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 Mon, September 28, 87, 8:05am

 - Despite external peace - my life is still dramatic - especially prayers: prayer of offering, sometimes conversations with You, Jesus.

+The inner life is intense - often much more intense than the physical and mental life.

 Everything happens there.  The more in Me, the stronger.

 After all, My life was a drama that continues and in which My children unite with Me.  And although everything is wrapped in My Love and My Peace, a drama takes place at the junction of Good and Evil .

 As long as you are on earth, you will encounter evil and it will hurt you.

 But I compensate for all your pain and hug you in My arms.

 - Your hands are also mutilated and blood is flowing from them.  And from the heart too.

+When My children are with Me and give Me their love, I feel no pain, only joy and the Sacrifice  becomes joy.

 Romans 8:35-37 |  Hymn of Gratitude

 Who can separate us from the love of Christ?  Trouble, tribulation or persecution, famine or nakedness, danger or sword?  As it is written: For your sake we are killed all day long... But in all these things we have complete victory thanks to Him who loved us.

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Sun, 27 September 87, 10:35pm

 - We are destinied, Lord, to the torment of constant choice and making mistakes, because we are weak and crippled by the traces of original sin.

 And we will never be completely clean here.  And we have to drag this trail of sin and mistakes in choice behind us.

 And it's a torment every day.

+It will be better, if you look at the same situation from the positive side:

 You have been given the opportunity to choose good and follow My Love.

 And every good choice you make - and even more so, calling for My help and abandoning yourself to My care - is an opportunity to show Me love and unite with Me in it.

 No creature other than man has received the grace of voluntarily choosing My love and voluntarily giving themselves to Me despite incomplete knowledge of the Truth.

 Your failures and mistakes should not be a torment for you.  If you completely get rid of self-love, then your weakness will be the reason for the joy of a little child in the arms of a loving Father.  Because precisely because it is weak, the Father carries it and hugs it to His Heart.  And when he falls, He tenderly bends over him to pick him up and compensate for the pain with His love.

 Your joy from constant returns should be greater than the pain of moving away, even though it is unwanted.

 Every time I go out of my way and throw a feast for your party and I give you gifts generously.  Why don't you enjoy it?

 Do not lament your imperfection, but rejoice in My eternal and enormous love that I give you now and which you will never lose, even if you hurt My Heart that loves you very much.

 - I think I suffer more because I hurt you with my rudeness and stupidity than because I don't like myself.

+ If it hurts you to hurt Me, then these wounds disappear, and there is only joy that your love and repentance give Me.

 Don't think about your smallness, but about the immensity of My very tender love.

 There is no sin, that I would not joyfully take away from My child, 

 who wants it.  My greatest desire is to take away the sins of My children and destroy them in the fire of Love.

 I also want to add the pain of every child to My saving pain, in order to free it and save it from evil.

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Fri, 25 September 87, 10:15pm

+ Be faithful to My Word, even when it causes pain or is incomprehensible.

 Always ask for light and help with the confidence that you will receive it.

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Fri,  25 IX 87, 10am

+The prayer that is valuable is not the one in which emotions and joy are experienced, but the one that requires self-denial and effort and is based on them.

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 Thu, 24 September 87, 11:30pm

 - There was abiding in the Lord.  Because that's actually all that's needed.

 And it is an expression of love.

 Without emotions, without words, without any feelings.  The pure form of your prayer.

 When I started praying, the Lord told me:

+Stay with Me.

 - And I was.  In complete silence and desolation.  More than an hour.  And I could have stayed longer.

 I was out of time and it was good because I knew He was with me.

 All tiredness, tension and drowsiness are gone.

+ It was a prayer of rest.

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 Thu, September 24, 87, 10am

 - It's so good to cuddle up to you and no longer feel the boundary between my existence and yours.

+Because you exist in Me and we are one.  And My power is in you.  My Love too.

 - There are moments when I feel it.  If I could fully believe and accept, nothing would be impossible.

+I want you to believe, I want to give you My power.  I want to move mountains in you.

 Icebergs of human hearts.  Pray for people with My power.  Let your prayer be not so much a request to be heard, but rather an appeal to and use of My causative power.

 If you are completely immersed in Me, whatever you ask in My Name will be done.

 Remain in loving union with Me.

 Ps 84.6 |  Happily dwell in the temple

 

Happy are those whose strength is in You, who keep trust in their hearts.

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Wed, September 23, 1987,  00:10am

- I am before You, Christ, and my heart cries for love of You and I can do nothing...

 +You do many things.

 - What is this compared to the desire of the heart and the power of Your attraction?

 +My Love is constantly bent over you.  It surrounds you and is within you.

 Feed on it and be intoxicated and satisfied.

 - Your words are like fire and burn my heart, and your love is as delicate as rose petals and has a penetrating and sweet scent...

 You touch my hands with warmth and gentleness...

+I love you and I want you to know it.

 - I know, I know a lot, and at the same time I know nothing.  Everything is so certain and so elusive at the same time.

 Only the longing that tears the body apart is truly real.  But the soul remains powerless inside it anyway.

 Lord, let something else happen that will make my existence in You real.

+Pain is real and love is real and there is nothing else.

 My life on earth was also only pain and Love.

 Do you know what you are heading towards?

- I know and it's hard for me to bear the slowness of time.

+ Be blessed, My bride.  There is a reward for what you do in your heart.

 - So many words and so much truth, and I'm still locked in an iceberg, even though everything around me is on fire.

 Do something, Lord, that will break the crust of this mountain...

+ I will do it.  You must wait.

 - ...let the fire rush inside.

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Wed, September 23, 87, 9am

 - I am tortured by my helplessness and I am calling to You from a distance.

+Life on earth is not a pleasure, but a necessity.  It must be accepted with submission, hope and love.

 You are on your way to Me.  And the road is hardship, suffering, some joy and not much rest and longing.

 Mainly the effort of moving through the time and space separating you from Me.

 The fatigue and effort are increasing, but the meeting with Me is getting closer.

 And you have to persevere regardless of the circumstances.

 I am watching over you and you know where you are going and how precious every suffering offered to Me with love - and every effort - is.

 My Love will carry you - cling to My Heart.  I carry the pain of every My child, I carry the pain of the whole world.

 If you want to get what you want, you need strict asceticism - and a lot of it.

 - How does it happen, Lord, that the words of intercessory prayer for someone else correspond to what I am talking to You about and what concerns my affairs. (Prayer with psalms in a randomly opened place).

+For your affairs are not your own alone, and your path is parallel to the path of the one for whom you are praying.  If there were no similarities, your paths would diverge.  Meetings and staying together are not accidental.