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Sun, 18 May 86, 7 am

 - Why these thoughts in the morning, Father?

+I gave them to you so that you might know a part of the Truth.

 - I understood that every person is needed by God because they are different and worships the Lord in a different way.  When it goes away,  there is a lack, a breach in the Kingdom of God.

He created us by an act of His will and wants us all in His Kingdom to be complete.  In each there is a part of Him separated by life in the body.  Hence the longing to return, the necessity of returning and the happiness of returning as the satisfaction of everything and the highest joy.  Hence the tragedy and senselessness of departure and rebellion.

Everything is one, because everything is His particle and emanation.

Should I write down when You give me moments of knowing?

+You can, but not much can be communicated.  The truth cannot be contained in words and words diminish it, and sometimes distort it, because everyone can understand words differently.

Without My help, there is no complete understanding or knowledge.

-That's why in the Bible new and deeper truths can still be discovered by Your grace?

+Yes.  There are endless possibilities there, depending on what I want to say to the person at the moment.

 - It's the same with life situations through which You teach?

+Everything has its meaning and value in human life.  It is a constant interaction with Me, although man may not know it.

If doesn't know, his actions are chaotic, harmful - Mine then can be drastic to save him.

If he knows and agrees with My will, I lead him to a more and more fulness in union with Me already here, in this life, so that he will reach the fullness of his return to Me.

 - What is the role of suffering?

+Purifies love from earthly ties.  Makes it easy to return.

 - What is selfishness?

+Searching for fullness within oneself.  This is the basic error that separates you from God.

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Thu,  15 May 86, 11:30 pm 

- Why do I feel like hanging in the air, alienated?

+ I tear you away from what is human, what is wordly.  It hurts.  If you want to follow Me completely, you must have nothing to do with this world, with people.

Be good, give My love to everyone.  Be kind, but don't get attached to anyone or anything.  Be completely free and independent.  Only with Me.

 - I don't always feel Your presence either, and then I'm lost, without support, although I know it shouldn't be like this.

 +This is your way.  In loneliness, longing and pain.  But also in joyful meetings with Me. Do you regret?

 - NO.  I can't regret it.  This is really my vocation.  It has always been in me.  Everything else was nothing, though it was...

Why didn't you show me the way before, Father?  Why have I been groping in the dark for so many years?

+I wanted you to experience, to know, to appreciate what the world can give.  So that you know what its value is, and choose deliberately.

-I'm glad that's behind me and that there are less and less days I have to be here.

+You still have much work to do among people and in your own heart.  Use the time I give you.

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Wed,  May 14, 1986, 11:30 pm

- Where did this irritability come from?

+You are not vigilant enough and evil intrudes into your heart.  Know that Satan is constantly circling around you, waiting for your moment of inattention.

 If your heart is not with Me, he has access to you and tugs at you, and irritates you.

If you want to save yourself from him, you must always be with Me, as close as possible.

 - It is painful that after what you say to me and what you give me, I am still absent-minded, inattentive and there are moments of forgetting about you.

I can't get out of it.

+You don't ask for help enough. You know you can't do anything alone.  Ask as often as possible.  Ask also My Mother.  She is waiting for your requests.

+ I told you that you would be My prophet.  You must have the courage to speak My words.  You must have confidence based on trust.  You have to trust whatever comes and whatever words you get.  If you want to follow Me, it must be as I say.  There is no other option for you.

Days are coming when there will be no other option but to be with Me and do My will or be with Satan and fight against Me. Trust will decide where who will be - on whose side.

- I gave myself and all my matters to You, Father, completely.  Responsibility for others is much more difficult...

+And who told you it would be easy?

 It will be hard, learn to overcome difficulties.  Strengthen your faith, cry out for help.  Learn to constantly cry out for support.  Don't you know that I wait, that I rejoice when My children run to Me with their cares?

Every father likes it.  How much more I want such childlike trust.  How much more I want to embrace, comfort and help.

Don't think I'm asking you to be independent.  I know you're weak.  Each of you is weaker than you realize.

That is why I am constantly watching and caring for you and I want to guide you, to direct you.  I don't need to make it difficult for me.  You have to ask, ask, trust.

I have so many graces to give, and your lack of trust does not allow.

Time is short.  I want to distribute My graces, I want to strengthen you and prepare you. Hurry up.  Get a lot from Me, as much as possible!