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Wed, August 20, 86, 11:30 

- I have nothing to give You... My Father.

+You have: your powerlessness, vulnerability, smallness.

 that's what I want. Everything else I have and I want to share it all with you.

 - What are we going to talk about?

+About perfection. Strive to perfect your actions in everyday life.

 - How can I?

+Have you forgotten that we are together?

 You desire - I will do.

 Also perfect your relationship with people: patience, composure, understanding, gentleness.

 -You have listed, Father, just what I cannot - perhaps beyond understanding.

+That's why I listed it. So make it perfect. Set big goals and desire and control. I will help.

 Be tender and gentle to Me as I am to you.

 Be that against your human nature - I will help too. We are together.

 You'll never be alone again. You have My power, omnipotence, holiness with you - My little daughter.

-Is this the meeting I've been waiting weeks for?

+Yes, my child.

 I hug you, surround you...

 I am Goodness, Warmth, Safety, Joy...

 abide and be filled with Me... Pay no attention to what is around you.

 I am - only I...

 - I would like to become like Your Mother...

+You will (12 hour).

 -... let it be done to me according to Your Word...

+ It will be.

 - ...and Your Word...

+You will carry My Word to people as She carried My Father's Word - which I was.

 And you will be like Her humble and quiet.

 And you will always be with Me - like Her.

 - Was that mark on my face, which is no longer there, an announcement of this way?

+ Yes. It is still there, though not visible. It's on your soul.

 - I don't know, if what I wrote, isn't sacrilege... pride...

+It is not. You wrote because I dictated to you and made you understand.

 Do not be afraid of My grace.

 I told you not to be surprised at anything.

 You think you are unworthy. You are. But there is also My grace that washes away this unworthiness.

 This is grace because I am with you and enrich you with it.

 Be full of peace and trust as you are full of grace.

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Wed, 20 VIII 86, 7:20am

 1 Cor 7,17a

 Anyway, let everyone do as the Lord has assigned him, according to what God has called him to...

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Tue, August 19, 86, 11:45pm

 - During the Holy Mass.  I felt Your kindness, gentleness, purity so clearly...

 Your subtle Love has immersed me.

 And at the same time I saw my own primitiveness and vulgarity.  How many times my behavior towards you is rude...

+ I also want to change that in you.

 I am revealing the truth about you.  You are not worse than others.  This is the truth about each of you.

 And yet I love you with a perfect love, I want to bestow you and make you My collaborator.

 - The parallel of Your greatness, holiness and perfection with my smallness and dirt is amazing...

 Completely incomprehensible...

+You see, because I am Perfection, I want your weakness and smallness, and your boundless devotion.

 Trust Me in everything.  You can't do anything alone...

 And I want the best for you and I can give it to you - if you want.  If you entrust Me completely with your fate.

 You wanted to get to know Me - I fulfill your desire.

 By getting to know Me, you are also getting to know yourself.  The pain you will feel in doing so is a purifying pain, because you are learning the truth.  You suffer and at the same time you are happy because My Love touches you.

 You have learned the secret of the unity of suffering and happiness, of drowning in Me all that is small and imperfect in you.

 You have known the source of man's sanctification.  Sanctified by suffering.

 Joy and cheerish of suffering in union with Me.

 - I can't say anything.  I don't know such words.  I can only remain in awe of You and cry over my misery and blindness.

 My God...

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Tue, 19 VIII 86, 6:25am

+Your daily discipline is needed.  Now you don't have time for trivial things, for bad organization of the day.

 You also don't have time to make your own decisions, to wander, to leave and come back.

 Everything must be subordinated to the service to which I call you.

 - In my 52- year of life?

 + What does this mean for Me?  You know the facts of Scripture and of life that I have called upon elders or young children to do tasks that were completely unrealistic from the human point of view.

 Don't worry about how to perform.  Concentrate all your care on the fact that you want to do it and trust in My real help.

 I will give opportunities, I will give people, I will bring those who will need it.

 Be faithful to Me, My daughter.  Your pleadings for you to be useful, have been heard and will always be heard.

 I also guide you through your spiritual father.

 Notice how your cooperation and connection develops.  How other people are included to cooperate and create a common organism.

 I do it slowly and gently, for you are weak and fragile instruments.

 I must gradually strengthen you, prepare you, perfect you.

 Much depends on your submission to My will and on your zeal.

 Hebrews 12:22-29 |  Sacrifice for the service of Christians in the New Covenant

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Mon, 18 VIII 86, 7:40am 

1 Kor 14,1-4 

Strive to have love, take care of spiritual gifts, especially the gift of prophecy!...

 And he who prophesies speaks for the edification of men, for their comfort and consolation... he builds the Church.

+The Gift I have placed in you, must be used for the good of My children.