophical speculation or reasoning.

 - I have a retreat with You, Father...

 +Yes, constantly.  This is My gift to you.

 - Can I listen to the music I have?

 +For what?  You will be overwhelmed by needless longing for what is not there.  And yet you tell Me that I am your only longing.  Be faithful to Me.  Leave everything else and you will get what you want.  I will fulfill it.  And you will get much more than you can find yourself.  The world will not give you what I can and want to give you.  Trust and be faithful.