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Mon, 27 X 86, 8:15am 

+Try to see Me in your soul, be with Me in it. From there, look outside and act outside.

 Everything you externalize,  should come from within your soul, in which you are all united with Me.  This is the surrender of the will.  You just don't have it because it melted in Me like a drop in the ocean.

 Come, My friend, we will overcome the time that lies ahead of you together.

Ps 126:1-2 

When the Lord changed the destiny of Zion, we were like in a dream.

 Then our mouth was full of laughter, and our tongue cried out with joy...

265

Sun, 26 X 86, 10:20pm

- Being with You, Jesus, is a mixture of joy and sadness.  The sweetness of Your closeness, which causes longing and a desire for closer and closer - until it hurts.

 Joy because you surround me with Your Love... and sadness because I am so unworthy of it...

+Accept joy and pain with simplicity of heart and trust.  Both are My gifts.

 Do not analyze, but be fixated on My Love that flows over you.

264

Sun, 26 X 86, 11:30am

+I love you, My bride.  Don't be intimidated.  Open your heart.  I want to be in it and have it all.

 Song 6:11-12;  7:1 

I went down to the garden... to look at the fresh greenery of the valley, to see if the vine was blooming,... I suddenly found myself among the chariots of the princely retinue.

 Turn, turn, Shulammite, turn, turn, let us enjoy the sight of you!

263

Sat, Oct 25, 86, 3:30pm

+Do you want me to come?

 - How come not to want it?

+I will come then...

-They say one has to give up their desires, but I can't do that.

+It is necessary to get rid of selfish desires - concerning earthly things.

 Instead, we must desire spiritual things for ourselves and for others.  And one must desire My closeness and union with Me.  Not for vanity, but from love and for Love.

Desire.  I can't come to you if you don't want me to.

 - Am I still a lay person after these vows with You?

+Not anymore.  The time will come when it will be formally confirmed and revealed to the people.

 It is now in your soul and that is enough for Me.

 Do not think that you have not promised Me such things as is customary in a convent.  You promised love, loyalty, devotion.  Isn't it more?

 Doesn't everything else follow from that?

 Also, don't think about any special responsibilities.  You have them every day.

 If you do them, remaining faithful to Me and out of love for Me, that will be what I want from you.

 - You lead me in an unusual way.

+I lead everyone as it is best for them.  I have met your desires.  You can live in the world, as already have, and yet you are Mine and your heart beats only for Me.

262

Fri, Oct 24, 86, 10:45pm

- Fill me, God, with Your Love, Your power, Your goodness...

+ ... love of the cross ...

 - Fill me with the love of the cross.

 Thank you for yesterday's presence in my soul after Holy Communion.  You came, Risen One, with raised hands, on which there were traces of nails.

 Why this way?

+My Sacrifice has taken place in your soul and I have risen in it.  After each reception of My Body, I am Risen in you to build your resurrection.

 It will not happen sometime in the future, just once.  Your resurrection takes place at every Holy Communion.

 Add your sacrifice to Mine.  Die with Me on the altar.  And resurrect in union with Me and together with Me.

 Carry your cross every day to My altar to die with Me for the world, for My people who need to be saved.

261 

Thu, 23 X 86, 6:30am

+What would you like to receive from Me?

 - Knowing the Truth.  The ability to better fulfill Your will and communicate the truth about You.

+Stay with Me in devotion.  Study the little way of childhood and follow it.

 Tell others about it and show it with your life.

 Lk 8:39 

"Go home and tell all that God has done for you."

260

Wed, 22 X 86, 9:20am

+You can and should turn to Me more clearly to help you in all your activities.  Do not be afraid that it is too trivial and insistent.

 On the contrary, it is very important and reasonable to invite Me to participate in the various works and activities that you do.

 I want to bless you in everything.

 Try to appreciate this grace of Mine and use it abundantly.

259

Wed, 22 X 86, 9am 

+The safest way is the way of being a child of God, because it protects you from the illusion that you will achieve anything with your own effort, that you have anything.

 Religious egocentrism leading to egoistically understood holiness is hypocrisy of the soul and an outrage to the world.

Beware of it.  Avoid all comparisons of yourself with others, judging them and being satisfied with your "own" spiritual achievements.

 If such a thought comes to you, know that it is a satanic thought.

 Beware of pride and vanity, which are like cancer in the soul of My chosen ones, if they are not able to escape this thought in time and hide in My arms like a helpless child.

 And do not try to force spiritual consolations on Me. They should not be your target.

 Your goal is to constantly adore God in all that He creates and serve Him, without asking for payment.  The payoff is that God exists and loves you in a way that is perfect beyond your imagination.

 Fill every moment of your life with this gratitude and this admiration.

 Let your life become a constant act of giving everything to Me and you will see, what peace and what joy will fill your soul.

 Everything I have created is perfect and fulfills My will perfectly.

 I gave only man the possibility of choice, because I want human love as a voluntary act.  Only man - My beloved child - can oppose My will.

 If he does, he disrupts and destroys the perfection of the world.  Most of all, he destroys himself.

 I gave free will as the greatest gift leading to the top of heavenly bliss, if you place it before Me and trust or to the bottom of tragedy, if this gift fills you with pride and you govern yourself in your own way.

 The image of today's world is an image of human pride and self-reliance.

 Also many of those who thought they were following the path of holiness.

 Desire nothing for yourself - do everything for Me.  After all, you are My child and all that is Mine belongs to you.  Do you need anything more than Me who am All?

 Lk 11:28

 ... blessed are those who hear the word of God and keep it.

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Mon, 20 X 86, 8am

- Lord, make me able to accept what You want to give me and go where You want to lead me.

+Widen and deepen this desire.  Your desire opens the possibility for Me to act in you.  Everything should serve this desire.

 Your promises and vows that you have made to Me and the commitments that you have made are to strengthen this desire.

 If you could subordinate everything to this desire and concentrate in it, I could perfectly be in you without limits.

 Then your soul would be in heaven, because I am Heaven.  Whoever is in me is in Heaven, even when he is still human and is in a world that causes him suffering.

 There is no heaven other than perfect union with Me.

 And there is no hell other than complete, forever separation from Me - with full awareness of this state.

 Whoever has not consciously rejected Me will be with Me.  If he has not purified himself on earth, he will afterward.  And the pain and time of cleansing depends on the size and type of dirt, that is in the soul.

 The awareness of one's own dirt in contact with My Love is a much greater suffering than the sufferings experienced in the world.

 That's why it's worth suffering.  Not just to accept - but to desire.

 For eternal life in union with Me.

 J 6,48,54-56

 I am the Bread of life... Whoever eats My Flesh and drinks My Blood has eternal life... He abides in Me and I in him.