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Thu  8 May 86,  7 am

+You have to work on yourself a lot.  Don't be afraid to ask for holiness.

 - I would like to ask You for sanctity, but I'm so far behind and I can't dig myself out of even the simplest minorities.  That would be arrogance compared to my abilities and where I still am.

+But not with My possibilities and the path I am calling you on.  You already know a lot, but you lack consistent conduct in life.  You lack discipline both internally and externally.  Ask for help in this matter and know that I can give you everything and change it.  Wish and ask.

Count not on yourself, but on Me.  That is why I keep telling you to always be with Me heart, mind - everything.  Take strength from Me.  I want to give it to you. Take a lot, as much as possible.

Desire as the Samaritan woman at the well wished.  I am the Well.

Be with Me, desire and draw in every moment, without interruption.

 - What role does knowledge play?

+Often rather disturbing.  Especially if it is only acquired knowledge, undigested by one's own thoughts.  Mechanically applied knowledge hinders contact with God's Wisdom and then it is better not to use it.  John 4:1-42.

In addition, it leads to pride, a sense of self-sufficiency of man, and the consequence of this is separation from God.

Knowledge combined with humility and openness to God is very valuable.

It turns into wisdom, and this is a Divine quality.

You need to acquire knowledge and ask for wisdom.  The acquisition of knowledge should be subordinated to person's goals - his hierarchy of values ​​resulting from faith.

Any chaos and satisfying curiosity only is dangerous, because it can distance you from Me, it can lead to lose one's way.

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Wed, May 7, 86, 9:30am

 - You have told me so many things today, Father, and You have made me understand a lot.  I didn't write down anything because I couldn't, and now I can't recover it back.

 I only feel surrounded by Your greatness.  Your Wisdom and Truth.

 ...The feeling of the Truth that is veiled, although I am in It.  The Light that surrounds me that I can't see.

 ... The human blindness due of my smallness.

 ....and  there is no way to go beyond it...

Is this the tragedy of humanity?

 +More so if you only see what is really worth nothing.

 You are already beginning to see with your mind's eye.  Be in Me, I will show you more.

 Be in Me consciously, desire it.  Desire will remove the veil that makes the Truth invisible.

 I am Truth and Light.  All is in Me and is one:

 Space, time, things, and you humans too.  You dwell in Me wrapped in My Love.

 So many are breaking free and running away.

 There is nothing apart from Me.  There is darkness and evil.  Despair and pain of separation never ending.

Be a good child of Mine and stay close.  I want to tell you and show you a lot so that you will open the eyes and hearts of My other children.  I feel sorry for them and I want to help them.  I want you to mediate in this.

 - How?

+ I will enable you to do so and tell you in due time.

 - What should I...?

 +You should be immersed in Me constantly.  Everything depends on it.

 I'm not forcing you or putting pressure on you.  You have free will and you can decide, choose.

 I show you the possibilities, and ask, and invite.  Do you want...?  Reply, tell me now.

 - I want.  Strengthen me, Father, that my desire may not waver, that it may be great and ever stronger.  For everything to be fulfilled.

 +Good, stay calm and trusting.

 - Should I read Organic Asceticism?

 + Read it - I told you.

 - Through the mouth of my spiritual father, Fr.  W.R.?

+ It's not the first time I've spoken to you through his mouth.