678

Tue, 22 1X87, 00:10am

 - I thought that I was still living, as if in a fog.  It's bright, but nothing is known.

+ It's better for you to live this way.  It is better to grope, blindly follow My voice - the voice of faith, than to know much.

 What a commitment and how little merit when you know too much.

 Your human limitations wouldn't be able to handle it.  So accept everything with childlike trust and thanksgiving, even though you know nothing and understand nothing.

 Be careful not to let reason be an obstacle to your faith.  I am your foodand I give you as much as you need for your growth.  Don't be greedy.  As you know, excess of food can be harmful because the body is unable to absorb it without harm to itself.

 It is similar with My graces.  Everything needs to be matured, and that takes time.

 Desire, but surrender with confidence to the pace of growth that I give you.

677

 Tue, September 22, 1987, 9am

 - I went to confession.  Recommendation: pray every day, read the Gospel every day, try to control your thoughts - do not allow bad ones.

 Did these recommendations come from You?

+Do they disagree with what I have told you and what you should do?

 - They agree.

+So you have proof that the priest, who knows nothing about you, gives correct teachings.  You just have to delve into them and find My will there.

 - How to treat the recommendation regarding the Gospel?

+Not so much reading more, but meditating more deeply on the Word of Scripture that you receive from Me.  Remember it all day long, so that your heart lives with this Word and is filled with the content contained in it.

 Many times have you wondered what to talk to Me about, at different moments of the day: about those trivial activities you do?

 Less of them, only insofar as they are important for the life of your soul and the good of others (in the spirit of sacrifice).

 All day long - and you may not have enough time to meditate on the Words received from Me - talk to Me more and more carefully, with greater and greater devotion.

 Make a holy retreat every day.  Am I not the Priest who instructs you, gives you homilies, and gives you the Word of Scripture for meditation?

 And, moreover, always present with you to help you understand better and love you more?

 Make full use of the grace of My presence and My Words.  After all, I want to lead you deep into My Love and Truth.

 Isn't that why I gave you so much time?

 J6,48-51 |  Eucharistic speech

 "I am the bread of life... This is the bread that comes down from heaven: whoever eats it will not die...

 The bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world".

676

Mon, 21 IX 87, 10:20pm

- I miss Your closeness, Jesus, and I cannot express greater love within myself.

+Everything is My grace.  But it's better for you when I'm hidden.  Then your love, although clumsy, is more precious to Me.

 I am happy when you stay with Me despite distractions and lack of consolation from Me.

 Always be waiting, thirsty.  Everyone receives according to their desires.

 You already receive a lot here, but I make sure that you receive as much as possible when you come to Me.

 Therefore you are separated, although you are in Me and I in you.

 675

 Mon, 21 IX 87,  9am

- Will You say something?

+ Are words needed when love is so great?

674

Sun,  20 IX 87, 10pm 

 - You called me, Lord, to pray for constant intentions.  What else can I offer?

+Living in poverty.  From tomorrow your house will be poor.  You will limit everything to what is necessary - but not at the expense of health or physical suffering.

 If you want to offer something more, you can do so.

673

Sun, 20 IX 87,  9am

+Give every person you meet to Me, pray and offer for them, so that no moment of your life is wasted.

 If you cannot do this before and during the meeting, do it immediately after.

 But giving someone or something, recommending him to Me and serving yourself for him does not take time.  It requires rather vigilant attention.  And the constant attitude of the heart that everything is for life in Me, for Love.

 And that you can do a lot with your willingness to help people and your kindness towards them.

 Do not be discouraged by any human misery - love them and desire that I bring them to the light of Love.

 After all, you know, what your misery is and what My Mercy is, thanks to which you receive so many graces.

 Desire to love and I will enrich you even more.

 Ps 68:20-21 |  The triumphant procession of God

 The Lord be blessed all your days:

 God bears our burdens, our salvation.

 Our God is the God who liberates and the Lord God allows us to escape death.

 672

Sat, 19 September 87,  1:20pm

+You have as much time for prayer, as in Carmel.  You wanted this.

- Is it good that I'm not looking for some action?

+ You should look for nothing - only for Me.  I will organize everything else for you.  Just adapt.

 Time spent with your God is not wasted.

 If someone cannot connect with Me completely and desire it, then I give him work so that his actions will lead him to Me.

 Pure and great sacrificial love does not have to be based on actions.

 The desire to unite with the Beloved is enough and this is enough for them to nourish themselfs.

671

 Sat, September 19, 87, 10:20am

 - I am finally in front of You.  I had to do so many things...

+Did you have to?

 - I wanted to meet You in peace and order.

+Learn to abandon everything when your heart yearns, for it is I who call it.

 And it is the grace of a moment that may not come later, no matter how you prepare.

 This is also your availability to be constantly vigilant.

 Always be ready to receive your Spouse.

 - You give me so much time - free from people, from activities...

+I want to have you only for myself.  I want your adoration in constant prayer and your love.  This is what I expect from you.  The time I give you is a holy time, and your house is the house of your God.  Live here with Me, as a bride should live with her Bridegroom.

 Wait and watch for My coming, My orders and requests.

 Be always thirsty and always ready.

 1 John 3:2 

Beloved, now we are children of God, and it is not yet revealed what we will be...

670

Fri,  18 IX 87, 11:30pm

+Write, what prayer is for you.

 - Love - in You.  A love that is stronger than life, than death, and for which I long all day long.  The one I longed for all my life, as far back as my memory goes, and probably even earlier, although I didn't know.

 It is Love as great as the universe, and of which I only touch the edge.

 What is prayer really?

+It is Love - union in love, the fullness of which will be in heaven.

 - Do You want me to remain in front of You?

 +After all, I will be inside you anyway - even more perfectly when your senses are asleep.

 The soul never sleeps.  When the body's senses sleep, her life becomes more intense in union with Me.

 Pray and desire that your reason and senses will not be an obstacle to the union of your soul with Me.  So that it can be free to commune with Me even during the day, so that nothing limits the Love to which it is called.

 Let your body, senses and mind be divinized by the holiness of your soul, because I am in it and it is Mine.

669

Fri, 18 IX 87, 11:45am

 - What am I still doing here, my Savior?

+You exist to save others with your suffering.

 - I live in the fog, I don't know anything.

+You don't need to know.  It is enough that you accept everything and give everything - that you trust.

 Sleep in My arms.  I am carrying you to My Light.  And your pain will be sweet and your joy great.

 This is your share in My Cross and Resurrection and in the deliverance of many.

 

668

Thu,  17 September 87, 10:40pm

 - Why are there no Your Words?

+There is more than Words.

 - There is the pain of Love.

+Whoever truly loves Me cannot help but suffer.  I am Crucified Love.

 - The pain of desire is greater than the pain of sacrifice.

+Desire and expectation is also a sacrifice.

 Your soul sacrifice endures.  The sacrifice of the flesh will be its completion.

 Trust, daughter, and be joyful.  After all, it is I who offer the Sacrifice to My Father in you.  And in your soul the angels sing Hosanna.

 - And it also hurts that I don't know, and that I am in darkness, although there is plenty of Light...

+My Child, My Bride - sleep in My Heart,

until I come to wake you from sleep to life.

 - All night long, when my body sleeps, prayers of praise flow in my soul and I wake up in them, and then my soul falls asleep and becomes silent.

 What is life and what is a dream?

+Sleep, My child, let your soul sing, let it live with Love.

 - The greatest sacrifice is to have to live.

-And the greatest hope is that you can die to return to Me and live in Me.

 667 

Thu, 17 IX 87, 9:20am

 - Everything is Your grace, including the fact that I can say anything to You, Lord.

 You took away this grace from me, so that I would know my complete helplessness.  There is only a handshake - a sign of Your closeness.

+I want to strip you of your illusions so that you don't see anything in yourself.

 Persevere despite difficulties - give them up.

 J |  Introduction In the fourth Gospel

 Christ is the source of living water, heavenly food, light of the world, resurrection and life.

666

Wed, 16 IX 87, 9:40pm

 - There is some stagnation in me, Lord.  Dryness and obsession with stupid thoughts.

+You have to endure it and give everything to Me.  Don't be discouraged by anything and don't expect any emotions.  Everything that is, comes from Me.

 

665 

Tue, 15 IX 87, 8:50am

- What do you expect today?

+Prayers and offerings.  And a heart smile.

 - I don't know what to talk about...

+No need.  Be in Me and love.  Love is expressed more fully without words.

 Absorb My Love with all your being: body and soul.

 - Aren't you angry about those stupid questions the day before yesterday?

+No.  Honesty is needed.  Whatever thought comes to you, share it with Me.  Even more so, if it is a doubtful or evil thought.

 Present and give Me everything that is in you, everything that appears, so that I can transform it, purify it, sanctify it.

 Don't be ashamed of any evil that appears in you.  You live in a world where there is evil that wants to absorb and fill everyone.

 And against whom you yourself are powerless.

 My help protects you.  And it is much more effective when you don't hide anything, don't hold back to deal with it yourself.  Evil likes to hide.

 Discovered before the light of My love, it perishes.

 If you have the desire to hide something, know that there is evil in it.

 Good is not afraid of being exposed, neither to people nor to Me.

 Always reveal everything to Me.  To people only what is necessary for their good and for your good.

 Sirach 33:23

Be the one who excels in every deed, and let us not bring shame on our reputation!

664

 Mon, 14 September 87, 11:15pm

 - Where am I?

 +In My arms.

 - I don't feel it.  It's a hard day today and it's hard to see You.

 +It doesn't matter.  You are in My arms all the time.

 Overcome this difficulty with the smile of your heart turned to Me.

663

Mon, 14 IX 87, 10am

Sirach 1-5 |

Many great teachings have been given to us through the Law and the Prophets and the others that followed them, and for these we should praise Israel for instruction and wisdom. Now, those who read the scriptures must not only themselves understand them, but must also as lovers of learning be able through the spoken and written word to help the outsiders. 

 

 - Strange Word You gave me.

+A tip for those who will be reading this.