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Sat,  April 19, 1986, 6:30 am 

+Be silent.  No words needed - silence can say more...

 Song  3:4

 ...I have found the beloved of my soul, I have seized him and will not let him go until I bring him to my mother's house, to my mother's chamber.

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Fri, 18 IV 86,  11:30 pm

+ I want you closer to Me.  You will be My prophet and My witness.

- Well, I'm shy and get embarrassed easily.  How can I?

 +I will give you My power.  I'll give you everything you need.  Don't be afraid and don't ask anything.  Trust.

Be modest and quiet - just like My Mother.  Let Her be your role model and guide.  Ask her for help and protection.

Do not analyze these conversations with Me.  Accept everything and trust.  I bless you.  Amen.

 - Is it You, Jesus?

 +You already know Me.  Abide in Me.

 You wanted, me to confirm these words.

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Fri, 18 IV 86, 9 am

- What should this day be filled with?

 +Work and love for Me.  Ask for the healing of your heart.  I will purify your heart, trust and rejoice in Me.

 - Bless, Lord, this day...

For the past few days, when I ask for a blessing, I see a hand raised and blessing.

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Thu, April 17, 86, at 8 am

 - I miss you, Father, for such a meeting with You as that time in Gostyn.

 +Now I come to you differently - more gently, because you are already Mine.

 - And I still feel the insufficiency of your closeness and the longing grows, sometimes to the point of pain...

 +That's good, that's how it should be.  That's what love is all about.  Great love is combined with great suffering - then it is complete.

-Will it be like this the entire time here, in this life?

 +Joy and only joy is possible with Me when I take you away from here.  However, you must wait for this and grow through your effort and desire to unite with Me.  There is no other way.

 Stay and trust, I am waiting for you.

 - What should I focus on today?

 +On prayer and staying with Me.  You do not have to say anything.  Just stay close to Me - with your heart.

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Wed, 16 April 86,  10 pm

  - What is suffering?

 +My greatest grace, against which people most defend themselves.

 - Why are they defending themselves?

 +They are short-sighted.  They do not know Me and do not trust My Word.  Besides, it's not easy for the average person who is obsessed with the worldly.

People like what is easy, what is pleasant, and unfortunately that is not worth much or even bad.

 This is their tragedy of which they are unaware.

 - What to do?

 +Pray more and more, because there is more and more evil and stupidity.

 +It is not the words that count, nor the duration of the prayer.

 - What matters?

 + Devotion and trust.

 +Distractions are a lesser evil than the admission of thoughts that develop vanity and selfishness.  Especially, if it involves the satisfaction that someone else is worse than you.