475

 Mon, April 20, 1987, 11:15pm 

 Easter - We were alone, Jesus... and there were so many...

 +We are always alone.  After all, you know that your solitude is complete, even in the bustle of many people.

 - I know and sometimes I suffer because of this, because You are sometimes hidden, and I remain alone and longing burns my heart.  Longing for You, Jesus.

+I have kept you for Myself and your soul has remained pure, though you have traveled many roads.

 Hos 14,6b-7 

... and like a poplar it will spread its roots.  Its branches will flourish, it will be glorious as an olive tree, its fragrance will be like the fragrance of Lebanon.

 474

Sat, 18 IV 87, 10:50pm 

- I have not fulfilled Your request, Jesus...

+ It's nothing.  I know human weaknesses.  You are with me now.  Be so attentive, listen...

 Don't cry, baby... I love you and I don't feel sorry for you.

 I know that My requests and advice are only partially fulfilled.

 I give them exaggeration so that they show the way and the goal in perfect form.

 Try to fulfill them and come to Me with your impotence.  I will accept everything: I will transform, I will sanctify.

 Everything you do, is for My glory.

473

  April 18, 87, 6:45am

+Let Me participate today in everything that this day will be filled with.  Invite Me to participate in every activity.  Talk to Me, advise, share.

+ I desire to prepare you for the Day of My Coming.  Be holy by communing with Me, by waiting for an ever deeper Oneness with Me.

 I will come to you in your soul and I will come in another person - notice Me and recognize Me.  And open to Me the interior of your heart.

 Let me come in and dwell even more fully, even stronger.

 Let all that is in the depths of your soul resurrect in you.  Let it be alive, let it grow and bear fruit for the glory of the Father, because for Him I have deposited the treasures of the Kingdom in each of you.  Discover them and multiply them: in yourself, in your brothers.

 Sirach 12:1 |  Good deeds

 If you want to do good, consider to whom you do good, and they will thank you for your benefits.

472

 Fri, April 17, 87, 10:45pm |  Good Friday 

- Thank You for today: full of toil and silence in You.  I guess it was what You wanted...

+ It was so.  I always want love from you and from every human being.

 My love is among you.  I gave myself up for you and them.  And I am still with each of you.

 My child, do not pay attention to what is happening around you.  Be busy with me in every activity.  Allow My Spirit to constantly glorify God the Father in your soul.  Your soul is the altar on which I give praise to the Father.

 Your every suffering, effort, is a sacrifice made by Me for the salvation of the world.

 Be willing to accept what is difficult and painful.  Let not the sacrificial altar of your soul be empty.  Let the fire of love burn on it, and let the fragrance of sacrifice rise.

471

Fri, 17 IV 87, 11:15am |  Good Friday

+Be caring and tender with Me.  I am suffering a lot today.  I am relieved by your tenderness and compassionate love - Filled with gratitude, adoration.

 I am very lonely and sore and they still hurt Me.

 My child, comfort Me in this suffering.

 Today, along with My Blood, My purifying love flows into the world.

 Fill yourself with it so that you have enough when difficult times come.

 Sacrifices made from love are light and sweet - this is My gratitude for the little piece of love you can give Me.

 John 6:27a |  Speech of the Eucharist

Do not worry about the food that perishes, but about the food that endures forever, which the Son of Man will give you...

470

 Thu,  16 IV 87, 10:40pm

 - Do You expect some sacrifice from me?

 +You will lie cross tomorrow.  You do not have to undertake strict fasting.

[It's about fasting on bread and water.]

469

 Thu, 16 IV 87,  9:30am 

- You are so close and there is such silence...

+This is a prayer of silence and solace.

 Have you noticed that each of our meetings is a little different?

 The richness of My love is great and every way I approach you is perfect - adapted to the situation and state of your soul. Now you need peace and alleviation of all tensions.

 

468

Tue, 14 IV 87, 7pm

- During the Elevation at the evening Holy Mass something like a fine mist or smoke hung over the chalice.  I had seen the same phenomenon before, under identical circumstances, perhaps twice.  What does it mean?

+This is My Blood which is a sign for you.  This is another sign of the blood sacrifice I have given you.  Be ready.

467

 Tue, 14 IV 87, 9:15am

- What to do to serve the gift of healing?

+The soul must be healed first.  For this to happen, people praying for this intention must be pure, completely devoted to Me and ready for any sacrifice.

 They must ask earnestly,  sparing neither time nor strength.

 The person who asks for healing should be prepared as best as possible: reconcile with Me, purify his life, desire to follow Me, believe in My power and trust in My love.

 The greater the purity, the power of prayer and faith in everyone, the easier it is to receive the grace of healing.

 If you ask for someone who has abandoned Me, all the more stubbornness, self-sacrifice and purity are needed.

 People who desire physical healing should seek spiritual purification first, and ask for it.

 - What does it mean if the previous state returns after a period of healing?

+There was not enough gratitude.

 Healing is a sign - a call to give yourself to Me, to increase faith and love.  It is necessary to respond to this and stay close to Me, desiring to serve others with My love.

 John 7.37 |  A SOURCE OF LIVING WATER 

...Jesus, standing, cried out in a loud voice: "If anyone is thirsty and believes in me - let him come to Me and drink".

 466

Mon,  13 IV 87, 10:50pm 

+My child, I have chosen you as My bride because I love you very much.

 I have chosen a great priest for you to lead you to holiness and to prepare you for the great gifts I have for you.  Be subject to Me in everything.  Don't worry about anything but the love I want from you.

 Be faithful to Me in the smallest things - quiet and prudent.

 You feel the fire of My power within you.  Respect and cherish it and do everything for My Glory.

465

Mon,  April 13, 1987, 9:30 am

 |  Holy Week 

- There were so many people yesterday and make me unable to silence my thoughts.

+ Because you dealt with many of them without Me, although for Me.

 If you have left Me for these matters and people, now you must return to the depths of your soul and find Me there.  Would it not be better not to go out at all, but to do everything from within the soul together with Me?

 You think about T. that you are so different, in a different context about E., but the same, about others similarly.  But have you not thought that this is why I sent them to you, to open their eyes and hearts to My love and My will?  If I sent them, they were more important than all the things you wanted to do.

 I am the Lord of your time.  So let Me do it as I want and do not worry about your duties.  I know about them, and I won't let you neglect them.

 Don't succumb to psychosy of rush- it's a satanic temptation.  Ask me to take it.  Do not worry, My child, you have given Me these things, so we will do it together.

 Do not worry that you still cannot be a perfect handmaid of Mine.  Maybe I want you to fall and rise in My love and pain.

 Maybe that has more value than the peace of immaculateness.  There is no peace and no purity on this earth.

 There is an apocalypse going on in the soul and in everyone's life - the final battle for the soul.

 It lasts as long as life here lasts, and the laurels of victory will only be with Me when you return after the hardships of battle.

 So do not seek the peace of holiness.  Give me the effort of fighting and mobilizing your forces, and I will sanctify everything that happens: either

 lost skirmishes or battles won, and periods of silence before the next attack of the enemy.

 People are not your enemy.  They are My children who need My love in you.

 Your enemy is haste, nervousness, unkindness...

 And your weapon is My love, which you must use in the fight against the evil that attacks you;  not so much from the outside as inside your heart and mind.

 1 Thessalonians 5:8 

But let us who belong to the day, be sober, putting on the breastplate of faith and love, and a helmet, the hope of salvation.