Sat., Oct. 15, 1994, 4:20 AM

– It is a terrible pain to watch the spirit of the world devour one person after another called to holiness and be unable to do anything to stop it.

† An apocalypse is needed to bring many to their senses. So that My Mercy may open their eyes and bring salvation. An apocalypse affecting the lives of individuals, or even groups of people and entire communities, is no longer sufficient – ​​a total apocalypse on a global scale is becoming increasingly necessary to save souls and preserve the holy remnant as the seed of a new people.

      John Martin  1851–1853

 6:20 pm

† When you pray intercessory prayer for someone in a spirit of expiation and reparation, when you offer yourself to God for this intention, the evil spirits who tempted that person turn to you, and your soul becomes as if under siege: squeezed and attacked by thoughts and pictures of imagination that harm peace and love. Then your soul must be like a fortress: fortified with a wall of trust and devotion to God, so high and mighty that no missile of lies and malice can penetrate. 

Your awareness of the situation and recognition of the enemy will render him powerless. His power, for he lies in disguise, darkness, and deception. He is only dangerous when he is not recognized and when the soul remains outside the wall of communion with Me. 

Every negative thought and every anxiety is an attack of the evil spirit directed at you. Be wise and do not allow your soul to suffer from these attacks.  I made a promise that souls devoted to Me will trample on snakes and scorpions, and no poison will harm them. Trust in this promise and be at peace in fulfilling your calling, even though the world is full of snakes, scorpions, and poison. I have conquered the world, and the dawn of the rebirth of life on earth is already at hand.

Mt 15:12 

"For whoever has, more will be given, and they will have an abundance; but whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken away from them."

Sat, Sept. 24, 1994, 9:45 PM

 (While meditating on today's Gospel reading from Luke 9:43–45, especially the words: "The Son of Man will be delivered into the hands of men.")

† My child, you too are delivered – that is why such trials and such attacks upon your soul. Beware and be vigilant so as not to be deceived, and so that you are not left alone in the face of these attacks.

 Always, at the first unkind thought, seek refuge under Mary's protection. She desires to protect you and prepare your heart so that the sacrifice you continually make is pure and filled with God's power.

 Do not seek support from people, because after all, you are to be their support – for souls torn and deceived by Satan.

Whatever evil you see or feel, immerse it in My Blood and in My Wounds to cleanse and free souls tormented and entangled by the devil's deceitful actions.  

The world is subject to Satan because of the departure from God's Law by so many people who live in grave sin and unbelief. 

Do not fear or succumb to sadness, even though you do not perceive the fruits of your intercession: the prayers and sacrifices you offer before God's throne. The fruits are great, and your requests are heard and awaited with My and Mary's kindness and tenderness. Every prayer and every sigh of My child for the souls in danger and perishing is a treasure: a salvation bringing salvation and help in this present, so difficult time.

 Those who have dedicated their lives to serving God are most attacked by Satan. They are constantly harassed and deceived:

– harassed by attacks of temptation and attacks of evil,

– deceived by appearances of goodness, blindness, and an excess of external activities that barren the soul, leaving it without time to rest in God.

Satan is most interested in depriving people of prayer, thus severing their connection with God, emptying their souls and leaving them defenseless.

 Meanwhile, the power of the Church is prayer – deep and fervent prayer that entrusts souls to God and transforms them. Satan, on the other hand, suggests expanding the external forms of the Church's activity. Large and impressive celebrations, events, social campaigns. Everything but the depth of prayer and direct communion with God. He desires the pretence of faith.

My child, do not spare the time and effort to abide in Me in silence and love. To immerse in My Mercy the souls entrusted to you and the entire world, so tormented by the hellish powers to which it has surrendered itself. The most fruitful prayer is fully conscious participation in the Eucharistic Sacrifice.

Fri , September 2, 94 7:20 am

† Ignore the difficulties the evil spirit will create for you through his whispers and insinuations. Persevere in this thought and this desire to know the depths of My Love, and implore the support of your angel, your patrons, your relatives, and friends who are already with Me. Beg Mary for the Holy Spirit to descend upon you: the Spirit of Wisdom, Love, and Power. This is the program and task for your entire life on earth and in purgatory, in heaven: to know and experience ever more deeply and ever more broadly the beauty of Love.

Sat, June 4, 1994, 8:45 PM

† My child, if anything that comes from the world and from people is capable of wounding your heart and causing pain to your soul, it means that your soul and your heart are not yet healed of selfish love seeking earthly good.

There is only one love that gives joy to the soul and peace to the heart – the love of the Creator, which gives existence to everything and the infinite joy of immersing oneself in it. And the desire for everything to be saturated with this love and for all creation to be transformed in it. And above all, human beings, in whom is a part of God Himself: God-Love. The entire world is filled with God and immersed in Him. Those who refuse to breathe God and fill their hearts with His Love suffocate within themselves and die – just as those who do not breathe air and who lack oxygen in their lungs perish.

1994年6月4日，星期六，晚上8:45

† 我的孩子，如果世间万物，无论是来自人还是来自世界，能够伤害你的心，使你的灵魂痛苦，那就意味着你的灵魂和心灵尚未从追求世俗利益的自私之爱中痊愈。

只有一种爱能给灵魂带来喜乐，给心灵带来平安——那就是造物主的爱，它赋予万物存在，并带来沉浸其中的无限喜乐。我们渴望万物都被这份爱充满，渴望所有受造物都被这份爱转化。尤其对于人类而言，因为人类自身就蕴含着神的一部分：神爱。整个世界都充满了神，都沉浸在神之中。那些拒绝呼吸神、拒绝让神的爱充满自己心灵的人，如同那些不呼吸空气、肺部缺氧的人一样，最终会窒息而亡。

السبت، ٤ يونيو ١٩٩٤، الساعة ٨:٤٥ مساءً

† يا بني، إن كان في الدنيا والناس ما يُؤذي قلبك ويُؤلم روحك، فذلك يعني أن روحك وقلبك لم يُشفيا بعد من حب الأنانية الساعي وراء المكاسب الدنيوية.

لا يوجد إلا حب واحد يُسعد الروح ويُريح القلب، ألا وهو حب الخالق، الذي يُعطي الوجود لكل شيء، والبهجة اللامتناهية للانغماس فيه. والرغبة في أن يمتلئ كل شيء بهذا الحب، وأن يتحول كل الخليقة به. وفوق كل ذلك، الإنسان، الذي فيه جزء من الله نفسه: حب الله. العالم بأسره ممتلئ بالله ومنغمس فيه. أما من يرفضون أن يتنفسوا الله ويملأوا قلوبهم بحبه، فإنهم يختنقون في دواخلهم ويموتون، كما يموت من لا يتنفس الهواء ويفتقر إلى الأكسجين في رئتيه.

Sun, May 1, 95, 6 am

1 Cor 10:16–17

† You are one with all people, and you feel the pain of each one, and you long for Me in each one, and you love Me in each one. And you also recognize in each one your own sinfulness, real and potential—and you repent and do penance—out of love—for yourself and your brothers. In you, through love, all are found, and in you, through love, all are found in Me. This is how the return to the original unity in Me of everything I created from the spirit takes place.

Amen!

1995年5月1日，星期日，上午6点

哥林多前书 10:16-17

† 你与众人合而为一，你感受每个人的痛苦，你在每个人身上都渴望我，你在每个人身上都爱我。你也在每个人身上认出你自身的罪性，无论是真实的还是潜在的——你出于爱，为自己和你的弟兄姐妹悔改并赎罪。因着爱，万物都在你里面；因着爱，万物都在你里面，在我里面。这就是我藉着圣灵所造的一切，回归到我最初的合一的方式。

阿门！

Fri,  April 8, 1994, 9:40 am

– Why am I still alive?

† So that you may learn to love Me and others even more, and forget about yourself even more.

1994年4月8日，星期五，上午9:40

——我为何还活着？

† 为了让你们学会更加爱我和他人，更加忘却自己。

Mon, 28/02/94, 9:35 am

               1842, Thomas Cole

† Old age is for recognizing your own blindness, and through it, the obsession with the blindness of a self-absorbed world: people who spend all their energy adoring themselves and forcing this adoration on others. If the dying of your body causes your soul to become increasingly alive, because it sees and begins to know the Truth, then what great pain awaits you when the body falls from your soul and you see the full splendor of Truth, and in it the Mercy of God bending over you.

† 老年是为了让你认识到自身的盲目，并通过这种盲目，认识到自己对这个自恋世界的盲目的执着：这些人将所有精力都用于自我崇拜，并将这种崇拜强加于人。如果肉体的死亡使你的灵魂日益鲜活，因为它看到了真理，并开始认识真理，那么，当肉体与灵魂分离，你看到真理的全部光辉，以及上帝对你俯身的慈悲时，等待你的将是何等巨大的痛苦。

Mon. 10/1/94, 10:05 AM

† Before each moment that comes, stand with the simplicity and innocence of a child, trustingly and joyfully accepting what is given to you: your existence and My love. Let there not be even a shadow of dissatisfaction or unkindness in you, so that your heart may maintain its virginal purity. Do not look for evil, and when you see it, cover it with My mercy, so that it does not defile you and others. Virginity is a state of soul, your heart, and your mind. And, as a fruit, also of your body and external actions. Mary was and is a Virgin, because she always had a virginal soul, untouched by evil. Her heart and body were unsullied by any sin. Every suffering and effort of her human life were accepted trustingly, as the will of the Father, in which wisdom and love are contained, and were offered as a gift for the Work of Redemption. That is why she was appointed your Mother and is a model for you to imitate, as well as the Mediatrix of the graces that bring salvation and holiness.

Fri 24/12/93 12:05 AM Christmas Eve

Nervousness is a symptom of the absence of God in your heart. And it is the result of your soul being irritated by the influence of the evil spirit.Note also that it most often manifests itself in situations and with people you disregard and don't respect very much, because you think you're better and wiser than them, that they're dependent on you and that you can afford to be.

Impulsive, nervous reactions indicate not only a low moral standard but, above all, a hidden frustration within the heart: dissatisfaction, a sense of injustice, resentment towards people who haven't met your expectations, and an unconscious desire for revenge. And when you look deeper into your heart, you will see the roots of this frustration: pride: an inflated opinion of yourself and contempt for others.

These are the true roots of your nervous, uncontrolled behavior, which offends your neighbors. This is a symptom of your inner division of soul, which the tempter has access to because there is too little of God within it.Because there is too little humility and inner consent to accept My will. To accept all events that befall you as My grace and My instruction dictated by love and concern for the sanctification of your soul.

Leading your soul to holiness is more important to Me than using you as My instrument for others.Because I love you and care for you, I do not allow your actions and situations to strengthen pride in your heart: a high opinion of yourself and a low opinion of others. If only you would remain close to My heart in humility and love, and if you could deep down forgive—not so much the people you subconsciously accuse—but your God for not fulfilling your will. How different your heart would look, how great and profound peace and unity would fill your interior. 

How great gentleness would encompass your entire nature, and how great love for all creation. You would be happy, yet only a happy person, deep within their soul, is gentle, patient—subtle in their reactions, and tenderly bestowing kindness and love upon everyone, always.My child, have you already journeyed into the depths of your soul to find the Holy Land? To wash your sorely aching heart with tears – to wash it in My arms? Do you already understand and desire only this pilgrimage? A holy time – the Mystery of the Encounter with your Spouse?

You are the conscience of those to whom My words will reach. A person living as a hermit – in Me – becomes the conscience of the world. In their soul, Satan wages a battle for the salvation of My people. In the soul of the offering, a battle rages for the souls of those for whom it has offered itself. The fate of the world depends on priests and religious souls. Not on their external actions, but on the victory within their own souls in the battle that Satan wages for the people for whom I have called them. Since you offered yourself to Me for others, your conscience is no longer yours. On the purity of your heart and your conscience, others depend: their salvation and their holiness. Such is the relationship between you and others, and such is the responsibility. Because God's wisdom cannot be comprehended, we must trust Him like a child.

Tue, December 28, 1993, 1:00 PM

Do not hide your weaknesses, for hidden weakness rules you. But you rule over revealed weakness.

Wed,  24/11/93, 8:00 PM

Promises made to God have power. I always remember them, even when you forget. They are always important and have consequences—unless you consciously renounce them. But in such a situation, broken promises have consequences. Willfully breaking a promise to God is a tragedy for man, and he will never find peace in his heart.

1993年11月24日，星期三，晚上8:00

向神许下的承诺是有力量的。我总是记得它们，即使你忘记了。它们总是重要的，并且会产生后果——除非你故意违背它们。但在这种情况下，违背承诺会带来后果。故意违背对神的承诺对人来说是一场悲剧，他永远无法获得内心的平静。

الأربعاء ٢٤/١١/١٩٩٣، الساعة ٨:٠٠ مساءً

للعهود التي تُقطع لله قوة. أنا أتذكرها دائمًا، حتى عندما تنساها أنت. إنها دائمًا مهمة ولها عواقب، إلا إذا تنكرت لها عن وعي. ولكن في مثل هذه الحالة، يكون لخرق الوعود عواقب وخيمة. إن نقض العهد مع الله عمدًا مأساة للإنسان، ولن يجد راحة في قلبه أبدًا.

Thu, November 18, 1993, 8:45 pm

Be vigilant, child, so that temptations do not surprise you. Satan wages war on your every thought and every movement of your heart. Everything that arouses sadness, regret, resentment, or anxiety comes from him. All this is an attack on your soul, to destroy the purity and holiness to which I am leading you. That is why I desire love and adoration to shelter you. I desire this for you, because then you are safe. In a soul is full of God, there is no room for the temptations offered by satan. Man is not evil in himself. He is only very weak and blind. And just like the first people in Paradise, he must choose between obedience to God and obedience to satan. Subsequent choices and decisions shape him and give birth to him, either as My child or as a child of the Evil One.

1993年11月18日，星期四，晚上8:45

孩子，要警醒，免得诱惑突如其来。撒旦与你的每一个念头、你内心的每一个动作都争战。所有引起悲伤、悔恨、怨恨或焦虑的事物都来自他。这一切都是对你灵魂的攻击，旨在摧毁我引领你走向的纯洁和圣洁。因此，我渴望爱与敬拜来庇护你。我为你祈求这一点，因为那样你才能安全。在充满上帝的灵魂里，撒旦的诱惑无处容身。人本身并非邪恶，他只是非常软弱和盲目。就像乐园里的第一批人一样，他必须在顺服上帝和顺服撒旦之间做出选择。他之后的选择和决定塑造了他，决定了他最终成为我的孩子，还是成为邪恶之子。

الخميس، ١٨ نوفمبر ١٩٩٣، الساعة ٨:٤٥ مساءً

كن متيقظًا يا بني، لئلا تفاجئك الإغراءات. إن الشيطان يشن حربًا على كل فكرة وكل حركة في قلبك. كل ما يثير الحزن والندم والاستياء والقلق مصدره. كل هذا هجوم على روحك، لتدمير الطهارة والقداسة التي أقودك إليها. لذلك أرغب في أن يحميك الحب والعبادة. أرغب في ذلك لك، لأنك حينها تكون في أمان. في روح ممتلئة بالله، لا مكان لإغراءات الشيطان. الإنسان ليس شريرًا في ذاته، بل هو ضعيف وأعمى. ومثل أول أهل الجنة، عليه أن يختار بين طاعة الله وطاعة الشيطان. الخيارات والقرارات اللاحقة تُشكّله وتُولده، إما ابنًا لي أو ابنًا للشيطان.

A saint is recognized by the fact that he touches everything as if it were the Holy Host. A pagan is recognized by the fact that he touches the Holy Host as he would any other thing.

Thu, April 6, 1993, 7:30 PM, Holy Thursday

圣人的标志是他触摸万物如同触摸圣体一般。异教徒的标志是他触摸圣体如同触摸其他任何事物一般。

1993年4月6日，星期四，晚上7:30，圣周四

يُعرف القديس بأنه يلمس كل شيء كما لو كان القربان المقدس. أما الوثني فيُعرف بأنه يلمس القربان المقدس كما يلمس أي شيء آخر.

الخميس، ٦ أبريل ١٩٩٣، الساعة ٧:٣٠ مساءً، خميس العهد

My child, you must understand that when you offer yourself for others and ask Me to free them from evil, something similar happens to me when I offered Myself to the Father to save people from the evil to which they were subjected. The time has not yet come for evil to be annihilated. It exists, and if it abandons some, it turns to others—most often to those who consciously agree to make sacrifices for the good of their neighbors (Sufferings of the Saints).

 Know that when you pray for someone and offer yourself to God in a spirit of expiation and help, you are exposed to multiple attacks by satans, who, abandoning them, direct all their fury at you. It is impossible for ordinary piety and friendship with Me to be sufficient for you in such a situation. 

 Then, to save your soul, you must cling to Me with all your strength, hide in My Wounds, and wash yourself with My Blood. Invoke My Mercy for yourself and for those for whom you offer yourself to God. You must not let go of the Rosary and adore Me in the Blessed Sacrament. If you feel Satan's attacks approaching, when darkness and oppression in your soul envelop you, immediately recite "Under Your Protection," for this is an exorcism. And remain at peace, knowing that your pain and suffering produce great good and are a blessing for many souls, especially those for whom you intercede and have committed yourself. Then My Passion, bringing salvation, is repeated within you. And despite what you feel, this is a time of immense grace and great unity with Me, who in you and through you fulfills My mission as Messiah.

Sun, May 16, 1993, 9:30am

我的孩子，你必须明白，当你为他人奉献自己，祈求我解救他们脱离邪恶时，我也会经历类似的境遇。当我为了拯救世人脱离邪恶而将自己献给天父时，我同样遭遇了邪恶。邪恶尚未被彻底消灭。它依然存在，即便它抛弃了一些人，也会转向另一些人——尤其是那些自觉愿意为邻舍的福祉做出牺牲的人（圣徒的苦难）。

你要知道，当你为他人祈祷，以赎罪和帮助之心将自己献给天主时，你将遭受撒旦的多重攻击。撒旦抛弃了他们，转而将所有的怒火倾泻在你身上。在这种情况下，仅仅依靠普通的虔诚和与我的友谊是远远不够的。

因此，为了拯救你的灵魂，你必须竭尽全力地依附于我，藏身于我的伤口之中，用我的宝血洗净自己。祈求我的怜悯，不仅为了你自己，也为了那些你为之献身的人。 你切不可松开念珠，在圣体圣事中朝拜我。若你感到撒旦的攻击逼近，灵魂深处的黑暗与压抑将你吞噬，当立即诵念“在你的庇护之下”，因为这是一种驱魔仪式。保持内心的平静，要知道你的痛苦和磨难会带来巨大的益处，并成为许多灵魂的祝福，尤其是那些你代祷并委身于他们的灵魂。那时，我带来救赎的苦难将在你心中重现。无论你感受如何，这都是充满恩典、与我完全合一的时刻，我藉着你，在你里面，完成我作为弥赛亚的使命。

1993年5月16日，星期日，上午9:30

Sat, March 28, 92, 5:30 am

TO LOVE WITH THOUGHT means to immerse every evil and weakness you see in your neighbor, every weakness you learn about, in Mercy—to pray, forgive, and long for its emergence. Especially the evil that touches and hurts you—to embrace it with Mercy.

If someone has fallen in the mud and is struggling in it, it is impossible not to splash others, especially those closest to you. Do not run away to cleanse yourself, and do not reach for the mud to splash them in return, for you will not help them and will only stain yourself. Love so that love will dry up the puddle they are in and the mud they have defiled themselves with. A passionate love will cause the mud to dry and fall off them and you.

TO LOVE WITH SPEECH means not spreading evil among others. Don't repeat what you know, what you have learned, and what you have seen of the human misery of your neighbors—both near and far. And don't complain! Speak only what serves good, especially by warning others against evil, so that they may follow Me, facing the Light and not turning toward darkness. Great merit is bestowed upon those who cover the sins of their brothers and sisters with their love and silence. And even greater merit is bestowed upon those who show the good in their brothers and sisters, because by showing the Good, they show Me present in every person and every situation. Besides, what do you know about your brother's heart to judge it and pass judgment on it?

السبت، ٢٨ مارس ١٩٩٢، الساعة ٥:٣٠ صباحًا

أن تُحبّ بفكرك يعني أن تُغمر كل شرّ وضعف تراه في جارك، وكل ضعف تعلمه، بالرحمة - أن تُصلّي، وتغفر، وتتوق إلى زوالها. وخاصة الشرّ الذي يمسّك ويؤذيك - أن تحتضنه بالرحمة.

إذا سقط أحدهم في الوحل ويصارع فيه، فمن المستحيل ألا تُساعد الآخرين، وخاصة أقرب الناس إليك. لا تهرب لتُطهّر نفسك، ولا تُحاول أن تُشاركهم الوحل، لأنك لن تُساعدهم ولن تُلطّخ إلا نفسك. أحبّ حبًّا يُجفّف الوحل الذي غرقوا فيه والوحل الذي دنّسوا أنفسهم به. الحبّ الصادق سيجعل الوحل يجفّ ويسقط عنهم وعنك.

أن تُحبّ بكلامك يعني ألا تنشر الشرّ بين الآخرين. لا تُكرّر ما تعرفه، وما تعلّمته، وما رأيته من بؤس جيرانك - القريبين والبعيدين. ولا تتذمّر!  لا تتكلم إلا بما فيه الخير، ولا سيما بتحذير الآخرين من الشر، لكي يتبعوني، متوجهين نحو النور لا نحو الظلام. عظيم الأجر لمن يستر ذنوب إخوانه وأخواته بمحبته وصمته. وأعظم أجرًا لمن يُظهر الخير في إخوانه وأخواته، لأنهم بإظهارهم الخير يُظهرون حضوري في كل شخص وفي كل موقف. ثم ما الذي تعرفه عن قلب أخيك لتحكم عليه وتُصدر حكمك عليه؟

Sat, March 28, 92, 11:40 PM

Man's perfection does not consist in choosing the most glorious works and desiring to play an important role in them. The most perfect is he who fulfills what he was called to do, even though his role may seem paltry in the eyes of the world. My assessment of man's perfection is based on his zeal for fulfilling what I have destined and prepared him for. Every thing that arises from My will is equally important, although one may be small and another great. The essential thing is that it be well done. Holiness is humility, which leads to rejoicing in the place I have designated in the plan of salvation. There, you can encounter Me most fully. In the place to which pride attracts, Satan waits, pretending to be God.

Thu, April 9, 10:45 AM

My child, do not let it sadden you that you do not see progress in the development of your soul. It grows each day by the power of My Love, because you have given yourself to Me. It grows in secret, like a plant in which you do not notice the change when you look at it. Only after some time do you notice that it is larger, that it is putting out new branches. Until one day you will see a flower and rejoice in its beauty and fragrance. The sun's rays and your perseverance in daily moisturization have done this.

الخميس، ٩ أبريل، ١٠:٤٥ صباحًا

يا بني، لا تحزن لعدم رؤيتك تقدمًا في نمو روحك. إنها تنمو كل يوم بقوة حبي، لأنك وهبتَ نفسك لي. تنمو سرًا، كالنبتة التي لا تلاحظ تغيرها حين تنظر إليها. فقط بعد حين تلاحظ أنها كبرت، وأنها تُخرج فروعًا جديدة. حتى يأتي يوم ترى فيه زهرةً فتفرح بجمالها وعطرها. أشعة الشمس ومثابرتك على العناية اليومية بها هما ما حققا ذلك.

星期四，4月9日，上午10:45

我的孩子，不要因为你看不到自己灵魂成长的进步而感到难过。它每天都在因着我的爱而成长，因为你已将自己交付于我。它悄然成长，就像一株植物，你平时观察它时并不会注意到它的变化。只有过一段时间，你才会发现它长大了，长出了新的枝叶。直到有一天，你会看到一朵花，并为它的美丽和芬芳而欣喜。这一切都归功于阳光的照耀和你每日坚持不懈的滋养。

Wed, May, 20, 92

Every work of God has its own charism, and no one possesses all the charisms. Therefore, unity and harmony are necessary to complement each other and together create the fullness of grace.

Similarly, it is with people. Each possesses a particle of God's perfection so that together with others they can create the whole of perfection that God has realized in His creation. The generations that succeed each other in time complete what the Heavenly Father has envisioned in His plan. Each person, coming into the world, brings something that is still missing in God's work of creation. And this will continue until everything God desired is fulfilled, for His work to be completed in its perfection. Time is the instrument of this process, which no human or satanic force can stop. God's will reigns supreme over all creation, and creatures that oppose it do not destroy the Creator's plan, but themselves, separating themselves from the source of Life. Human beings were given reason to know God. His will and the perfection of creation, and to cooperate with Him in fulfilling His will. For in this lies the fullness of joy and happiness to which every human being is called.

Sat,  June 20, 92, 11:20 PM

Everything is the fruit of prayer. As is the prayer, so is the life: the state of your soul and body, and your actions—their usefulness in building the Kingdom of God in human souls, in saving those who perish in their sins. Everything you do with your heart, mind, or hands—to have meaning and value—must begin with prayer and end with prayer, and abide in it. Prayer is unity with Me. Yet I am the beginning and end of everything that exists: the Alpha and the Omega. Without Me, you can do nothing—nothing that contains positive value. Many are perishing, the world is plunged into darkness, because of the lack of prayer, the lack of unity with Me. The efforts, work, and energy of so many people, abundantly endowed with My gifts, produce bad fruit, poisoned by the venom of hell, which is always present where there is no turning to Me in trusting and sincere prayer, where there is no reliance on My wisdom and will. The more prayer, the more love, wisdom, and peace in your heart.

The more you have received from Me during prayer, the more you can give of what is worth giving to another person. You have nothing to give yourself. You can only convey to your brothers and sisters:

— My goodness,

— your emptiness,

— or the evil of hell.

And this happens depending on your prayer life: its continuity, depth, and fervor. And do not think that you can accumulate something in your heart and then use it independently. Goodness, love, and wisdom are energy that flows from the Divine Source, provided you are connected to it in prayer.

1992年6月20日，星期六，晚上11:20

一切都是祷告的果实。祷告如何，生命亦如何：你的灵魂和身体的状态，以及你的行为——它们在人类灵魂中建立天国、拯救那些在罪恶中沉沦之人方面的效用。你用心、用意、用手所做的一切——若要具有意义和价值——都必须始于祷告，终于祷告，并常存于祷告之中。祷告就是与我合一。然而，我是万物的开始和终结：阿拉法和俄梅戛。没有我，你什么都做不了——任何具有积极价值的事都做不了。许多人正在沉沦，世界陷入黑暗，都是因为缺乏祷告，缺乏与我的合一。 许多人的努力、工作和精力，尽管他们蒙受了我丰厚的恩赐，却结出了恶果，被地狱的毒液所毒害。这毒液无处不在，只要人们不转向我，不以信赖和真诚的祈祷来祷告，只要人们不依靠我的智慧和旨意，它就始终存在。祈祷越多，你心中的爱、智慧与平安就越多。

你在祈祷中从我那里得到的越多，你就能给予他人更多值得给予的东西。你没有什么可以给予自己。你只能将以下之物传递给你的兄弟姐妹：

——我的良善，

——你的空虚，

——或地狱的邪恶。

而这一切都取决于你的祈祷生活：它的持续性、深度和热忱。不要以为你可以在心中积累一些东西，然后独立地使用它们。良善、爱和智慧是源自神圣源泉的能量，前提是你在祈祷中与它相连。

Testimony 784 Fri, 25 December 87, 10am Christmas

*Picture: Nativity scene in the Archcathedral Basilica of Szczecin.

Chinese automatic translation:

大家快来归向我吧！看哪，我的双手满溢着爱，那是我心中孕育的爱。看我能将这爱赐予每个人。我能点燃你们的心，让纯粹的爱在你们心中诞生——拯救，救赎。

而我，更要用更强大的火焰，更强大的力量，点燃这爱。

艾丽西亚·伦切夫斯卡——见证

Spanish automatic translation:

Corran todos hacia Mí. Miren: Mis manos están llenas del amor que mi corazón da a luz. Miren cuánto puedo darla a cada uno. Puedo encender sus corazones para que nazca en ellos el amor puro, salvador y redentor.

Y quiero encenderlo con un fuego aún mayor, con un poder aún mayor.

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Mon, 9 March 1992, 9:00am

3rd Station of the Cross: The First Fall

Therefore I gave man a weak nature, so that he might cling to Me and seek support and strength in Me. 

Every fall—even the smallest—is caused by departing from Me and relying on himself. One cannot rely on that which does not exist on its own, which does not stand on its own. And one cannot rise on its own, because no human being possesses such strength in sufficient measure. The desire to rise is already a cry for help. It is already a turning to Me, for all good and all righteousness comes from Me. Everything that befalls man, everything that happens to him, can be used for good. For his good and for the good of others. This includes a fall when it leads to repentance, penance, and atonement. And especially when it leads to adherence to Me and submission to My will and My Love. Falls are allowed for repentance and conversion to the path of humility and trust in Me.

Arabic automatic translation:

الاثنين، ٩ مارس ١٩٩٢، الساعة ٩:٠٠ صباحًا

المحطة الثالثة من درب الصليب: السقوط الأول

لذلك، منحتُ الإنسان طبيعةً ضعيفةً، لكي يتمسك بي ويستمدّ العون والقوة مني.

كل سقوط، حتى أصغره، ناتج عن الابتعاد عني والاعتماد على النفس. لا يمكن للمرء أن يعتمد على ما لا وجود له بذاته، ولا يقوم بذاته. ولا يمكنه أن ينهض من تلقاء نفسه، لأن لا أحد من البشر يملك هذه القوة الكافية. إن الرغبة في النهوض هي في حد ذاتها صرخة استغاثة، وهي في حد ذاتها توجهٌ إليّ، لأن كل خير وكل بر مني. كل ما يصيب الإنسان، كل ما يحدث له، يمكن أن يُستخدم للخير، لخيره ولخير الآخرين. وهذا يشمل السقوط عندما يؤدي إلى التوبة والتكفير عن الذنوب، وخاصةً عندما يؤدي إلى التمسك بي والخضوع لإرادتي ومحبتي. يُسمح بالسقوط من أجل التوبة والرجوع إلى طريق التواضع والثقة بي.

Fri, Feburary 14, 1992, 10:45am

during the Stations of the Cross

XI.station

No one will harm you if your soul is in Me. Only you can harm yourself if you distance yourself from Me. It is then that what others do becomes harm to you, and you see it in them.

Mon, February 10, 1992, 8:10am

Your weakness is not an obstacle for Me to use you according to My will. The obstacle is only your lack of devotion to My Love and your unwillingness to submit to My will. It is enough that you desire to be My instrument, and you will become one, as Mary did. Carry Me within yourself, like Her, and guard and rejoice, and gaze upon Me, so that you may continually give birth to Me for the world and give Me to people. Like Her.

And so that you will not turn away even when they crucify Me – in you or in others. Desire to remain faithful to the calling I have given you, and rejoice in it. Behold, I am your strength, and I will fulfill your calling to serve the Kingdom of Love on earth. Holy is My will within you, and holy are the deeds I accomplish through you. Holy am I, whom you carry despite your weakness and your sinful human nature.

Rejoice in this and see the great deeds I accomplish through you, despite your misery. See in others also, and perhaps above all, what I do through them. Notice My deeds and rejoice in them, not in their sinfulness and misery, which so often sadden you. I am the Lord, and My will will be done, despite the evil and misery of the world. Blessed are those who desire to accept it and become witnesses of My Love and My Mercy.

Trust! I have conquered evil, and the Kingdom of Love is open to everyone.

Thu, February 6, 1992, 1:50am

The greatest evil turns into good in My hands. Just as it happened with My crucifixion – the greatest sin of humanity. Therefore, do not fear evil. Go toward it with Me in your heart, completely devoted to Me and giving Me what you are given to know and experience. I have conquered evil, and it is not where I am. There is no evil where I am, even if your body, your mind, and your heart may feel differently. Trust My Word more than your own body, your own mind, and your own heart. Trust My Love and Wisdom, which is in everything and above everything.

Arabic automatic translation:

أعظم الشرور تتحول إلى خير في يدي، كما حدث مع صلبي - أعظم خطيئة للبشرية. لذلك، لا تخشوا الشر، بل توجهوا نحوه وأنتم تحملونني في قلوبكم، متفانين لي تمامًا، ومسلمين إياي بما أُعطيتم معرفته وتجربته. لقد انتصرت على الشر، وهو ليس حيث أنا. لا وجود للشر حيث أنا، حتى وإن شعرت أجسادكم وعقولكم وقلوبكم بخلاف ذلك. ثقوا بكلمتي أكثر من أجسادكم وعقولكم وقلوبكم. ثقوا بمحبتي وحكمتي، التي في كل شيء وفوق كل شيء.

Sat, January 18, 92, 4.20pm

– During adoration in church, when I was lamenting the abandonment and poverty of the Lord in the tabernacle, I received the words:

"I suffer much greater abandonment and humiliation in souls subject to the law of sin, which is the law of the devil. There I am immersed in the impurities and rottenness of sin and I breathe the stench of the soul's decay. There I suffer more than during My earthly Passion, and My holy Face is covered with the mud and excrement of a corrupted human soul.

However, I suffer most in souls subject to sin, who have vowed love to Me, and to whom I have opened My Heart to dwell within it, consecrated for eternity. The venom of their sin burns My Heart from within and most deeply offends My holiness. This suffering of Mine, which I experience in them during their earthly life, will become their suffering when they depart this world, when they will know what they have done with My holiness within themselves. That is why prayer and  sacrifices to wipe My Face in human souls and to cool My Heart consumed by pain. To save those who, by inflicting suffering on their God, prepare it for themselves."

Sun, December 15, 1991, 7:00am

How much you give away while on the earth, this much and a hundredfold,  you will receive in Heaven.

Fri, December, 91, 11:10am

During Stations of the Cross

CROSS. If you encounter a cross on your life's path, you must take it up and bear it with love and peace, offering Me your hardships and suffering. The cross offered to Me in this way is anointed with My blessing, and within it lies great good for you and your brethen. If you reject it, the cross will not pass you by, for it is inscribed in your life on earth. A heavier cross will then weigh you down, for it is not anointed by Me.

The heaviest cross is the one despised and rejected. And you will not avoid this, even if you exhaust all your human potential. After all, you live on earth where people have erected a cross and hung God upon it. The cross will be your lot, but consider that it can be a blessed or a despised cross. And do not be so proud as to seek out crosses for yourself, thinking that this will lead you to holiness or that you will help others. Only the humble and joyful acceptance of My will leads to holiness, because it contains the highest good for you and others.

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Sat, November 16, 1991, 10:10 AM

Humility also means recognizing your own state of misery and the misery of every person, and constant thanksgiving for every gift that raises you to the dignity of My child, My witness and apostle before your brothers and sisters in sin and in their call to holiness. For every person is sinful, and at the same time, each is called to holiness. Therefore, I give you various gifts, so that you may be mutually useful to each other in opposing the sin that resides in each of you and in striving for Heaven.

The greater My gifts, the more they oblige you to repent, be humble, and give thanks.

Let your joy in the graces you receive be greater in your heart than the sadness of your sinfulness, because My Love is greater than your sin. Rejoice in the graces others receive; give thanks for them to protect your heart from the seeds of envy that breed bitterness. See and rejoice in all that is Mine in every human heart.

Wed, September 13, 1991, 11:25 PM

Before every action of your hands, mind, or heart, turn to Me so that I may breathe My Spirit into it, so that it may be filled with God's life, and so that it may serve to expand the Kingdom of God everywhere you are and wherever your thoughts reach.

November 3, 1991, 5:45 AM

Pure love is love freed from self-love. The entire tragedy of humanity and every person is the fruit of self-love. You love yourselves with all your heart, with all your mind, and with all your strength, and this blinds you to the point of harming yourselves. You do the greatest harm to yourselves and, as a result, to others. You want to do everything in your own name and for your own sake. You are slaves to yourselves—this is what Saint Paul calls your carnality. And he is not referring to the body, but to the enslavement of the spirit, which is therefore so blind, so deaf, that it does not see the Truth and does not accept Good. It lies to itself and accepts Evil. The source of your emotions is self-love, and they are the chains with which Satan binds you. In My Mercy, I continually reveal the same truth to you, for the Truth is one.  I show it to you and teach it to you in many ways with infinite patience and love, because you constantly surrender to the same blindness of self-love that kills you and for which you kill others.

Pray for the ability to see and live in Truth, for liberation from yourself, so that you may accept My Law of Love and live according to the first commandment, for from it flow all other and all good things.

Pray for this for others and do not spare the effort and sacrifice to help them free themselves from the blindness of self-absorption. It is like a distorted mirror that distorts everything good and beautiful I have done in humanity and in the world.

Pray for this, beg for it, and desire it constantly, for only I can free you if you allow it. You will do nothing on your own, and I will do nothing if you do not consent.  And I will do it all the more and all the more quickly, the more fervent your cries and your desire for Me, for I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. In Me is your deliverance and the deliverance of those for whom you intercede.

Sat, October 19, 10:50 AM

Your refuge is My Heart, and your protection is the arms of the Mother. I want you to seek no power or defense within yourself. Your God is your only refuge, and in Him is your place: peaceful, safe, and good. Your soul belongs to God, and if someone else has access to it, it means that something remains that you have not given up, through which he enters to destroy you, or that you do not constantly give up with the simplicity and trust of a child.

This internal struggle is the cost that man pays for his independence, for separating himself from Me, even though I came into the world and am with people to restore their unity with God. I, as a Man, learned obedience through what I suffered. This will not pass you by either, nor any of those who desire to be sons.

Tue, October 1, 1991, 11:30 PM

 (during the Stations of the Cross)

It is not important what you feel, but whether My will is being fulfilled. Satan not only inspires thoughts to do evil, but—and this is far more dangerous—he urges and inspires ideas to do things that are essentially good, but to such an extent and in such a way that they breed evil and destroy what could have been for the glory of God. Love is measured by the capacity for sacrifice.

Wed, September 18, 1991, 10:45am

– What is my sin above all?

† Disobedience.

– How can I change this?

† In every situation and moment, desire to fulfill My will. Suffering that can save is a grace, and we must rejoice in it.

Tue, Sept 17, 1991, 2:40pm

The main difference between people is that, although all are sinners, some find satisfaction in falling, and others in suffering. The former are heading towards hell, the latter towards heaven. Thus, falls can lead to holiness.

Thu, September 12, 1991, 7:25pm 

 Everyone lives in the world as much time as is necessary for the sanctification of their soul. There is no comparison among people. Everyone has their own proper time, their own proper conditions for sanctification. Therefore, one must discern their own path to God and trustingly submit to My guidance. The vocation of everyone is to support others on their path to salvation: to bear witness to My goodness and love. Do not think that one can achieve holiness by thinking about oneself and by taking care of oneself. One must think about God and desire Him with humility of heart. And care for others, lest they die in their sins. 

Mon, Sept. 2, 1991, 8:40am 

 One sigh from a pure heart is more significant than many inward-looking prayers. 

 Sun, Sept. 1.1991, 7pm 

 The degree of a person's hardness determines how many and what kind of prayers and sacrifices are needed for their intention to receive the grace of repentance and conversion. Great hardness can be overcome by great sacrifices. Therefore, time is granted so that, thanks to the persistent sacrifices of My children, as many souls as possible may be saved. And therefore, abundant graces are poured out to open the eyes and hearts of those who are blind and remain in darkness, and to strengthen those who are My light on earth.

Mortal sin kills Me in the sanctuary of the soul of the sinner. If he persists in sin, I am dead in his soul and his soul is dead. This is the same state as after My death on the Cross, for by crucifying Me within himself, he crucifies his soul. But as long as he remains in the world, he has the possibility of resurrection of his soul through reconciliation with Me. When he desires Me, then I will resurrect in his soul and save him for eternal life. Salvation can also come from someone's prayer or sacrifice, because it will give him time to think about Me and desire Me before he is taken from here.

Sun, June 2, 1991, 8:45 am

If I give you the grace of conversion: the grace of faith and love, it is not for you to use it only for yourself, to make things better for yourself in this world and the next. I gave you this grace so that by living in it, you would become a salvation for others, for those who have not received such grace. So that with your prayers, sacrifices, and acts of mercy, you would intercede for their salvation.

Don't think about yourself, think about those you can save, and for whose salvation I consecrate you as My instrument of action in the world. Therefore, diligently utilize every situation, every hardship and suffering (both internal and external), and every time to save souls and bring My salvation to a world that hungers for salvation and awaits salvation. Rejoice and give thanks when I give you this opportunity. Ask that I grant it abundantly while the Time of Grace lasts.

Thu, May 30, 1991, 11:55am

Corpus Christi

If someone harms you, pray for them, not because they have hurt you, but because by doing evil they are harming and destroying their own soul. Pray, therefore, that their souls and those who are scandalized may be saved. With love and peace in your heart, ask for My Mercy for all of you who are sinners.

Wed, 29 V 1991, 10:55am

All stress and bad moods stem from self-absorption and egocentrism. All resentments, grudges, judgments, and aggressions, too. The cross on which every person hangs is their own egocentrism. This is what crucifies you. This is what crucifies each other. Go beyond your egocentrism and selfishness, and you will see that you are in heaven.

Fri, 3 V 91, 9:10pm

Our Lady Queen of Poland

Unkind thoughts about someone push them toward evil, surround them with evil, and hinder their emergence into goodness. Good thoughts support and direct them toward Goodness. Unkindness in the heart destroys both you and the one to whom you are unkind. Kindness builds. Cultivate kindness, love, and mercy within yourself, and send them out to others. Most of all, to those who are lost, enslaved by evil. You are hurt by people who themselves suffer from inner division. These need to be surrounded by love to heal their wounds.

How I loved those who hurt Me, and how much I felt the pain of the evil that consumed them. How much I wanted to suffer to free them from their suffering. My bloody sweat in Ogrójec is the sweat of desire, compassion, and love. I so longed to make a Sacrifice to liberate humanity—every person—from the evil that wounds and destroys them. I so longed for this Sacrifice to already take place. This inner suffering of Mine was incomparably greater than the physical suffering of My Passion, than the suffering and toil of My entire life in the body and in the world tormented by Satan. My cup of bitterness is the enormity and abomination of the evil that destroys the souls of My children, created for holiness, their sufferings in hell and the torments of purgatory.

Fri, April 26, 1991, 10am

I constantly reach out to you and anticipate your requests. Shouldn't you do the same for your brothers?

3:00 PM

Man faces the greatest danger within himself. External situations bring this to light, so that you may notice it and humbly turn to Me for help, so that I may free you from the sin and evil that lie deep within your soul. Rejoice when the night of your soul comes to light. In My light, the night disappears. A difficult situation, especially one that comes suddenly, exposes the state of your soul: the good or evil that lies within it. Therefore, situations are necessary in your life in which you learn the truth about yourself. And you learn it so that you may offer Me your weaknesses, so that I may transform you, cleansing your soul of the filth and wounds of original sin.

10:00 PM

The Lord allowed me to understand that my sinful nature cannot be changed by any of my efforts, resolutions, asceticism, even long hours of prayer and good deeds. Only a miracle from God can do this if I humbly make all these efforts, trustingly waiting for His Mercy. I also felt how greatly the Lord loves such a humble beggar who acknowledges his misery and places his hope only in Me.

Tue, April 23, 1991, 11:30am

There is only one suffering: the unfulfilled need for love. No one and nothing will silence your heart—only My love. Do not silence the cry for Love within you. Abide in it before Me. Let it grow and intensify, for I will give you the measure of your desire and more.

Tue, 5 III 91 10:20am

Stations of the cross: 

III. You must fall so that your humility and justice towards your brothers may lift you up.

XIII. Your peace is in the arms of the Mother,

XIV. and in the joy of departing from the corporeality of the world,

XV. to bring it, together with Me, My Resurrection.

Amen.

Thu, 28 II 91, 9:50am

What does it matter to you what others do? The important thing is that you never tire of doing good for them.

New graphic quotes

 

Fri, 1 III 91 

All life and all events should teach a person wisdom so that they do not waste the grace of time and the grace of Sacrifice. So that they may grow in Love and in doing good. My Way of the Cross is a summary and a sign of your life, which differs from it in that it is extended in time.

Thu, 28 III 91 

Why do you care what others do? The important thing is that you never cease of doing good for them.

Fri, 1 I 91 

Holiness is accepted suffering out of love for God and one's brothers and sisters.

Fri, 11 I 91 

Old age teaches humility and devotion to God. One's own sinfulness also teaches humility. Humility is what determines your heaven. What kind of heaven it will be.

Mon, 7 I 91

People reactions to difficult situations contain an element of evil and pain in three ways:

– they respond with rebellion and anger,

– they run away

– they accept it in a spirit of expiation in union with Me and offer their suffering for their neighbors, especially for those who are the cause of their suffering.

This third way leads to the salvation of all participants in suffering: those who inflict it and those who accept it. And it is a way devoid of selfishness and the desire for revenge. It is a way of pure love – My Way. Whoever desires to be My disciple and My apostle must accept this third way of fighting evil. It is a way of fighting evil, first of all within oneself – and through this, also against evil coming from without as a test. 

Evil coming from outside is allowed to reveal your inner evil, which you do not want to see. You are sent everywhere and always to save human souls and save this world from destruction through prayer and suffering offered for them. 

To be a wise person, one must live in asceticism. Wisdom is above goodness, because a wise person will always choose goodness and that which leads to the highest Good – Love.

Fri,  14 XII 90  (during the 3rd Station of the Cross)

Tiepolo Giovani Domenico Stations of the cross

Offer the pain of your falls for those who persist in falling and find pleasure in it.

Wed,  24 X 90

Do not desire or seek anything for yourself – allow Me to find and satisfy yourself with everything. Desire only Me and My will. And the salvation of souls.

Sat, 20 X 90

 – During prayer, I understood that every person, in addition to their Guardian Angel, also has their own tempter, whom they must resist throughout their lives. The more often and consciously a person asks the Lord, Mary, and the spirits and guardian souls for help, the more victories they are granted. If they rely on themselves, they lose, because it is impossible to resist such a great power of evil. 

All of life is a struggle, and its tension never ceases, because everyone is within the reach of Satan, whose power is proportionate to the graces and talents given to them by God. Constant vigilance and imploring for God's mercy are necessary. The strongest attacks of evil come after graces have been received and wreak the greatest havoc, because then a person is usually least vigilant, believing they are no longer in danger, that they are strong and privileged – they forget their weakness and the need to constantly plead for help.

Sun, 30 IX 90

Your main spiritual problem is forgetting your own human weakness and losing your vigilance. A fall begins within your soul with even the slightest succumbing to discouragement or dissatisfaction, which is the beginning of a loss of inner balance. And whoever loses balance, falls. You must cling to Me with all your strength when your balance, your peace, and your love in your heart waver, because then weakness already dominates you, and you are powerless against it, even though you see it.

I told you about guarding your thoughts so that this lack of vigilance does not become the cause of a fall. You must constantly remember two things: your weakness and My omnipotence, and the constant desire for My help. Being weak is not evil. The evil lies in forgetting this and carelessly using your heart and mind. And you carelessly leave them open and empty in the face of the situations and influences within your sphere.

 Even if nothing were happening outside, you are immersed in the spiritual world, which is always active and reaches you through your senses or directly within. If you do not consciously strive for Good, filling your heart and mind with it, your soul is open to the assault of Evil.

I said: Whoever is not with Me is against Me, Whoever does not gather scatters, as well as the parables: the one about the swept room, the one about the virgins, and others. I said all this to awaken vigilance and protect against fall. I created man weak, so that he might draw strength from me. 

I aroused a hunger for love in the human heart, so that it might be nourished by My Love. I made people poor, so that they might overflow with My riches. I created you as nothing, so that you might be all in Me. You harm yourself and others if you consciously or carelessly disregard the fact of your weakness and the gift of My Love and My Power. The gift of Myself, who I am for you.  This is your only problem, and that of each of you, which produces the fruits of evil, which you confess without seeing their source and without recognizing the guilt where it lies.

Romans 2:17–21

Thu, 27 IX 90

My child, you must not only guard your tongue, but also your thoughts. It is necessary to direct your thoughts toward goodness, toward the kindness that flows from My Love. If you learn this and pray for it, there will be no problem in guarding your tongue so that it does not hurt others, because thoughts filled with My love will not allow this. 

Give Me your thoughts during morning prayer and ask that they all be born in Me, to fill your mind and your heart throughout the day.

When temptations and difficult situations arise, immerse your mind and your heart in Me and ask for peace in your thoughts and love in your heart, so that there may be no emptiness and evil within you. Think of Me: of My goodness, wisdom, omnipotence. Immerse your mind in Me, so that it may be permeated by My wisdom and love. 

Do not try to understand and know everything completely.  Instead, try to accept everything with peace, love, and gratitude, because everything serves the good: yours and others. It is a gift for the enrichment of your soul.

Acts 14:15 We preach to you that you should turn from these vanities to the living God.

Sun, 16, XI 90

Your Carmel and your hermitage for intimate communion with Me are in your soul. There is the chapel of the Blessed Sacrament, where I am alive and thirsty for your adoration. 

Pietro Novelli, Our Lady od Mount Carmel and the saints, 1641

Come to Me there at any moment when you are free from external activities. Come wherever you are and immerse yourself in the Love that always desires you and is always committed to you. And bring into your heart all those you desire to make them happy and for whom you care. Bring many, including those I show to your eyes and your heart. 

Your respite from hardships and external activity requires no time but Me. Not time for you, but time for Me, and such time is always given. You will always find rest in My Heart when you immerse yourself in it. Then I will give you rest, strength, and joy to your body and your soul. 

 Lk 9:29 And while he was praying, the appearance of his countenance was altered, and his clothes became dazzling white.

Fri, 31 VIII 90

The hermit's life is a state of soul, not external conditions. Yes, external conditions help, but they do not determine it. A hermit's soul is one immersed in Me in constant prayer and intimate communion, for which external conditions are no significant obstacle.

 The fervor of love and devotion conquers the interior, which is a hermitage accessible only to Me. A hermitage filled only with silence and Love independent of the external world, for everything external is drowned in this silence and Love.

First, strive for this state consciously, and everything that reaches you through your senses, immerse it in the hermitage of your soul, calm it, and surrender it to My loving gaze. Then My grace will dominate your consciousness, and this state will remain within you uninterrupted. And the light of peace and merciful love will flow outward from you. And no one will be able to hurt or disturb you anymore.  Be My hermit, dwelling within the temple of your soul, and there continually adore the love of your Spouse.

Francisco Zurbaràn, The Virgin of the Carthusians, 1655

There is need of souls so devoted to Me that I may live among people in them and bless them. The first such soul was Mary. Then there were the saints in whom the world has recognized Me. Now I desire you and others in whom My Love, ignited by the Holy Spirit, burns to save many. Do not be afraid of your weakness. Only your desire and acceptance of the path I am leading you are important.

2 Corinthians 13:11 ...Rejoice, strive for perfection, be of one mind, live in peace, and may the God of love and peace be with you.

Thu, 22 III 90

Don't let the priest who offers My Sacrifice concern you. Don't observe him, don't judge him. Don't choose the Sacrifice offered by your favorite priest. Don't go there for him. Come only for Me—to make the gift of yourself on the altar and receive My gift in Communion. With your heart and soul, perceive Me: My holiness, My Love, and My pain.

Tue, 20 III 90

Don't look within yourself, but at Me—that will heal you. I illuminate your wounded nature so that you may cling to the Wound of My Heart, from where the Blood of your purification and sanctification flows. Hide there, so that your sinfulness may become white as snow. The time you live in the body is given for your purification—for the recovery of your original holiness. Healing begins with bringing it into the light. Then there is only the healing of the wounds. And gaining strength to accept the next discovery of evil and further wounds.

It will be like this all the time, until you reach the threshold of Heaven. If your self-denial is not enough to accept everything here, I will heal the rest in Purgatory, so that you can enter Heaven with a pure heart, for otherwise it is impossible.

 Fri 9.III 90 

Stations of the Cross (with paintings by Francisco Tiempolo 1696-1770)

I. 

Look how I have accepted human injustice. Is not God's Truth greater in you than human judgment? Is not the judgment of your God more important to you, and My Love greater? 

II.

Deny yourself and take up your daily cross. If you reject it, you reject My Love, which is crucified on earth so that it may shine forth in full glory in your soul.

III.

 It does not matter that you fall. That you experience the pain and humiliation of falls. From them, I will give birth to your holiness, if you desire that I raise and purify you. 

IV. 

Look: I gave you a Mother to be the support of your heart and that through Her Immaculate Heart the Pure Love that I generate for you in your soul may flow. 

V.

I will also send people to help you in carrying the burdens of your daily life. You will experience My care and My real help through their presence with you. Notice this.

VI. 

You will not only receive the help of their hands, but also in them you will perceive My Merciful Love, which leaning over you to wipe your face from the sweat, tears, and dirt of earthly life. 

VII. 

Trust Me even when you fall again. Look in truth at your misery and weakness, and cling to Me with all your heart, so that My Love may lift you up and fill you with the Power of the Holy Spirit. 

VIII.

 Do not be afraid. Go and proclaim the Truth of My Love. Shout and call out to them to make them desire salvation through My Cross and My Resurrection. To accept My Resurrection. 

IX. 

My child, do not forget your weakness. In humility, ask for forgiveness, and in humility, forgive your brothers. Be Mercy to them, as I am to you. 

X.

 Give up everything that is not God's Love in you. Surrender your human misery and sinfulness, and all the garments of selfishness, pride, and vanity with which you cover this misery. Stand naked before your God, so that I may clothe you in My holiness.

 XI. 

Accept with love the pain your brothers inflict on you. This is the pain of purification of your soul, done by human hands by the will of the Father. Allow yourself to be crucified like Me, so that the fullness of Love for your brothers may shine forth in you.

XII.

 Allow them to pierce your heart – to put your body to death. Your corporeality. Die to yourself, so that your soul may be free in God, so that God may be free in your soul. Allow My Blood – the Blood of salvation for many – to flow through the wound of your heart.

 XIII. 

You are not alone. You will not remain on the cross of sorrow. You will descend from it reborn and holy. In the arms of the Mother, you will find My peace and My Love. 

XIV. 

Desire Me to separate you – to free you – from your corporeality: your attachments to the world and to yourself. The time of resurrection is coming. Go forth and show the world Pure Love. Show the world Me resurrected in you. 

XV. 

Behold, I am Pure Love in you – go and do to your neighbors what I have done to you. Be to them as I am to you. May they recognize in you My forgiving Love and My Mercy, which is extended to them on the way of the cross of their lives on earth. Amen.

Sun, 4.III 90 

– I asked: Are there any improper attachments within me?

† Yes, to yourself.

– How can I move away from this?

† In no situation should one consider himself, nor take himself into account, but only My will. Rejoice in whatever My will is. I am in it.

Mon, 26.II 90

Every seed of your dying bears the fruit of life – it is someone's resurrection… My resurrection in the human soul.

Amen

 Sun, 18. II 90

If you go to another person without Me, you go unnecessarily.

If you want to help them only with your own strength, you will add your own weakness and sinfulness to their weakness and sinfulness.

If you turn to another to turn them to My ways, and do not beg in repentance for Me to convert you, you will scandalize their soul with your pharisaism and pride.

If you want to show love to another, and do not show it to Me above all else - you will lock them in your own egoism.

If you want to give the world Me, and do not give Me yourself completely, you will only give them your hypocrisy and vanity.

Convert, My children, to My way, which I showed you in the Sermon on the Mount and with My own life. Go and preach the Gospel to the world – being witnesses of the Gospel life yourselves – like Mary.

Amen

J 17:26 That the love with which You have loved Me may be in them, and I in them.

Thu, 8.II 90 

If you want to follow Me and imitate Me, you don't have to invent mortifications. You have to accept and burn in Love the evil that exists, that affects you every day and the hardships that human life is filled with.

Each station of My Way of the Cross is a reference to your life, and their order to the path of development of Love and self-denial in you. Contemplate and know that at the end there is Resurrection - yours and those whom you embrace with brotherly love. Your resurrection will be in proportion to your sacrificial love for your brothers.

The Way of the Cross of human life is purgatory on earth. Whoever accepts it will be taken to Heaven like Mary. She is a model for every person: Her "fiat" for all the will of God, Her motherly love for My children and Her spousal union with Me.

 

Mon 18.XII.89 

Desire your God. Desire with all your strength, with all your heart, with all your mind, with every moment of your existence. Look out, listen, accept. In proportion to your desire I will come, fulfill, satisfy, bestow Myself... a hundredfold, a thousandfold. But always in proportion to the longing and desire of your soul and to your effort to seek Me. 

I have given you eyes, ears, heart, hands, feet, mind... all so that by seeking Me, reaching for Me, you may increase your desire more and more. Love is not known by sight or hearing or intellect. You cannot take it in your hands or reach the place where it is. Love is the flame of life that fills your soul in proportion to your desire. And in proportion to your desire it permeates you and pours out beyond you, outwardly giving birth to life in others. 

Love is life that pulsates in you, and its warmth moves your body and your soul. Desire and be filled with this warmth, so that I may give you more: the heat and ardor of fire. So that I may burn in you, igniting others. Do not stop in your desire.

Love is dynamic. It is the life energy of the soul and of everything that exists. It is the answer to your desire. It does not matter what you do. What matters is how you love, how you desire to love Love and everything that creates in you and around you.

Lk 12:49 I have come to cast fire on the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled.

When you get to know Me, you go wherever you can get to know Me even more. You do everything that brings you closer to Me. You do all this because you want to possess Me, to saturate your heart with My Love. You meet people among whom I am.

When you experience, when you get to know My Love, when you recognize Me in your heart - then you go too. You are no longer going to find me, but for others to find me – your brothers and sisters, whom you love as I do. Because I love them with your heart even then, and I heal their wounds with your hands, with which I touch them. And with your lips they feed them with the words of My life. You are no longer going in search of God. I am going in you to find My children.

Wed 29.XI.89

 All difficult situations, especially the "hopeless" ones, are given to you so that you can turn to Me for help. I want to lead you and carry you through your earthly life. I want you to be constantly turned to Me. So that you can count on Me, not on yourself and your brothers. I want to reveal My presence with you and in the world through your weakness - My goodness, kindness and power. And above all, the glory of God - the King and Lord of all creation. Let weakness become your joy, because it is My glory in you and revealed to others through you - especially to those who have lost their trust and faith in My Omnipotence and Mercy. Trust your God, and He will save you and lead you to the Source of Life.