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Tue, 7 X 86, 8:40pm

- It was better and more than I could have expected. Guidance along the little way of God's childhood was recognized. Are you calling me on this path?

+You have received an extensive explanation from the people I sent you to.

 Trust them as you trust Me.

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Tue, 7 X 86, 10am

 - What will happen at the meeting with this priest from P.?

   [It's about Fr. Marian Piatkowski from Poznań. October 7, 1986 Alicja meets Fr. Marian Piątkowski and perhaps other people from the Family of the Heart of Crucified Love in order to discern her path and dialogues with the Lord Jesus].

+Don't be afraid. I will be in it. And I know everything, I know you and I guide you.

-It would be terrible if I found out that all this is my imagination.

+Do you think I can contradict myself?

 This will be the hour of truth and fortification on the path you are on.

 Psalm 93:5 

Your testimonies are very trustworthy;

Holiness befits thy house all days, O Lord!

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Sun, 5 X 86, 10:25am 

+If someone does not take My outstretched hand, I will go to someone else with what I have in My hand. Then where My gift was in the hand there is an empty space. It is an emptiness that man himself has chosen and which he is unable to fill alone.

 If you were with Me on the mountain and you ran down under some delusion, it is very difficult to go back up. The way up is more difficult than going down, and impossible on very steep slopes.

 Do not look back to what is below, even if it makes noise.

 Look up - there is sky and light. Let it alone attract your mind and your heart. Do not take your eyes off My Love - it is the sky and the light and the peak that you have before you.

 - There was a moment in the church when I understood this.

 After Mass the Blessed Sacrament was exposed. I felt life in Him. Its whiteness pulsed with brightness to the beat of a heart.

 Then something distracted my attention. I looked around. And by the end of the adoration, the Host was just a white wafer, despite my efforts to see what I had seen first.

 You showed it to me, Jesus, literally.

+My Heart throbbed in the Host for you, and yet you turned your eyes away from It, and you don't even know why.

 I have shown you this so that you can perfect your obedience to My Calls. And that you know how to be with Me and cling to Me with all your strength and with all your heart. Just as My first and most important commandment requires.

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Sat, 4 X 86, 9:50am

+Everything in the life of every human being is a sequence of events flowing from My care and My Love. With the preservation of human freedom and the free will I have given.

 I stand next to each one full of care and Love. And I wait for the moment when he will want to accept My help. And I suffer for its sinfulness and grieve for its perdition. How great is My pain when so many are lost because they do not want My help. When so many are consumed by hell.

 And yet I love everyone, and for everyone I came here to suffer for them and to free them.

 They weary Me with their sinfulness and turn away from the heaven I want to give them.

 Lk 19:10 

For the Son of Man has come to seek and to save that which was lost.

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Fri, 3 X 86, 12am 

+It is not always necessary to be in church to adore Me.  I want constant adoration in your heart.  I am always there and I want you to be there with Me in love, in joy, elated.

 Be, my child, my bride.  You know how much I am thirsty for human love and how much I want to give love.

 -If I could make everyone love You...

 +You can do a lot.

 Pray for others, pray for the whole world lost and enslaved by evil.

 Pray to save whoever you can, while you can.

 Pray for your friends, for your neighbours, for people known and unknown, who have departed from My Love, who do not want it.

 So little time is left and such terrible doom hangs over the world - over My beloved children.

 My Wounds bleed constantly and so much of My Sacrifice Blood is wasted.

 I want to purify them with this Blood, free and save them.  Help...

 I have found each of My chosen ones among whom you are and I have called you by name to go and carry My light before Me.

 Like John the Baptist - before I come and separate the wheat from the chaff.  And before the chaff is thrown to be burned.

 - Send me and teach me how to...

+Listen to My voice and do My will.

 - Should I reveal that you're talking to me?

+Depends on who to.

 To humble people who are in similar intimacy with Me, so as to strengthen them or show them the way.

 Be careful.  Keep the experience of My Love in your heart - only for yourself.  Love does not like to be exposed.

 Instead, reveal your transformed heart so that they recognize My Mother and Me in it.  And that My Love may be seen in it.

 - I lack a lot...

+Do not think about how much you lack, but look at Me and My Mother so that you may be a good witness.  Watch carefully and imitate.

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Fri,  3 X 86, 9:40am

- I would like to be with You where You were on Good Friday...

+If you really want it, you will.

 Are you not afraid?

 - I'm scared, but it doesn't matter.

+If you really want it, I will prepare you and you will be not a spectator but a participant - with Me.

 However, think about it and answer in a while whether you are sure of this desire.

 - I must desire everything that will unite me to You.

 I do not want to know You only from the message of others and from Your gentle goodness.  I want to get to know You by participating in Your being among us on earth.  In all that Your being were.

 Let me.  And let me fast for this intention until 3:00pm.

+Be patient and ready to serve Me and be with Me at all times.  Be ready and wait.

 - I feel painful by these cheerful clapping songs about Your Sacrifice on Golgotha.

+They don't feel what's going on there.  They're just glad I bought them back.

 This is the simple, selfish side of faith.  Or saying those words without really understanding what they mean.

 This is what faith and showing it by people most often looks like.  It is something other than actually participating in and understanding My earthly life.

 Don't blame them.  There are various reasons why their faith is a such one.

 Acts 10:31

 ...Your prayer has been heard and God has remembered your alms.

 

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Fri, 3 X 86, 1 o'clock

- Thank You for the prayer meeting.  For Your coming to me in Holy Communion and for Your words then:

+You see that I have come to you.

-I receive so much goodness and grace from You.  You show me the richness of Your love for man.

 How primitive are the feelings I have for You, compared to your subtlety and tenderness.

 Teach me Your Love, remove my human rudeness towards You and towards my fellow men.

+The fact that you notice it is already a knowledge.  Use it and follow Me.

 Keep My image in your heart.  I am your role model.