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 Sun, 13 XII 87, 9:30am

 - Your gaze, filled with love and suffering, is still with me.

And in this look of yours I see,  and through it I see more and more clearly this our last meeting.

 There was more evil than good, more selfishness than love, more vanity than giving - in each of us.

 My Christ, heal my heart and our hearts, so weak-minded and unlike Yours.  Wash them with Your Blood and my tears.

 - What will I bring to today's meeting?

+With My suffering in you and with My Merciful Love.

 I am in you and that is why your sinfulness and the sinfulness of others burn you so much.

 Do not despair, My child.  I love you all and heal you.

 Forgive people for their misery and sinfulness, not only because you are not better than them, but above all because I love them and forgive them.

 Do not increase the evil that is in them with your own evil that you give them in your heart.  Together with them, let your soul kneel before Me to beg for mercy.

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 Sat, 12 XII 87, 7:30am

 - The goal of man here on earth, is to multiply the goods that I have given him.

 And poverty consists in not boasting about it, not taking any credit for it.

 Piety and prayerful attitude towards Me, as well as the charismatic character that I have given, ethical perfection - if they are the reason for exaltation, comparison with others and boasting, they are the source of evil.

 Then I take them away - or, more often, limit the possibility of abuse and humiliate them - in order to heal the soul of such a careless child of Mine.

 So be careful what you do in your heart. 

 The rich young man who did not want to give up his riches is not only one who has material wealth and loves them more than Me.  But above all, he is the one who does not want to give up dominating, impressing, standing out among others.  Who craves human recognition, admiration, and tribute.

This is the one who loves himself more than Me and therefore cannot serve Me in poverty, unnoticed by others, perhaps even disregarded or humiliated.

 No one can exalt themselves or impress Me before Myself, which is why it is so difficult to follow Me in pure love, in interior poverty.

 This poverty of heart is decisive.

 External poverty inspired by the desire to show it and stand out for it is also a turning away from Me towards self-love.

 The height of poverty is to rely only on My assessment, My approval, My justice, My will.  Desiring only Me and My Love.  And this is tantamount to accepting towards myself how I was assessed in the eyes of the world when I was a Man.

 Who among you can afford such pure love and service?  To become Merciful Love, desiring nothing for itself.  Even to preserve one's good name.

 Ask me to teach you this - I want you on this path.  Dig deeper into the content of the Eight Beatitudes and the Hymn of Love.

 Take this program as yours literally.

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 Fri,  December 11, 87, 11pm

 - Today I still feel Your gaze from the cross in K. - full of Kindly and compassionate Love.

+ This is how I am among you.  Try to be to each other what I am to you.

 Notice the difference between what I am and what you are.  Please, let this difference not be so great.

+No one can be proud of what he is or what he can do, or compare himself with others, or exalt himself.  Likewise, no one should suffer from an inferiority complex.

 Everyone has received what they have from Me and should direct all their attention and effort to multiplying these goods and serving them in humility and self-forgetfulness.

 Everyone will be assessed according to the measure that was given to him and will be responsible for every percentage missing to fulfill the obligation I have given him.

 And it may be that in My eyes an idiot will turn out to be better than a genius, a man entangled in sin than a pious person, a beggar than a dignitary.770

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 Fri,  December 11, 87, 2:30pm

 - My heart breaks every day...

 +And that's when the springs of My graces pour out on those for whom you offer yourself.

 - ...and I see crowds of devils with joy, tearing people and dragging them to destruction.  There are plenty of them everywhere.  And we are still blind.

 Give me the grace of repentance.

 +Your prayer and your sacrifice saves.  See how My light flows after your prayers and frees you from the confusion of darkness.

 Look and rejoice.  Look as the angels sing hymns of Glory and love around the freed ones.  Look, how the glow of My love surrounds them.