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290 

16 XI 86, 11:30pm

 - What happened today? Have I sinned greatly against you?

 + I hid Myself and allowed you to be tempted. You were passive. You did not succumb to them, but you also did not give Me your coldness, distraction, impatience, which were these temptations. 

 - I turned out to be as I was at the beginning. I am ashamed. That much I know, and in specific situations my behavior does not change. 

 + You are forgetting one thing – the most important thing: to keep talking to Me and surrender everything to Me.

 - Will I ever learn? You must. I will see to it that it is so. - I fear that there is a growing discrepancy between your instructions and my behavior.

 + It is still the same. And progress lies in the fact that My instructions contain ever greater demands. And also in the fact that your vision is becoming sharper and your conscience more sensitive.

 -It would be better if I could maintain the tension of attention and love. And yet, your inner laziness is stronger.

 - You must remember only one thing: to constantly turn to Me with everything. I will take care of everything else. I know it's difficult. If it were easy, every second person would be a saint. And they are few. Draw conclusions so that this experience will be edifying for you. 

289 

 Sat, 16 XI 86, 9:45am

 - What can I give You?

 +Open your heart and allow Me to take what I need. Give Me yourself, and I will draw from you. And I will be able to take more and more, because There will multiply this, who you are, and your heart will be full of treasures. Open it so that I may always reach for its treasures. Let it always be open so that everyone can draw from it. Live with an open heart, because I want to be in it and from it reach out to people. 

288 

 Sat 15 XI 86, 10pm 

 - What will we do, Jesus? 

 + Let's enjoy each other. 

 - What can I do for You? 

 + Dress My wounds, which they constantly inflict on Me. And they bleed. I am Suffering Love. Beaten and abused by My own children. You can ease My pain with your tenderness. And shelter Me in your heart, for many have banished Me.

 

287

Sat  15 XI 86, 6pm

+Come, sit with Me.  And be completely immersed in Me.

 I want to find comfort in your tender and good love.

 When your heart burns with love, express it as you can.  I like spontaneity and honesty.

 Avoid routine, except for prayers that are an offering.

 - What should I improve to be what You want me to be?

+Nothing.  Give me everything and I will correct it.  And ask and I will guide you.

 Don't do anything yourself.  You're not alone.  You are united to Me - submit to My guidance and always ask for My help.  Keep the fire of love in your heart burning.

 Surrender completely to My will.  I will carry you and cherish you so that nothing bad happens to your soul.  It belongs to Me and I have custody of it.

 - And my human reactions?

+They are human and should be.  Trust Me with everything - these reactions too.

 Be natural.  Do not impose any artificiality on yourself, any mask.

 Be with Me, only occupied with Me.  These sincere touches of the heart are worth more than anything else you can do.

Don't worry about the things you have.  I will find time for everything and you will do it.

 Do not be afraid.

 I like it when you immerse yourself in Me.  Go on so often.  One act of pure love is worth much more than hours of different activities for Me.

 Take care of external activities when you have to and when you are unable to focus.  I will regulate it and I will call you to pray vigil with Me or I employ you.

 Don't ask in advance.  Trust.

 Acts 3:22b ... 

listen to him in everything He tells you

 Psalm 78:1 

Hear, my people, my word;

 incline your ears to the words of My mouth.

286

Fri, 14 XI 86, 9:30am

+Keep your heart burning in Me and I will show you the Truth at all times and it will free you from the addictions of the world.

 And you will be in it, bearing with peace and joy the torments that the world gives you.

 Before praying, I was telling you about paradoxes.

 Man does not see the world that actually exists.  Instead, he sees the material world, which does not really exist, because it becomes for the life of humanity.  It is constantly becoming and is given to it as a place and an opportunity to make a final choice.

 The senses of the body are a filter through which you see only what is needed to make a choice.

 What many only perceive is like a mock-up - a scenery in which a person moves.  And he should move in such a way as not to spoil the model and not to hinder the movement of others, and even to help them find the right rhythm - which is the rhythm of My Love, which is constantly creating everything.

 If this movement of life is rhythmic - a harmony of good is created.  If there are those who spoil this rhythm, there is disharmony, disturbances, clashes, pain.

 - You can see it in contemporary art...

+A zealous and passionate soul gives earthly life the rhythm of good with great strength - it calms down the clashes, soothes, creates harmony around itself and where its intentions are directed.

 In another way, I told you the same thing as in the "mosaic" The spiritual world can be seen with the eyes of the soul.  Keep them open all the time and stare at this world.  Gaze at Me - for in Me it exists.  And this is the only real world you came out of and will return to.

 It's the world you miss as you miss home when you're on the road.  This longing tells you about it constantly.  Trust this longing, because it was born of Love.  And I am Love.

 You are My real and true child, therefore you long and long and look forward to the day of return.

 Acts 17:24-28

 ... God who created the world and everything in it.  He, who is the Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in man-made temples...

 for He himself gives to all people life and breath and everything.... He determined the proper times and limits of their residence, so that they would seek God, if they would not find Him, as it were, in the dark.

 Because, in fact, He is not far from each of us.

 For in Him we live, move and have our being...