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Thu, 18 IX 86, 9.30am

- My patron, pray for me that what is happening is not on the verge of psychopathy.

 • Be calm. To live in marriage with Jesus, one does not have to cross the walls of the convent.

 What matters is the decision of your heart and His will. It doesn't have to be confirmed by people or announced to the public. God the Father knows this and accepts it.

 You are already in such a state of union with Jesus that it is natural and is only a confirmation of the existing state. But it is needed to strengthen and better direct your path with Him in ever greater union.

 Don't think it's weird. It is strange that so many people know Him and so few want to associate with Him.

 This is tragic and abnormal.

 You be calm and joyful. You have received great grace. Don't be afraid of anything.

 Everything is beautiful and good with Jesus. The greater the sacrifice it requires, the greater it is.

 - What can I give you, Jesus?

 I can't even express my feelings.

+ I know everything and you don't have to search for words. Give yourself to Me - every day and every moment.

 You can also give Me other people - those you love and want to help.

-Your arrival yesterday was so peaceful and gentle...

+You know me. Do you need strong emotions?

 Everyday coexistence is based on mutual understanding and cooperation.

 When you need a great fortification, you will receive it. Now you are trusting and wrapped in My Love in the peace and quiet of your heart. And that's fine.

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Wed, 1 7 IX 86, 11.30pm

- There is a longing for You, but somehow calm...

+You are immersed in Me, but at the same time there is separation. There is a veil that you cannot penetrate. And you move like in a fog. It's not dark, but you can't see anything anyway. You feel Me on all sides but cannot reach.

 - It's a strange state, such a suspension - a state of weightlessness. I am waiting for Your pull, because only this is possible.

 There is no return to earth. Thank You for this, Father.

+You should address Me differently. I am more than a Father to you.

 - I know it, but I can't. I don't have the courage - the boldness.

+ And yet you should. After all, you are My bride and I am your bridegroom.

 And what unites us is great love. You gave Me a vow in front of My altar. And there were witnesses. There were many of them, though you didn't see them. And it's written in My Books and will never be erased Do you agree that it should be?

 - Yes. I agree and I am happy that those promises of mine have such power, such importance. I want to keep them and I have to.

 Will You help me?

+ I help you all the time. I always surround you by My Love and protection. I am with you all the time and will always be.

 You believe in that?

 - I know it is.

+Now we can go to the wedding and enjoy ourselves, and then you will share My earthly fate until I come and take you to My house. Now don't write anything. Enjoy Me.

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Tue, 16 IX 86, 9am

+If you are obedient, zealous in My service, if you do everything for Me out of pure love - you will accumulate riches that you will enjoy with Me in My house. You will enrich yourself with all this, and I will be glad to see you happy. And all heaven will rejoice at your joy.

 Jer 6:9a

 This is what the Lord of hosts says: "Gather as carefully as in the grape harvest"...