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Fri, 23 V 86, 9am

 - Father, I would like to fulfill Your will better, to serve You better. I feel like I'm stuck with no progress. Are my desires and efforts too small?

+They are too small and not even. Mobilize your strength so that you are always as close to Me, although sometimes it will cost you a lot, and sometimes nothing at all.

  This state should be your goal and desire. It is a state of holiness that unites you with Me in a lasting way. A state that cannot be shaken by anything, neither external nor internal difficulties.

 Continuous effort is needed. Concentration of all your forces in one point: desire and request. Doing everything with this one thought: that My will be done. This thought must permeate everything within you, constantly with maximum intensity.

 This is not easy. It is emptying oneself and accepting the Cross. I expect you to do it of your own free will and with your own efforts.

 I will watch over you, but I will not create situations that will make it too easy for you to undertake this effort.

 I will help you overcome it, but you should be the first to show the initiative in approaching Me.

 I am here, I am waiting - you have to take the first step every day.

86 

Thu,  May 22, 8 61, 11:30 pm

- I did not complete the tasks you assigned me today, properly.  I just can't get anything out of me.

You left me to exercise perseverance?

+It is a test of your fidelity and your perseverance when you feel nothing but weariness.

-There are also things worse than just boredom.  There are obsessions offending You that pop up suddenly in my mind.  What to do?

+Don't worry.  Respond to every such thought by adoring Me.

Then they will disappear, because they will not bring the intended effect.

You know, from whom these thoughts are, and you know that their purpose is to bring anxiety.

Stay confident and calm in Me.

85 

Thu, 22 V 86, 7:15 am 

- Today I can't even pray.  I have a heavy mind and a sluggish heart.

Forgive me, Father.

+It doesn't matter.  Stay with Me and draw strength from Me.  It's important to keep going anyway.  Confident abiding.

You don't have to be strong.  Cling to Me and take My Power and pass it on to others.  Fill yourself with My peace and distribute meekness and smile, cordiality and helpfulness.

Be among people a ray of My love that I have for all of you.  Carry it everywhere you go.  The more you give, the more you will have in your own heart.  It will not be sluggish, it will pulsate with My love and My power.

Trust and come to Me for My power and My love.

84

Wed, May 21, 86, 10 am 

- What is this world and all that is material?

+The form of My energy, My Power, which I constantly emanate and which is embodied in what you see, what is perceived by the senses of creatures.

The senses show only one aspect of reality, that is necessary for material existence, as long as man lives in the body.

 - There are people who exceed the limits of sensory perception.  Not only Christians.

+If they strive hard for it, it is given to them.

 - Which man is closer to You, Father: a Catholic who treats his faith formally, focusing on material life, or an ascetic thinker, a non-Christian who achieves deeper knowledge?

+It depends on the proportion between what each of them has received and what they have earned by their own efforts, and how they use it in relation to other people.  That is: does he exchange it for good and love, to give them, without wanting anything in return.

 - I am asking because I admire the ascetics of the East and I am critical of the superficiality of the faith of many Catholics.

+Not everyone is able to reach the depth of knowledge.  Be careful in judging.  It is important that everyone reaches the peak of their abilities.  Only I know who is capable of what.  And only My judgment is true.

Try to understand and help people rather than judge them.  Be understanding and compassionate to those who can hardly understand, who err.

Perhaps compared to what they have received, they have achieved more than you, to whom I have given so many graces.

83

Mon,  19 May 86, 11:30 pm

+Be with Me also when you sleep.  I will watch over you.  Always be aware that I am indeed with you always and everywhere.  This should fill you with joy and peace.

- My joy, however, is colored by longing for You ou and the desire to be closer and closer.  And sadness, because the desire is greater than the experience of Your closeness.

+I know.  It should be.  Desire, and you will receive.  The more you desire, the more you will receive.  Don't be impatient.  There will be time for everything.  Learn to wait patiently and confidently.  I am very close, and you should believe it even if you don't feel it.

Faith is more important than sensation.

Faith is merit and experience is grace.

You give Me fervent faith and I will give you graces.

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Mon, 19 V 86, 7:10 am

+It Hurts Me, when people live next to Me and not with Me.