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Sat,  13 IV 85

It was Your Holy Night - Renewal Night. Night of meeting with You.

This only night in life receiving You to heart forever.

I waited so many years and wanted - probably all my life, although probably  coming to you and staying with you was muffled with 

events, a run of human days full of nonsense and vanity.

Once at the beginning of my adult life I gave my fate in your hands,

and after all, regardless of my big and small falls, I knew

that all this will pass and You will remain only and I: tired of life

in front of You.

And here I am full of humility and worship of You patience, goodness, mercy to my human misery.

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Fri 12 IV 1985 

The end of the Renewal Seminary in the Holy Spirit. Today day of the prayers for pouring the gifts of the Holy Spirit.

Who am I? What tasks await me? Who should I become for Jesus?

Without You, Lord, I'm nothing. I know that and I know that for You everything is possible. And my case is to stay with You in devotion, in readiness and listen to Your voice.

Mk 3.13-15

Then he went upstairs and recalled those he wanted, and they came to him. And He established twelve to accompany Him, so that He could send them to preaching and to have power to drive out evil spirits.

And please: let me stay with You ...

Mt 20,22-23a

Answering Jesus, he said: "You don't know what you are asking for. Can you drink

The cup that I have to drink? » They answered him: "We can".

Audio version 

He said to them: "You will drink my cup".