399

 Sun, 22 Feb 87, 11:30am

 - How to record the trembling of the heart that clings to You and cries over its own ingratitude?

 How to write down Your subtlety and tenderness of Your love, the sweetness of which spilled over me?

 How to express what happens to a person then?

 For what? You Yourself will say it to everyone who will want You and love You more than yourself, than anyone.

 Your silence is more beautiful than any words, because You express so much with it.

 So great is the power of silence and so sweet is the silence of Your love - my Holy Spouse.

 Isaiah 54:1-5.7.10 

Sing for joy, barren, who did not give birth, break out with joy and shout, who did not suffer the pains of childbirth! For the sons of the one who is abandoned are more numerous than the sons of the one who has a husband, says the Lord.

 Extend the space of your tent, stretch the canvases of your dwelling, feel free. Lengthen your ropes, stick your stakes in!

 For you will spread to the right and left, your offspring will possess nations and populate desolate cities.

 Do not be afraid, for you will not be ashamed anymore. For your husband is your Creator, whose name is Lord of hosts; Your Redeemer - the Holy One of Israel, they call Him the God of all the earth.

 For a short while I left you, but with great love I will hold you... For the mountains may give way and the hills may shake, but My love will not depart from you and My covenant of peace will not be shaken...

398

 Sat, 21 Feb 87, 10:05pm

 Jer 8,18 

... I am overcome with sadness, my heart is consumed by impotence.

397 

Fri, 20 II 87, 11:30pm 

+I feel each feeling, each of you, in an increased way.

 I rejoice in your joy, I am pained by your pain.

 I give you the minimum of suffering that is necessary for you to grow in Me and to fulfill your vocation.

 I am hurt by what is now and what will be in the time that lies ahead for each of you.

+ I read the prophecies of the end times today.

 +They are true. And the last grain of sand moves in the hourglass of judgment.

 And My heart bleeds, and My Mother's tears flow - your Mother, because everything is before My eyes and before Her eyes: all pain, all despair of My children at the time when the fire of purification will burn.

 - Are these various practical indications and advice on how to behave important?

+Unlimited faith is important. Everything else is to strengthen the faith.

396

Fri, 20 II 87, 9:45am 

- What to do when someone is filled with anger and throws it at others?

+Stay calm; radiate with it and with love. Pray and invite you to pray together for all those in whom this anger is, to whom it is directed.

 Then you can calmly analyze what caused the anger and see - all that is good. Expose this and think together about how to help someone who is at fault.

 Give Me everyone, the whole situation and yourself and ask for love, for peace.

 The more difficult the situation, the sooner you give it all to Me in prayer.

+ Write down what is in your heart today.

 - There is the trembling of desire and the pain of love that is not fulfilled.

+When I am near, the attraction is great and the feeling of dissatisfaction is huge. My graces are then only a flash, the awareness of which then becomes a living wound.

 Be joyful, My Bride! and keep your heart trembling so that I can touch it and soothe the pain of love.

 Ezekiel 39:28-29

 And they will know that I am the LORD their God when I have led them into exile among the Gentiles and have gathered them back to their land, leaving none of them there. And I will no longer hide my face from them when I pour out my Spirit on the Israelites, declares the Lord God.

 395

 Thu, 19 Feb 87, 11:50pm 

+Write down what is going on in your heart.

 - There is a cry to You, my God. A huge cry and longing and desire. But it is also joy because you are, because I belong to You. And I know Your love and Your tenderness and power.

394

 Tue, 17 II 87, 12pm

+You have fulfilled your role here.

 - I know and feel a great need to return ... but I do not know where to return. Everything is just as repulsive. My home too, and maybe even more so.

 For you see, My child, before being nailed to the cross, the garments of this world are stripped off.

 In order to enter the deepest layer of one's soul, one must be completely naked.

 The only place you should return to is in the depths of your soul where I am.

Come back then. Then the outer reality, and those layers of reality where thoughts and feelings reside, will be beyond you. They won't matter. Also the thoughts and feelings of others that you feel surrounded by.

 It happened because you wanted to take over everything that weighs on them, to free them.

 Now come back. I will cleanse you and set you free.

 Koh 4,la.4a.2a

And then I saw all the afflictions that happen under the sun.

 And behold: the tears of the oppressed ... I also saw that all effort and all success in work gives rise to envy of my neighbor ...

 ... So I considered the dead who had long since passed away to be happier...

+Die to the world then, that you may live with Me in the depths of your soul.

  - And when will be nailed to the cross?

 +Right then and right there.

 Therefore, My Love is sweet and painful - because it is crucified.

393

 Mon, 16 II 87, 6:30pm

 - What is the significance of my writing, since I am writing about flowers, and the roots that are deep, remain invisible?

 And yet everything takes place there in darkness and impossibility of expression or even definition.

+This will happen more and more often. The closer you get to Me, the further you go down into your soul. Into areas of silence and stillness.

 There is no access for your initiative, your activity.

 My light can move, but it is obscured. There is your loss of self: you do not see your prayer, your sacrifice.

 You can't see anything you do. Your actions are on the surface - they have remained in another dimension, and so are your thoughts.

 And here you are alone. Even the cry of your heart does not reach there.

 And you are dependent only on My Love - its pain and sweetness at the same time.

392

Mon, 16 II 87, 2:45pm 

The greater the proximity, the less words are needed.

391

Sun, 15 II 87, 11:25pm

+The cleansing of the soul must be painful. Then it is real and permanent.

+There is a predominance of positive examples and patterns in My teachings.

 My commandments start with the positive ones. They are actually sufficient.

 But for most people, due to the hardness of their hearts, a ban and a negative example are needed - it is clearer, unambiguous.

 And specific examples are needed.

 Positive indications suffice at a higher level of soul development when guided by love for Me. Then I can attract her.

 When there is no love, all I can do is put up barriers.

 390

Sun, 15 II 87, 6:50am

+There is nothing - only Me - because everything is a part of Me, the fruit of My Love.

 And that is why it is necessary to love what I have created and those whom I have created - for My sake.

 And yourself too, because you are My creation. You must love yourself in Me:

 in My Love and My will. You are made of it.

 Everything in you is perfect except sin.

 Only it enslaves you, binds you and hides Me.

 - I try to live without sin.

+ But you have left a trace of human sin - original sin. He is your weakness. And its mark is that the material world hides Me from you.

 This veil that covers Me for you is your life in the flesh and in the world. The less you will be absorbed by the world and the less you will be concerned with yourself (especially with your body), the more penetrating this veil will be and your communion with Me will be more perfect.

 There is no other way to stay close to Me than internal self-emptying: abandoning all values ​​that are not Me.

 They are nothing in themselves. See them only for Me.

 This also applies to people.

 The new environment makes it difficult for you to communicate with Me, because it absorbs you too much.

 Leave it. What do you care. Let you care only about what is important for Me. So the desire and the help that everything would be divinized by Me. To regain its original perfection - purity.

 So that you can see Me in everything. In all people.

 They are the mirror of My Love.

 Clean these mirrors with your prayers and sacrifices. Do it for love of Me, in union with Me.

 In union with Me, it means that I will do all this through you if you are completely devoted to Me.

389

 Sat, February 14, 1987, 9:15 pm | Retreat in Z. 1 

+Remain before Me in silence and trust. Everything that concerns you happens by My will. And that's the task you've been given as well. Think only of Me and everything will be easy.

388

Fri, 13 Feb 87, 9:40am

+Turn off all extraneous thoughts. Take care only of Me and I will take care of you.

 Remove the haste from your heart and I will give you time for everything.

 Remove what is not Me, that I may reign in you.

 And do not return to your falls so that everything in you will grow with My Love. Open everything within you to My Love and it will grow.

 

387 

Thu, 12 II 87, 10:30am

 - What should I write down from this persistence in You during prayer?

+That it is good to surrender to My Love. Do nothing and say nothing so as not to lose anything of what I am doing in you. So as not to weaken the movements that I make in your soul with my movements of heart, mind or body.

 Be open and still, like a vessel that can be filled to serve the abundance of what is in it.

 - Is this infused contemplation?

+I pour My Love, My light into the vessel of your soul, and it penetrates and fills you. And I am in you.

 - What is the limit of this transformation?

+ There is no limit. This is the joy and development that lasts forever.

 The development of the joy of being in Me.

 I want to do as much as possible in each person. How much I do depends on the degree of self-giving to Me.

 Proverbs 25:4

 Separate the dross from the silver, and the goldsmith's vessel will shine.