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 Mon, 13 X 86, 8:50am

 - I am not organized and internally integrated.  Why?

+You want to achieve too much and too quickly.  And human nature is resilient.

 You have to accept it as it is.  And slowly, consistently sanctify, subordinating to the requirements of the soul.  Therefore, you must concentrate all your spiritual powers on Me and on this desire.  To see and evaluate everything with My eyes and through the prism of this desire.

 You must give everything to Me and invite me to participate in everything.  Then it will not be you who act, but I in you.  And this action of Mine will involve both your inside and everything you participate in outside.

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Sun, 12 X 86, 10:15am

- Should I change anything in my life to be closer to You?

+Strive to see Me in everything, everywhere and always.  And most of all in your own soul.

 Cleanse your soul of unnecessary thoughts and feelings so that it is all for Me.

-You are a jealous God...

 -I am Him.  One cannot treat the Creator on an equal footing with the things created by Him.  It is about ordering, subordinating according to the proper hierarchy.

 My presence in your soul does not require a literal emptying of your heart, mind and surroundings.  Instead, it requires ordering and keeping proportions as they are true.

 How much less important is everything compared to God - your Creator and giver of everything.

 All that is and that you have is from Me.

 If you have Me - you have everything.

 If you give Me everything with trust and love, I give and provide you with everything you need.  Then I choose from the infinite number of things, from the infinite number of possibilities I have, those that are best for you and will serve your edification.

  You can't choose on your own, because your assessments are wrong, superficial, false.  Even with good intentions, you make mistakes because you don't have full discernment.  As a human you will never have it.  Your discernment is based on the senses and human reason, and with their help it is impossible to know the whole Truth and evaluate it accordingly in order to choose the best.

 Only I have this possibility.  And because I love you, I want to help you choose and sort out all that fills your soul.

 My jealousy is different from human envy.  I don't want to take anything from you, but I want to give you the best.  Therefore, a place is needed in your soul for these gifts of Mine.

 Why do you need chaff when you can only have pearls?  And only pearls are worthy of your interior, because I created them for it.  For them I devised it before you existed.

 My poor blind little children fill their souls with the rubbish and waste of this world and they have no room for the pearls of My Love.  I have so many treasures that I want to deposit in their souls, and there is no place in them.

 Open your soul and let it sort out what is in it.  Participate in what I do in it.  I don't want to change anything against your will.  So be with Me and cooperate.  Listen to My advice and do what I recommend.

 Be with Me, always ready and alert - willing to act.

 Mt 24,1-2 ... 

The disciples came to Him to show Him the building of the temple.

 But He said to them, "Do you see all this?  Truly, I say to you, there will not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down."

+If you want to go further with Me, you must destroy the existing temples in your soul and build a new one built on My Love and My Truth.

 Your soul should be the ark of our covenant where we will meet to make and share the sacrifice for the salvation of the children of this world.

 I love you, My child, My little bride[,] and I want to be with you in the purity of your heart.  Give it to Me constantly and I will keep it clean.

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Sat, 11 X 86, 11:15pm

 - I have shown you ungratefulness, Jesus... for so many graces and kindness...

+Such is human nature: weak and ungrateful.  You couldn't resist selfish thoughts.  You are weak, my child.

 You should give Me your weakness and temptations when they beset you.

 Don't fight alone.  Hide in My arms.  They are strong.  They will protect you and strengthen you.

 It is not enough to give everything at the beginning of the day.  One must live by offering and giving thanks all the time.  I expect it from you.