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Sat,  August 30, 86, 0:40am

 - You have cleansed me, Father, from the leprosy of anxiety and doubt.  Thank You for Your goodness.  There is peace and there is silence, like after a storm.

+There was a storm, and a big one.  I allowed it to temper you and purify you.

 Be in peace.  Rest with Me.

 -So much has changed in a year...

+Do you regret anything?

 - NO.  Although I probably could have used the time and opportunities You gave me better.

+Don't regret anything.  It's good.  Your hard work bears fruit.  The last days were important.

 Something of the old human being has fallen off of you.  It will be easier for you now.  Now I will heal your aching heart.

 - I still can't see anything ahead of me and I don't know anything.

+That's good.  I see everything and know everything and I am with you.

 You don't need anything, because I do everything.  Be open, alert and ready.

 I will tell you everything when necessary.

 - My good God... how can I thank You?

+By obedience, trust.

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Fri, August 29, 86, 9am 

+You have found out how much a man is a slave to things.  Attachment to things creates a barrier and separates you from Me.  Don't regret anything.

 You will gain much more.  Leave what is really necessary and useful for you in the situation as it is.

 Your life has changed - the change must also apply to what is external, so that there is unity and harmony in you and your surroundings.

 Be My perfect witness.

 External poverty serves internal wealth.  Regret nothing for the goal you choose.  You did it voluntarily.  So be consistent.

 Matthew 8:2-3 |  Healing a leper 

And behold, a leper approached Him, knelt down before Him, and begged Him, "Lord, if You will, You can make me clean."

 Jesus stretched out his hand, touched him, and said, "I want,  be cleansed." And immediately he was cleansed of his leprosy.

 

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Thu, August 28, 86, 10:30 pm 

- Father, if you are really talking to me - speak up.

 +Where is your faith, my child?

 - How to recognise  that these are really Your words?

+Trust.  There's no other way.

 - I'm bad, Father.  I know there is a battle for my trust and I am in the middle.  There is no one to go to for help.

+You must endure this crisis.  Support yourself with prayer.  Undertake fasting.

 Destroy the remaining photos as promised.  Leave nothing.  Make a selection of items and prepare them for giving away.*

[* Alicja gradually moved to a very radical lifestyle, living in increasing material and spiritual deprivation before the Lord.  She closed her past by destroying photographs and slides from her numerous travels, giving away many material things.]

 You are in a place that requires radical action and unconditional promises.  There can be no half-heartedness.

 - I am asking for a word from the Scripture that will confirm that it is Your voice.  Don't leave me in this darkness.

+You were unable to accept My light when I wanted to bring it back to you this noon.  How can you accept now that your trust is fading?

 - You, Father, can make it...

 John 3:21.27.17 |  Life-giving water 

He who fulfills the demands of truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be seen to be done in God.

 ... Man can receive nothing unless it is given him from heaven.

 For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through Him. 

- Whose are these twisted faces that appear around me?

+They make fun of your dilemma and your suffering.  They want to make conversation difficult and increase your anxiety.

 Evil spirits always take advantage of the weakening of faith and trust.  They fuel doubts and undermine the sense of what you are doing and where you are going.

 They disappear as your faith grows and you are determined and firm.

 Don't be afraid, I'm with you and I won't let them hurt you.  They're gone.  Trust me, child.  I am with you.  Be quiet.