780

 Mon, December 21, 1987, 9:30am

 - What did I come to You with...?  With all the confusion in my heart?

 +That's good - you came to give it to Me.  Don't think this is an unpleasant surprise for Me.  I know the human tendency to evil and your powerlessness towards yourself.

 Give it all to Me.  Give immediately what appears in you, so that I can transform and purify.

 The more pain and shame you feel, the more ask Me to take away.  I want you to desire very much Me to remove all evil and all darkness from you.  Call for My Love - I want to give you a lot of it.  Cuddle with Me and absorb My Peace.

 -Mary, help me.  I cannot love Your Son, I cannot serve Him.

 •He will teach you.  Do everything He tells you, do His will very zealously.  With all your strength and the cries of your heart, ask for help.

- What I am experiencing, is called martyrdom of the heart?

• This is what I saw and felt in people - in their attitude towards My Son  and because of which I suffered greatly.

 You see it in yourself too.  You suffer My suffering because you are included in My life and in the life of Jesus.

 Offer it to God and be grateful that you participate in this suffering of ours, which is your calling.

 Do not be discouraged, rejoice that this is given to you.  You said you wanted to take someone else's pain.  You received it.  So give thanks and be joyful, for God has shown great mercy and fulfills your prayers.

 You are a painful mother just like Me - remember this, it is a very great grace.

 Thank you, Christ, for allowing me to decrease so that others may grow.

 Thank you, Christ, for allowing me to suffer so that others may have joy.

 Thank You for being overwhelmed by darkness and sin so that others may be in the light - pure.

 Thank you for this, Giver of all graces.

 Thank you for the pain you share with me.

 Be glorified, blessed, exalted.

 Romans 4:18-20

 He believed against hope, in hope that he would become the father of many nations, according to what was said: So will your offspring be.

 And he did not waver in faith...

 And he showed no hesitation or disbelief regarding God's Promise, but grew stronger in faith.  Through this he gave glory to God.

779

Sun, 20 XII 87, 0am

+The flaws you see in people, should not discourage you from them.

 On the contrary: they should arouse compassion and the desire to help and give Love.  Prudent love - not an unreasonable impulse of feelings.

 The love and help shown to others should do good in their souls.

 Educate in sacrificial love, gratitude and modesty.

  If what you do in the Name of Love arouses selfishness, greed, waiting for gifts and self-absorption - it is better not to do anything, because it is not in accordance with My will.

 Do towards others what I want you to do, not what satisfies your desire to show the Love that is within you.

 Pure love should be demanding and educating, because this is the only way to ensure true goodness.

 Be careful, therefore, that your goodness does not turn out to be evil and that it does not impoverish you instead of enriching you.

 - I'm very tired of other people's arrogance and self-absorption.  It arouses resentment and bitterness.  I don't know if my assessment is true, am I allowed?

+Even if the assessment is true,  it should evoke constructive thoughts and a request for me to remedy or change it.  Instead, reject all negative thoughts and feelings.  Most of all, reject bitterness.  Bitterness is a satanic temptation.

 By doing good and helping, you don't have to expect anything for yourself.  I only want My will to be fulfilled.  The fruit doesn't belong to you.  If you want to take it and feel sorry when it is impossible, it means that you have too little pure love and too much self-love.

 Give away such temptations immediately and ask me to take them away.

778

 Sun, 20 XII 87, 12:30am

- Will you say something, Jesus?

+I love you and I care about your affairs.  Even the smallest ones.  Do everything for Me and I will do everything for you.

 - You are so clearly with me, with so much love You come, 

+I love you.  I want to interpenetrate everything in you.

 - And You  interpenetrate. You do this with power and love.

 +I love you and this is My love.  Snuggle up to Me and absorb it.

- I was afraid that You wanted to separate me from my spiritual father, but I guess that's not the case.

+ I love you and I don't want to cause you unnecessary suffering or impoverish both of you.  I love My children.  I want, them to unite and support each other.  I do not want to separate, I want to unite in My Love.

777

Sat, 19 XII 87, 8:45am

 - You're not saying anything, Christ.

+ I hold you in My arms.

 - You show me a lot of tenderness.

+I want to prepare you for My wedding.  I want, you to be strong when the days of darkness and terror come.  So that you can support and save others with My power.

 I want to have you always with Me, My bride.

 I want to make you My temple.

 - I'm so weak and I can't do anything...

+Keep your weakness and My strength before your eyes.  Be weak so that My power may be revealed in you.  Live in silence, peace and gratitude.

 Look, what Satan looks like, and know that I am freeing you from his power, and My Love is a barrier against his action.  He has no access to you, because you are Mine.

 The deeper you are in My Love, the less influence his whispers will have.  He is constantly watching over you and waiting for the moment of oblivion, for the weakening of your abiding in Me.

 Be vigilant.  Always devoted to Me and calling to Me.  It will do you nothing if you abide in Me, if everything in you is Mine.

 Your will is the gate, through which he enters into your interior.

 Don't open it yourself.  Don't be independent, or it will come in - first quietly and gently, so you won't notice.  And then he will open the gate of your will to let others in.

 You are weak, completely powerless compared to his power.

 Don't even touch the lock of this gate.  Don't even approach him, because he will deceive you and cheat you, just as he deceived and cheated Ewa.  You are neither smarter nor stronger than her.

 Leave the gate of your will closed and give me the keys, so that I can do for you what is too difficult and dangerous for you.  Protect yourself and hide behind My back in the folds of My cloak, in My arms.

 Only go where I send you, for then My light guides you:

 protects and secures.

 Call to Me and ask Me so that I can protect you so that you do not strike your foot against the stone that he wants to throw at you.  In My arms there is no threat to you - there is peace and silence of love, although all around there is a cry of despair and the grating of the shackles of Satan's slaves.

 Reach for these chains from My arms, take them off, even though they are heavy, and lead My children free to Me.

 Don't be afraid of other people's chains, even though they are heavy, dirty and hurtful.  By my power you will do this.  My Love will annihilate evil and pain.

 I have chosen you and prepared you to help Me save many.  Be vigilant and look at the signs I am giving you and serve yourself.

 Col 3:17;  4:2 

And whatever you do in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.

 Continue diligently in prayer, being vigilant in it with thanksgiving.

776

Fri, December 18, 87, 11:25pm

 Song 1,4a-4b 

Pull me with you!  Let's run!  Bring me, O King, into Your chambers.  We will be happy and have joy...

 - You show me so much love, Christ.

+I love you and I want you to be immersed in Me even more.

 I want there to be no boundary between me and you.  That we may truly be One.

 I want to pour the fire of Love into your heart.  Fill your hands with it so that you may know My Love and My Power.  Wait forever.

 - While praying together, I felt Your Heat on my hands, and now You gave me the Words from the Song of Songs.

 +I love you.  Desire My Love with all your strength.

 - It's midnight and I'm still in Your arms...

 Who are you, Jesus?

 +You will know Me, My little one.  You will be in Me like a grain of sand in the Sea.  In My Love forever.

775

Fri, 18 XII 87, 9:40am

 - You made me - and many others - a Prophet of the Apocalypse.

+The time is fulfilled.  Here I come... proclaim My Love...

 Mt 24:33, 31, 42

 Likewise, when you see all these things, know that he is near, at the door.  He will send His angels... with a mighty voice, and they will gather His elect... Watch therefore...

 - I am asking for Your blessing.

...And is Your bright figure and the sign of the cross which You make with Your light and Your hand.

+Blessing is the Light that surrounds you.  But it is also My Cross in which you participate.

 So draw the Light to participate and participate to be filled with Light.

 Let this Cross shine in you with My Love and My Salvation.

 Go with it, My child, through the darkness into which I am sending you.

 Let it shine, let it illuminate, let it show the direction down there, where there is despair, loss, pain, hatred.

 I am sending you there with the Light of My Cross to rescue them and save them.

 Do not be afraid.  Whoever has the Cross within him is carried by Me to the Radiance of Glory of My Heaven of Love.

 Do not be afraid.  You have to go to the lowest level, because there is the most suffering and hopelessness.  You are needed there and I will be with you there.  And the sons of darkness will flee before My Light.

 Don't be afraid, my bride.  Your Bridegroom is yours and you are His now and forever.