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Thu,  2 X 86 , 11:30am 

- I am attacked by thoughts full of anxiety and discouragement.  I gave them access to myself through a lack of love for people, through excessive criticism and expression of certain pretensions.

 Forgive, Father.  Help me cleanse my heart and my mind.

+I have already helped you because you turned to me full of repentance and trust.  Watch out, my child, for the roaring lion is circling around you, waiting for your weakness to attack you.

 Be careful and be as close to Me as possible.  Your trust and your love for Me protect you.

 And know that all doubts, reluctance or annoyance are from him.

 They are sent your way constantly and only clinging to Me protects you, for My Love surrounds you like an armour.  And your trust and devotion are a shield with which you will repel all the blows of evil.

 The greater your union with Me, the greater the power of evil awaits you.

 All the more so you must be attentive and vigilant in your feelings, thoughts and words.  When evil begins to touch your heart or mind because you have carelessly exposed it, come to Me immediately.

 You alone cannot mend My Love's broken armor.  Only I can do this and only if you turn to Me trustingly.  Remember this.  I protect you - but only when you want it, when your trust and love for Me is strong.

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Wed, 1 Oct 86, 11:50pm

+You start to deal with yourself, your weaknesses and dilemmas.  Give Me all this and stay in My Love.

Activities in the world are not your vocation.

Your vocation is to adore God constantly in the intimacy of your heart.

Telling people the truth about Me - rather in individual conversations.

Witnessing about Me in everyday life.

Your main action is prayer born of love, desire and longing.

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Wed, 1 X 86, 9:40am

- After all, the experience of Your presence exceeds all my measures, all imaginations or assumptions.  It is much bigger and more beautiful.  It is difficult even to compare with what a person knows about love and what he calls love.

+Yes, but there is a certain proportion between what you give Me and what I give you.

 Your sincere outbursts of heart move My Heart and then My Love flows over you.  And you experience relief and sweetness, which is not found in the world, and which your soul has always longed for.

 The soul of each child of Mine longs for My Love, for it is made of it.  He longs for union with Me, although man does not always understand these impulses of longing and how often he feeds it with substitutes.  How often he throws it the dirty scraps of this world instead of coming to Me and drawing from the source of Pure Love.

 I want to give it to everyone, I wait for everyone, and My Heart is overflowing with Love.

 Take it and be satiated.  Take also for those who do not want.  And love Me also for those who have abandoned Me.  Be my consolation and sweetness for them.  And shield Me from their insults.  Surround with your tenderness among the indifferent and hostile.

 We are One.  Come, therefore, into My human destiny and share it with Me, so that we can always be together.

 - Nothing special happens in my life.  It is calm and quiet.

+Mine was peaceful and quiet for thirty years.  But it was sacred in this imperceptible everydayness.

 Wish yours were like that too.  In it, mature for the great tasks that may be given to you.

 Be united to Me and live for Me as My Mother lived for Me and served Me in Nazareth.  Make your heart My home in Nazareth, so that I can dwell there surrounded by love and sheltered from the hostility of the world.

 Be My refuge, My bride.

 - You told me through someone that there would be a priest in the cathedral who would discern the prayer of the vigil [Dialogues that Alicja wrote down she also called the prayer of vigil].

-You did it now, when I felt abandoned and sad, because a person needs the support of other people.

 My inner life is my life.  And yet I wander in the dark, though You guide me.

+I want to help you and resolve your doubts and silence your regret that others have help and care from people, and you are still alone.  I watch over your every step and support you when necessary.

 Your way is through the wilderness, but you are walking with Me.  Don't be afraid and don't envy others.  My Love will guide and support you.  Trust My Love.

 Isaiah 33:2b

 A song of trust in God ... We hope in You!  Be our shoulder every morning and our salvation in times of trouble.

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Tue, 30 IX 86,  11:15pm

- You filled my heart with Your tenderness, and the whole day with Your blessing.

 And You're so good and so gentle here.  My Lord, my God, my Bridegroom...

+You gave Me this day and all that was in it, and I accepted it.  We were together and you were good with Me.

 I am with you in your heart.  I fill it with Myself.

Be submissive and free to Me.  I will make your heart burn and your soul melt in Me.

 - It is [like this].  Will it be like this in eternity?

+It will be much better.  You will see and feel Me much more fully.

 - How to fulfill Your will and Your wishes?

+Be devoted to Me as you are today and sensitive to My Love.  Be thirsty for My Love.  Let your heart burn with this desire constantly.  And you will get to know Me better and you will taste the sweetness of My Love even more and more.

 - You're so generous.  There is no need even having to ask.  You know everything and You care about everything.

 It is only necessary to give You what little one has and You give so abundantly, so generously.

+But you must give sincerely and trustingly and not expect payment.  And to want to give even more, much more than you can.  Give Me everything and expect nothing.  Enjoy giving Me and loving Me.

 The one who wants only to give receives the most.

 - What is pure love?

+It is this Love that I have placed in your heart that created you and that I am.  If you can draw it from your heart and place it before Me, I will accept it.  And your soul will join Me, because it is woven of My Love - it will return to Me and we will be one.

 - Will it be a union, a part of which You let me know?

+It will be a union and it will be according to your desires and your selflessness.