381

 Sat, February 7, 87, 9:45am

 - Today, before dawn, You told me to get up and go.  You led me by winding roads to Your altar and back again.  Why so?

+ It is easy to believe and trust when everything is going well and logically.

 It is more difficult when it is incomprehensible and requires a seemingly senseless sacrifice.

 Each sacrifice is all the more valuable when it is harder to accept and understand.

 Nothing was wasted.  You will see the fruit of your obedience and toil.  You have already seen it when I came to you in Communion under two species.  Such an encounter with Me required sacrifice and trust.  Be at peace and do not lose confidence.  I am with you, My faithful bride.

 I look at your hard work and self-denial with tenderness.  Persevere and do not be influenced by what your human mind tells you.  It does not guide you, though it may help you.  My Love guides you.  And it is more perfect and wiser than human logic.

 My truths and values ​​are different: illogical and senseless in the eyes of the world.

 Trust in My Love, it will never fail you or leave you.

 Lm 3:25-26 |  Relying on God 

The Lord is good to those who trust, to the soul that seeks Him.

 It is good to wait in silence for help from the Lord.

380

Fri, February 6, 87, 11pm

 - New matters, coming unexpectedly, disturb my rhythm of the day, peace and staying with You.

+ I just want to disrupt your daily routine in order to make you ready for My will.  Don't get used to any daily routine.

 Always be ready to change everything if I ask.

Schemes make it difficult to lively contact with Me and make it difficult to fulfill My will.  My will is sacred.  Concentrate everything around it.

379

Thu, 5 II 87, 11:30pm

+Do not be surprised at the tasks I give you and do not ask about their purpose.  Learn to do My will only out of love for Me.  Be fervent and devoted wherever I send you and ready to make any sacrifice for the people I put in your path.

 Trust in My Love and do not think beyond today.

 Your tomorrow is My concern.  I will shape them according to My design.

 Be ready to accept whatever I give and give whatever I ask.

 378

 Thu,  5 II 87, 9:15am

+ Open your heart, cling to Me and ask and absorb My power in silence and peace.  And then go and show Who I am - with my life and my word.  I will be with you because I am sending you.

 Look at your past days and the words I gave you and the facts I taught you.

 Know that everything was and is a preparation for you to be My witness - the living Gospel that I send to people.  My Word is to live in you, it is to become flesh to show My Glory, My Truth and My Love.

 My word is not sound, not theory, not even instruction.  It's real.  And it is the holiness of My chosen ones, whom I send to show with their lives Who I am - Infinite Love.  Remember the Hymn of Love.  Write it down and keep it before your eyes and in your heart, so that you can show such Love to those whom I will put on your path.

 2 Cor 1:12 

For our pride is the testimony of our conscience, because in simplicity of heart and sincerity before God, and not according to worldly wisdom, but according to the grace of God, we have walked in the world...

377

Wed, 4 II 87, 11:45am 

- You didn't take anything from me for my friends...

+I took your goodwill and willingness to sacrifice and the effort of all that you did.

 Don't say it's not enough.  Every action, even the smallest one offered to Me, has a different dimension.

 - I want You to use me.

+Do you think your actions have any value?  They themselves have none.

 The value is the intention, the willingness of the victim, your availability to My will.  Honest and complete, without counting on me not demanding it.

 Such readiness is tantamount to action, and therefore I do not always create the occasion for action.

 

376

 Wed, 4 II 87, 9:15am 

- Today I am praying for my colleagues from work.  What to offer for them?

 I have nothing - everything belongs to You.

+Be open - I'll choose.

375

Tue, 3 II 87, 10:20pm

- Have I offended Your Love today?

+Yes, indifference during the day.

 - I wish it was different and I can't.

+Turn to Me and ask.  I see your efforts.  Come and give it all to Me.

 - You see, I came.  And my heart weeps in repentance and powerlessness before Your holiness and goodness.  Where will You take me?

+To My Heart, that you may find rest in it.

 - Am I still in this world?

+You are in Me.

 - A second song of songs could be written - perhaps a more beautiful one...

 374

 Tue,  3 II 87, 10:15am

 - This morning, Lord, you took me to the Pallottine Church and there were rituals and prayers for healing from diseases of the throat.

 The most susceptible part of my body to diseases is the throat and I still have problems with it.

+You had problems... I took you there so you wouldn't have any.

 - You entered my life with Your deeds as clearly as never before...

+You offered yourself to Me, My bride, and I took it seriously.

 You asked to be guided, so why are you surprised?

 - It's a human reaction.  Is it bad?

+ If it is connected with gratitude and admiration - good.  If in disbelief - bad.

 Accept everything with the simplicity of a child - admire and rejoice.

 My ability to act in your life depends on your trust.

 - Thank You for healing my throat.

373

 Mon,  2 II 87, 10:50pm

- What offends You the most?

+With your silence and forgetfulness of Me.  There are fewer moments of your silence towards Me lately.  But they are and they hurt My living Love in you.

 - Thank You for taking me to the Cathedral for the solemnity of Your Presentation.

+If you entrust yourself to My will, then I guide you.  Learn to submissively submit to My guidance and offer yourself to Me.  Ask, listen and look for a sign.

 372

 Sun, 1 February 87, 10pm 

- I am growing in amazement at what You do, and admiration to the limit of fear - for Your power and greatness.

 During the evening Eucharist, Your power filled the church, and I was getting smaller and smaller.

 How is it that You even notice me?  That I have the courage to look for You with my eyes and speak to You?

+My child, after all, I love you...

 - And You are hidden, so as not to burn me with your love and crush me with Your immensity.

 My only desire is to fulfill Your will and wait when You will look at me, You Lord and God - Infinite Love.

+My child, I love you and I am bent over you and I lift you tenderly... Don't you feel it?

 - I feel and I can't get over how it's possible.

+Come - be amazed and rejoice... and do not be afraid of disproportions.

371

 Sun, 1 II 87, 10:40am

 - You took me in, God, and you were silent.  And your silence spoke louder than the thunder of a hurricane and was more consuming than the flood waves.

 And Your Love was delicate like a mist, which nothing could resist, which in silence envelops and permeates everything...

 +Great Love does not need words, decorations and ornaments.

 It is everything.

 Ps 42:2, 8-91 

 As a deer longs for streams of water, my soul longs for you, O God!  ... The deep calls to the deep with the roar of your streams.

 All your currents and waves roll over me.

 During the day the Lord gives me his grace, and at night I sing to him, I praise the God of my life.

370

Sat, 31 January 87, 10pm

 - At some point in the day You told me to get up and leave.  So I got up.  When I asked where, you said  that to Your home - to the church of Your heart (in the city center).  It was 4:30 when I left and right away the right bus arrived.  In the vestibule I met someone from whom I received two things I needed for tomorrow.  And there was the Holy Mass and meeting you before the Blessed Sacrament.  And You made it easy for me to get home at 7 p.m. because someone was coming.

 For the first time I received such clear and unambiguous guidance from You, Jesus.

+ It was because you asked Me to direct everything.

 You trusted Me and obeyed.

 It is possible to lead like this - as you have found out.  All that is needed is complete, blind trust and doing what I say at the moment.

+Your reflex was correct because you didn't ask everything ahead of time.  You just got up and only when you left did you ask where to go.

 And you went without thinking for what purpose.

 Your only motive was to do My will without analyzing anything.

 If you could listen to My voice and submit to it as you do today, I would guide you step by step and you would not have to worry about anything.  Absolutely nothing.  Just listen to My voice.

 This is how the union of a child with the Father in Love and freedom in God should look like.

 369

Fri, 30 I 87, 11:30pm

- I would like to see You clearly.

+You would have to die for that to happen.  And it's not your time yet.

 - And there were people who saw You.

 +You don't need such reinforcement.  What I discover and let you know is enough.

368

 Fri, 30 I 87, 9:15am

+You cannot serve two masters .  The heart is not divisible.  If I fill it all, then all others can fit in it.  If it is out of My presence - then I withdraw and wait, until My child longs for Me and calls.

It will cry because it will crave My Love and the love of the world will not provide it.  Joy in the world brings suffering to the soul.  And suffering in the feast - the joy of the soul, if the soul is in Me and I in it.

 Isaiah 5:20 

Woe to those who call evil good and good evil, who substitute darkness for light and light for darkness...

 367

Thu, 29 Jan 87, 9:15am 

- Is it Your power that fills me, Lord?  Is this an offer I've been offered before?

+You will know My power by the fact that it will be the power of love and peace - light.

 That one by the power of hatred and pride - dark.

 So be careful.  Give Me every moment of your life and what is happening in you.

 I have exposed you and you are vulnerable to temptation.  But I am with you.  Cling to Me with all your being: with heart and with everything.  It will protect you though you will feel the blows of evil.  They will reflect off your faith and love, and you will remain pure and holy.

 - You say such precious things to me.  It's a pity that it remains hidden, 

+The time will come to reveal.

 Sirach 22:23b

... Stay with him when he is in trouble, so that when the inheritance comes, you too may share in it.

 366

Wed, 28 I 87, 11:50pm 

- Why do I feel so alienated?  Is there no place for me on this earth?

+Temporary.

 - Why what made sense and gave joy, becomes empty?

+Don't think so.  Push those thoughts away because they are not yours.  They are a temptation to deceive you.

 You know what your path is.  It has to go.  Now you have no choice if you want to be with Me.

 On the path I have planned for you, you will find everything: the fullness of My love and My graces.

 - Who do I go to for help?

+Only to Me.

 - And the people?

+You will be lonely and homeless - that's what I told you.  Why are you surprised when My words become reality?

 - Words and reality are not the same.

+My words are reality.

 But I have also told you that it will be your blessing and your joy.

 - Now it's the opposite of joy.  I long for a place that will be my true home.  So far, everything is temporary and increasingly alien.

 Where are you?  Where's your helping hand?

+Faith is My helping hand.  Now only it is left to you.

 I'm testing your faith.  Your love too.

 Don't be afraid, no one from the outside will hurt you.  You can only make it yourself.

 I protect you and love you and I watch with concern the pain of this trial, which is a further step along the way.

 Be calm, everything that is here will pass.  Only I will remain.  You are not happy?

 - I wish I could.

+Cling to My heart and cry out all the pain of love.  You feel My heart within you.