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 Fri,  8 V 87, 10:50pm

- Thank You, Jesus, for the pain of separation.  For the heartache too.

+Let it be your joy - the living wound of My love in you.

 Calvary is loneliness and abandonment - be prepared because you will know it.

 - Don't I know already?

+ A small fraction only.  Love your solitude and revel in it.  Let it be pure and holy, and only for Me.

 497

 Fri, 8 V 87, 12:40am

 Mk 10,15

 "Truly, I say to you, whoever does not accept the Kingdom of God like a child will not enter it".

 - Is the way of childhood better than others?

+For these times, yes.  Old schemes will be blown up.  So you don't have to stick to them, just listen to my voice.

 - And if no one hears Your voice?

+Let him desire and ask, and he will hear and recognize what My will is.

 - What about those whom You call to a different childhood path than a small one?

+ The spirit of childhood should permeate everyone.  In every congregation and in secular life, you must obey My will more than people.

 If there are problems with obedience, you have to hand over your superiors and the matters they decide to Me, so that I can guide them.  You have to give back with love and trust, and be patient and gentle.  I love all My children and I will straighten their paths to Me.

496

Thu,  7 May 87, 9am

+ Loneliness and suffering are your path.  Learn it in peace of heart and joy.  I want you to be with Me on Calvary as you have been in Gethsemane so far.  Be true to your calling...

 Dan 3:25-26 |  Song of Azariah And Azarias

 Rose up and prayed thus, and opening his mouth he said in the midst of the fire: Blessed art thou, O Lord God of our ancestors, and full of glory;  your name is blessed forever.

 495

Wed, May 6, 87, 12:20pm

 Mt 14:13 |  The first bread multiplying

 When Jesus heard this, He withdrew from there in a boat to a deserted place by Himself.  But the crowds heard about it, and they followed Him on foot from the cities.  As He got out, He saw a large crowd.  He had mercy on them and healed their sick.

+The word you have received has many meanings.

 Multiplying the loaves and feeding the people are your good deeds through which My love is multiplied and reaches people.

 Although you are tired and want solitude, it is necessary, for the sake of love and mercy, to help people and heal them with love shown to them.

 Do not think about your weakness, for I will do it.

494

Tue, 5 V 87, 9:15am

 - So much has already been said and done.  What else, my Lord?

+You should be happy because I am with you.  Though you don't always feel it, but you know it.  Knowing this should fill you with peace and joy.

 Don't succumb to moods or external influences.  Why do you care if you belong to Me and I am with you.

 2 Cor 13:11

 Anyway, brethren, rejoice, strive for perfection, take heart, think unanimously... and the God of love and peace be with you.

493

Mon,  4 V 87, 11:45pm

 

- Sometimes fear comes at the thought of suffering, which is my vocation.

+ It's a reflex of your human nature fueled by temptation.

 Be faithful to the desires of the soul and do not think ahead.  You will receive only as much as your love will carry.  If it's big - it will carry a lot.

 - I want it to be big.

+Wish.  Desire is a creative force.

 - Sadness is in my heart, because the sunny days have passed...

+ I am your Sun, don't you know it?

 - I know, but You are hidden and I live in the dark.

+Until the time that is near.  This is your merit.

 My child, it must be so - for your good.

 - I know.  Should I not allow such thoughts and feelings?

+Give them to me so that I may turn them into joy.  Accept everything with peace in your heart - everything is My gift to you.  What is painful is the most precious gift.

 - What can I give tomorrow to someone to whom I would like to give a lot?

+ The Holy Sacrifice of the Mass , prayer, whatever I will fill your day with.

 The kind of sacrifice is less important than sincerity of heart and kind thoughts.

 - I was flooded by Your love and Your gentleness and time stopped in You.

 Thank You, my Savior for blessing this moment and for the heartache.

 492

Mon, May 4, 87, 9:40am 

- You are with me in a gentle and secret way...

+I come more clearly when you need reassurance.  Stay in My love.

 2 Cor 5:6-7

 So, with this confidence, we know that as long as we remain in the body, we are pilgrims, far from the Lord.  For we walk by faith and not by sight. 

491

 Sun,  3 May 87, 0:15am

 - Should I write something down?

 Yes, and you know what.

 - There was an unusual pain on the side, in the region of the heart.  Multiple stabs as if from the outside.

 It's a great grace.  I did not dare ask Him to be more often, not to let me forget about my Savior even for a moment.

+You can ask me for anything.  And you should.

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 Sun, May 3, 87, 10:30am 

- Jesus, why did You do it, why did You make such a sacrifice...?

+Because I love you.

 - I'm not worthy.

+But I love you.  And love is stronger than death .

 Can You help me.

 - I wish to.

 +Be ready and renew your self-offering often, so that this desire may live in you.

 The time will come for final fulfillment, although your sacrifice lasts and becomes every day.

 Give Me your heart completely, so that it lives only in Me and moves only according to My will.

 You are in My love.  And you are a part of it sent here, to earth, so that My love may be among people, so that it may ignite hearts.

 The fire of sacrifice has great power: it ignites and spreads like wildfire.  You will see it when you are with Me in My house.  Now you must live by faith and, in the darkness of the world, open your heart to My life-giving love and feed it to everyone, wherever you are, at every moment.

 Your sacrifice in the heart has great power.  The facts only confirm it.  What is most important takes place in the soul - what is external is only a sign for people.

 My child.  My Bride, we will go together towards fulfillment - soon.  Wish, expect...

 Isaiah 1:8 

The daughter of Zion stood like a hut in a vineyard, like a booth in a vegetable garden, like a city under siege.

 +After the gift and revelation of love comes the test.  The greater the love and gifts, the more difficult the test, the greater the demands.

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Sat,  May 2, 87, 10:50pm

 - Jesus, what do You think of me?

 I love you.

 - And I have only one desire - you know what

+ I know and I enjoy it.

- I get so much goodness and grace from You.  You anticipate my requests so often and You are so generous.  It always amazes me, moves me.

 +This is normal among people who love each other.

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