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Tue, 30 IX 86, 10:15am

 - Time passes and my hands are still empty.

+Not exactly. You have in them your efforts, your anguish, your love.

 This is what you can give Me and this is what I desire to receive from you all the days of your journey to My home.

 Accumulate many of these treasures and give back. The more you give, the purer you will stand at the threshold where I will welcome you to invite you inside.

 Happy are those who give everything on the way and come to meet Me free.

 Zechariah 8:7b.8

"Behold, I will save My people... I will bring them, and they will dwell in Jerusalem.

 And they will be My people, and I will be their God."

229

Mon, 29 IX 86, 10:25pm

+When a person makes a concrete effort to follow Me, Satan makes it especially difficult. But the value of human effort then is greater. And although from their own point of view they have achieved nothing, in My eyes the torment in overcoming themselfs and the perception of their own powerlessness are important and valuable.

 Success causes a fall, and the torment of small falls and the feeling of helplessness brings you closer to Me - so it is a success.

 My grading scale is different. Try to see as I see and accept everything with trust and understanding, because everything that is is for your good.

228

Fri, 26 IX 86, 12:10am

- Accept this day and my helplessness - do whatever You want. Send where You want.

+Stay with Me and give Me everything each day in turn, continuously. I will guide you and show you where to go, what to do.

 Be confident and devoted. Do not be afraid and do not reflect on your little possibilities. I have all the possibilities, so you don't have to have any.

 If I give you a task, I will also give you the strength and means to do it. All that is needed is your consent, willingness to serve yourself and submission to My will.

 - Can I recognize it?

+Stay with Me, pray with concentration. Keep your heart in Me all the time - then you can recognize My will and hear My voice clearly.

 All tension, anxiety and distraction make it difficult to communicate with Me and interfere with the reception of My instructions.

 Calmness and trust are needed.

227

 Thu 25 IX 86, 7am

+Emotional dependence makes confession difficult and complicates the purity of faith. Such situations should be avoided. All situations that hinder and complicate the purity of your intention to follow Me must be avoided. All thoughts and all situations of this kind should be removed at the beginning.

226

Wed, 24 IX 86, 11:15pm

- Help me organize my thoughts and feelings and remove unnecessary ones

+It will happen, but not immediately. It will stand in hardship and tears.

225 

Wed, 24 IX 86, 9:30am 

- Here I am before You, my God.

+What problems do you have, child?

 - I do not know my way and the emptiness is around me.

+Have you stopped trusting Me?

 - No. But You hid and I stayed in this emptiness and longing for You burns me.

+You said it right: "burns me".

 If self-attachment and focusing on your own sensations burn in you - then you will see Me.

 Excessive self-centeredness and introspective tendencies obscure Me.

 Take notice of what I have said, and draw your conclusions.

 I want your pure love - disinterested and not dependent on your sensations connected with it.

 That's why I'm sparing you these experiences.

 - Be with me and help to transform this.

+I help - that's why you suffer. Losing self-love hurts. You have to go through this pain to free yourself from it.

 My Love that dwells in you, has as much space as your self-love leaves it.

 Think about it and draw your own conclusions.

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Tue, 23 IX 86, 10:50pm

+Remove the sadness from your heart. Don't worry about future days. Don't be scared of them. Whatever it is, it will be good for you and for My chosen children. For all those who admit to My Paternity.

 Think of the joy of working with Me, not of the hardships that await you.

 Don't be sad. My love surrounds you and My power supports you.

+Take your time. I am teaching you this little by little, but continuously. There is progress. Maybe not noticeable to you overnight, but overall significant. Don't analyze it, because that's what taking care of yourself is.

Leave it to me.

 Fill your heart and your mind with love for Me and the desire to serve Me.