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Mon, August 24, 87, 10:10pm

 - Shortly after talking to You, Lord, I talked to someone who described the Work for which I am praying very negatively. Anxiety has crept into my heart, even though there will be Holy Mass tomorrow. in the intention of the man who is the founder.

 I asked for a Word from Scripture after this conversation and received adjacent texts with opposing meanings.

 I don't know which one is correct.

 +Both

 Amos 8:1-3 | The fourth vision: a basket of fruit 

This is what the Lord showed me: here is a basket of fruit. And he asked, "What do you see, Amos?" I replied, "A basket of ripe fruit." The Lord said to me:

 “My people Israel are ready for punishment. I will not spare him any longer".

 Amos 8:4 | Against men

Listen to this, you who oppress the poor and leave the landless without work.

 - There was great pain all day because I saw the first text and I was terrified by it and a certain word that was said during the conversation.

 I thanked You, Lord, for this pain, because I understood that You had fulfilled my morning request to suffer for someone. Thank you very much.

 And now you showed me the second text and when you compare both, the meaning changes completely. This thought came now. Or from you?

+Yes, My child. In this way, I gave you the pain you asked for, and at the same time I gave you both the comfort and confirmation of the words of warning and affirmation you had previously received. Open the Scripture.

 

 1 John 3:11-14 

We must keep the commandments, especially the commandment to love one another.

 For this is God's will, which was revealed to us from the beginning, that we love one another. Not like Cain, who came from the Evil One and killed his brother. And why did he kill? Because his deeds were evil, but those of his brother were just.

 Don't be surprised, brothers, if the world hates you. We know that we have passed from death into life, because we love our brothers, but whoever does not love remains in death.

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 Mon, August 24, 87, 7:30am 

- Meditation based on Gen 22:1-19.

- Don't make me, Lord, literally put myself in the role of Abraham, because I am not able to kill anyone or cause pain consciously. I want to make a sacrifice of myself and I want You to accept it, and I will make it even if it were literally the sacrifice of Isaac.

 But don't order me like You did to Abraham, because it would be like telling Mary to betray or crucify Jesus.

+I told Her to offer it to Me and I even said that a sword would pierce Her heart. She knew many things because the Holy Spirit lived fully in Her.

 But apart from the act of offering in my heart, I did not demand that She had a hand in it.

 I am not cruel, although I allow cruel things that your sin causes. I allow it in the name of Love, which thus frees us from evil and saves us.

 The decision belonged to my Son, and He wanted it, and Mary knew it, and was with Him in this decision and in this desire.

- You know, Lord, who I am thinking about. And you know what pain it brings me to know his suffering, and you know how much I would like to take all this suffering for myself and give peace and holiness in return.

 But I can't take anything or give anything because I have nothing.

+In me you have everything and whatever you ask, I fulfill. I am truly fulfilling it, although you cannot see it, because the time has not come yet. And you trust Me, even though it is sometimes difficult for you.

 My child, remain in trust. I do not demand anything from anyone beyond his strength and I never harm anyone, but I always want to make them happy and I do make them happy.

 The example of Abraham's sacrifice was real in those times and in those customs. With this example, I showed that I do not want such victims and I changed this cruel custom.

 It was primarily a test of faith in My love and My goodness, even though the situation and facts contradicted it.

 Faith must be much greater than your assessment of facts and experiences.

 You must also offer and entrust to Me those you love in this way.

 Your faith must be much greater than what you know and feel, knowing.

The grace is that you know, that you feel, that you can offer yourself and accept someone else's pain. Grace for you and for him. So trust me and do not ask me to reduce it, but to cleanse it, transform it, and make it capable of even greater sacrifice and pain. To even greater love born from pain.

 Because here, on earth, love is born from pain, and from sacrifice great, multiplied good.

 Heb 1:13b.5b

 Sit at my right hand, and I will make your enemies your footstool.

 You are my Son, I have begotten you today?

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Sun, 23 August 87, 10:30pm

- Jesus, I am asking You for help and protection where he is. May your love and peace transform every suffering into joy. So that everything will be joyful, even though it will hurt. Because for You and with You. Because this is Your will.

 Give me some of this pain, let me...

+My child, did you not offer yourself as a sacrifice? I accepted it and I remember and I know your intention.

 I take from your heart when I need it, and as much as I need it - today.

 Be calm, daughter, and trustful, you who know My love.

 - Why are they (evil spirits) happy?

+I allowed what was necessary to be fulfilled. What is truly necessary for My glory in him and his joy in Me.

 Trust, My child, and suffer and rejoice, because you have taken away much. Much more than you know and feel.

 Pray and stay in love and tears to brighten, soothe, silence.

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Sun, August 23, 87, 7:35am

 During morning meditation, I wrote down the words from the assigned texts:

 Ps 63,7

... I think of you during my vigils.

 Ps 63:2 

...my soul thirsts for you, my flesh longs for you...

 Romans 8:28 

...God works all things together for good to those who love Him, to those who are called according to His purpose.

 - There was also the Saint's Hymn of Love for meditation. Paul (1 Cor 13).

 How do I love You, Lord? Or only with words?

 What love do You want from me?

 - childlike, trusting, agreeing to everything for You, - not asking for anything, - agreeing to what You receive and what You give...

Because in fact, You don't take anything away, and You give so much that what is not worth Your attention is eliminated.

 You give Yourself, and You are everything, and therefore You alone are enough.

Then You don't need anything anymore, because the only desire is the desire for You. A desire for which you can go anywhere, do anything, surrender to everything, leave everything behind.

 A desire that is so pressing that it can produce bloody sweat, powerless in the face of the power of Your call.

And there remains desire, and surprise, and delight: because You love me with a love whose light touch melts my soul and my body, and I am on the verge of dying of my body, so that my soul clings to You without veils.

 Nothing exists anymore, only You and the flame and tenderness of Your spousal love.

 And then the awareness remains:

 - You, Lord, made me feel Your love and left my sinfulness behind.

 And this is my cross and my way of the cross.

 - One great wound is my sinfulness towards Your love.

 And I have to go through life with my sinfulness and burn myself in Your love.

 And I have to love it, because this is how You love me, and You suffer with me, loving even more.

 And my wounds are Your wounds and Yours are mine.

 And Your love is my love and mine is Yours.

 And we are one:

 You who are everything and I who am nothing.

 Then I am touched by the sinfulness of the whole world and I want to suffer and die like You to save the world.

 Then I can ask for everything, and You grant it, because You are asking Your Father in me.

And blood flows from my wounds, and it frees and truly saves, because I have become a Sacrificial Host on the altar of my life.

 Thank You for the grace of Your love and Your pain.

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Sun, 23 Aug 87, 6:45am

 Is 5,26-30 | Foreshadowing the Syrian invasion of Judah... 

Then we will look at the earth: and behold, there is terrible darkness, the light is dimmed by clouds.

+This day hangs over you - people of the earth - and waits for My word, which it will cut off so that it falls.

 Pray and run into My arms for shelter, so that the darkness does not overtake you.

 Pray and believe in the power of My love. Do not look back, lest darkness swallow you up. The gaze of the heart causes the heart to connect with what it looks at - even if it doesn't want to. Through the ray of vision, what one looks at enters the heart. And it reaches him, and absorbs him, and embraces him.

 Connect the eyes of your soul with Me and look at everything through Me, through My merciful love, and then you will see the world in Truth - and yourself too.

 But it won't scare you. You will cry over its misery and your own misery, and you will long to go to the cross to save them and yourself. And how small this sacrifice will seem to you compared to the enormity of poverty and misfortune.

 I have revealed to you what others cannot see. Accept it, keep it in your heart and support My blind children.