768

Fri, 11 December 87, 1pm

 - I see and feel it.  I see through your eyes and feel your suffering. But my sinfulness and my own evil remain and are revealed at every opportunity.

 This is the scariest...

 +You are not more perfect than anyone else.  You are one of them.  You are different because I have given you more graces and you see and feel more.

 Cry out for mercy for everyone as well as for yourself.  Satan's last attack, which is ongoing, requires the mobilization of all forces and constant vigilance over one's own reactions.

 Dear child, I am healing you, by showing the truth.  You are with Me in offering for the world and in seeing the world.

 Your suffering will increase until it is completed.  Be fully aware of this.

 You are no longer a child from whom what is ugly and painful is hidden and comforted in order to bring pleasure - to distract attention from the painful truth.

 You are already mature in spousal love and responsibility for the world is yours.  You participate with Me as befits a bride.

 I know, what hurts your heart the most.

 Love must be wise and brave to bring good.  And sacrificial to free from evil.

 I will heal with Truth and Love - help Me in this.  Meditate on the Eight Beatitudes and the Hymn of Love.  This is your program, a pattern of behavior and heart formation.  Let the commandment of love be the light of your eyes and the fire of your heart.

 767

 Fri,  11 XI 87, 9:30 am 

- You once told me, Jesus, that I would feel the evil of the world and suffer with You.  This is indeed the case.  You show me different kinds of evil.

 And it is very painful.  In fact, my days are one big stretch of pain of various shades and intensities.

 Thank you for allowing me to live every day like this.

+ Your sacrifice brings great relief to many.

 Pray more and offer sacrifices for the Church, for its servants, because they are plagued by the cancer of pride, envy, selfishness, greed and coldness.  They cause Me the greatest pain and need the most help.

 

766

Thu,  10 December 87, 0:10am

 - I do not have the courage to ask You for anything other than Your mercy for all us people, because we are equally evil.

 It is difficult to bear to touch the evil that is outside me and that is inside me.  Physical suffering could bring great relief, but you don't give me that grace.

+I have given you greater grace by giving you greater suffering.

765

Thu, December 10, 87, 12 pm

 - I suffer because of someone else's suffering.

+Even if it is grace and healing?

 - I think my selfishness hurts me too, maybe even the most.

+Every person is usually hurt the most by his or her own egoism - the lack of satisfaction for it.

 You are not deprived of this either.  But you suffer a lot - more and more - with My suffering for the evil that destroys other people.

 You are a sacrificial victim, and it hurts, as long as you have self-love.

 The more pure love there is in you, the greater the peace and greater relief, and even joy.

 Cleansing costs everyone.  But the goal is more important than the means.

 

 Luke 19:39-40 

But some Pharisees from among the crowd said to him, "Teacher, forbid your disciples to do this."  He said, "I tell you, if these keep silent, the stones will cry out."

 - Further fragments of Scripture are very eloquent (Luke 19:41-48).

+They refer to My Church, which requires the greatest purification.

The pain must be greater than the desire for one's own glory - both in each person and in My Church.

 Draw conclusions from the pain, that affects you, look for the cause within yourself and ask what needs to be treated.

 Ask me to heal and give thanks for the healing pain.

 The Apocalypse, on the outskirts of which you are, must first of all heal My Church, whose disease has been spreading throughout the world for centuries.

764

Wed, 9 XII 87, 10:40pm

- What penance should I undertake?

+If someone asks you for something, don't refuse, whatever it is.  Entrust yourself to My guidance and trust completely.

 Try to be cheerful and nice to everyone, whatever they do.

 763 

Tue, 8 December 87, 4pm

+ You are not here for yourself, but to serve.

 By serving, you get the most.

 1 P 3:13-14

 Who will harm you if you are zealous to do good?

 But even if you suffer anything for righteousness' sake, blessed are you...

762

Mon, December 7, 87, 9:40 am

 - I am very tired, My Jesus...

+ Hug me and it will be easier for you.

 - Thank you for this, because it is the pain of love that cannot be fulfilled here.

 +The greatness of pain testifies to the greatness of love that will be fulfilled in Me.

 - I'm offering this to you... you know for what intention...

 Don't take it, even though I offer it.  I want to offer constantly.

+Cling to Me, we will offer it to the Father together.

 - Everything in me longs for You and everything is the wound of this longing, Christ.

+I gave you a piece of My longing for My children and My desire to get them back.

 Love and longing are a mutual relationship.  I develop it in you so that it will be greater when you return to Me.

 - There is so much pain in this world and it constantly gives rise to new pain and people who are wounded in the deepest layers of their souls.

 And the cry of these wounded hearts grows ever greater.

+A cry for Love, because sick love in a person causes the deepest wounds.

 Sick love maims and kills both itself and others.

 I came into the world to teach love, to heal love... and I am and I heal in those who come to Me.

 Call My wounded children.  Lead me to Me - I will heal, soothe, give peace and joy, because I am Pure, full and perfect Love.

 Open your heart so that in you I can come to others.

 J 3,22-23 

Jesus John the Baptist Then Jesus and his disciples went to the land of Judea.  There he stayed with them and baptized them...

 And people came and were baptized.

761

 Sun, 6 December 87, 10:30pm

- The pain of longing and the pain of sympathy for everyone came today.  Everyone carries their own longing and bitterness of unfulfillment.

 +Separated from Me are My children, although I am so close, although My Spirit is in them.

 And I feel the cry of longing to return in their hearts.  And it cannot be drowned out by anything - it will always come back even stronger.

 - I have known the bitterness of this longing for a very long time.  It is always fresh, despite my many years.

 +The longing to return to Me does not get old.  It is always the same, just as the soul is always the same.

 How much stronger is My longing for My children.  How much stronger...

 My child, do not spare Me the caresses of your heart.  Pour out your love for Me and those you love - give vent to your longing and desire for Love.

760

Sat, December 5,  87, 8am

- What do you recommend, Lord, for the next year of my life that begins today? [Her birthday]

+My Love always and in everything.  Much has happened in your last year, and even more will happen this year.  Be alert and very united with Me.  See Me everywhere, because I am always with you.

 2 Corinthians 6:16c 

I will dwell with them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they will be My people.