710

Wed, 21 X 87, 10:15pm

- I asked for love and You gave it.

+Haven't you noticed that I am fulfilling your requests?

 - I know that, but when one is on the verge of despair, they don't remember much.

+You must not be on the verge of despair when you have God as your Father and your Spouse. You must not, because it hurts and offends Me.

Quiet your heart and smile at Me. I'm here and I'm looking at you and I feel sorry for you. And I love you very much.

 - That's why it's so hard for me to bear the fact that I keep hurting You, even though I don't want to.

 You know I don't want to.

+I know and that's why I forgive and fill your heart with love. Your shortcomings do not hurt Me, because they are not due to ill will but to the imperfections of human nature.

You need to come to terms with it and let your weakness draw you closer to Me, not frighten you. Such suffering is holy and when offered to Me it has power.

The thorns of your human nature are oppressing you - endure them in peace, repentance and, above all, in gratitude, because I forgive, because I love, because I hold you to My Heart. Let your love increase, let everything in it perish and burn. Love purifies everything - it is the fire of holiness.

 Surrender to it. Place everything on the altar of Love.

 - This is my daily martyrdom?

+The altar is the place where sacrifices are made.

 - From oneself...

+ ...just like Me.

 It's still not everything. For now you are hurt by your own sinfulness.

 Then I will enable you to feel the pain of the sinfulness of others. And you will suffer for them, to burn their sins in your love, to save them.

 - You are so hurt by human sins.

+What happened during the Way of the Cross, is only a sign of a reality that still exists and is becoming more and more intense.

 All facts from My earthly life are an image of something much greater in true reality.

I would like you to feel this reality more and more.

Do you want?

 - I want, even though I know myself - my great misery and unworthiness...

+But you also know Me - My Power and Mercy.

 My Mother will nurture you and prepare you to co-offer yourself out of love with Me.

 Be in peace, My child. Cling to Me and leave all your worries to My Mother. Only care about My Love in you and in the world.

 - It's a pity I'm not in Carmel.

+No. Here your sacrifice will be greater - without human care, without recognition, without any support or protection. You will not be able to count on anyone here, only on Me and My Mother, My Angels and Saints in Heaven.

 I loved you and gave you a vocation that is the crown of all vocations: a crown of thorns and a crown of glory. I share My crown with you:

 that which was given to Me on earth, and that which I received from the Father in Heaven.

 Your way is My way. Don't be afraid of pain, humiliation, hardship. It is a gift from Me. I share with you what I received from the Father. You are mine. You live in My Heart. I feed you with My Love and My Blood.

 Your life is love and pain. Share love and accept pain. This is your mission in Me, because this is My mission to the world.

 My beloved children, born of My Blood on the Cross and suffering, I am sending you into the world and I am giving each of you a special task and a special place - fully known only to Me.

 Be confident, My children. Do not be afraid of your weakness and ignorance.

 I am, and you in Me, and I will do in you what is your destiny.

 Be faithful like Mary - She is among you and with you.

 I bless you. Amen.

 

 1 Tim 1:5 

The purpose of the commandment is love flowing from a pure heart, a good conscience and sincere faith.

709

Wed, 21 X 87, 12pm

- You are testing me, Lord. Please free me from preoccupation with myself, from my feelings and desires.

 Will I never be free from this? Will I never be able to desire only Your will and Your Love?

 O Christ who is in me, You suffer with my suffering and love me. And I can't stay silent either.

 Accept it all and let it last, so that I have something to offer You, because such a sacrifice is probably needed.

 +Smile to Me in your heart, I love you so much.

 Whatever I do in your soul is for your good.

 Luke 17:2b 

Take care of yourselves!

+Take care of yourself, so that what is going on inside you does not come to the surface and become a scandal to those who trust in your holiness.

 Ask for love. I will hold you accountable for it: - for the Hymn of Love. Love everything I have created. Yourself too: your everyday life and the people who desire your heart.

 - The temptation comes to destroy all these notebooks...

+You must not do this. They do not belong to you but to Me and it is My business to dispose them.

 When temptations come, pray and give them to Me. I am testing you so that you become more mature in love and faith.

 708

 Tue, 20 October 87, 10:50pm

- You are testing me, Lord... Thank You for this.

+Remain in peace and joy - let everything be a gift of your love for Me. And I will make great things of it.

707

 Tue, 20 October 87,  9:30am

- I am asking for love and faith that will move mountains .

 Acts 22:14-15 

... and he said, 'The God of our fathers has chosen you to know His will and to see the Righteous One and hear His own voice.

 For you will testify before all people what you have seen and heard.”

706

Tue, 20 October 87, 5am

+I gave you a vocation so that you could serve My Work of Pure Love.

 - I have seen it for some time, and recently very clearly.

 Who will believe me?

+He who makes it believes, and those who are in it also believe.  When the time comes, I will make others believe.

 Be silent and do My will.

 - I do not write down the movements of my heart or words of praise and thanksgiving.

+No need, your heart is always burning.  You can't write non-stop.

 I know about this.

 It cannot be otherwise on the path I have chosen for you.  It cannot be otherwise when you are always in My arms.

705

Sun,  18 October 87, 12:10am

- When the Lord made me understand His suffering because of our sinfulness and when I asked, what to do to relieve Him, He said:

+Just be with Me wherever I am.  And behave like me.  I'll teach you this if you want.

 - You would have to move on your tiptoes and speak in a whisper and replace the roughness of your heart with delicacy and tenderness.

 Turn everything into gentleness, patience, kindness - into a Hymn of Love.

 You told me to do this a long time ago, but I didn't understand anything.

+Man matures over time like a fruit, so that the acid of human inclinations may be filled with the sweetness of God's Love.

 The ripe fruit is sweet.  Then it is plucked and the seed can be released.

 Good fruit is food and seed.  It nourishes and gives birth to new life.

 This is the mission of each person - My children born of Love and for Love.

704

 Sun, 18 X 87, 9am

 - What do You desire today, Lord?

+Fidelity in love - subtle and tender.

 Learn to love Me as I love you.  Surrender yourself to Mary - She will guide you.

703

 Sat, 17 X 87, 10am 

- Your children are asking for Your Word.  Will You?

+I am your stronghold and your strength.  Look for support in Me.  Don't look at the world, its reactions and actions.

 Your task is to trust and fulfill My will.  In you, I want to go wherever there is darkness and pain.  In you I want to be comfort, light of truth and love.