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Fri, 11 88, 10:30am | Solemnity of Our Lady, Mother of God 

- My prayer is cluttered with distractions, and You, Mary, take it, choose it and throw away the rubbish to bring it pure to Your Son.

 • Therefore it is good to seek My mediation.

 - ...and when there is too much garbage, You look for scraps of prayer in them and use them to compose a hymn to Your Son. And I will also extract some crumbs of goodness from my actions. You do this to remove my filth from His sight.

 You clean and keep things clean around Him, just like when He was your human Child.

 • I showed you what role your intercessory prayers and offerings should play for those You want to help stand pure before Jesus.

 - You put so much care into ensuring that each of His children stands clean before Him...

 • Help Me.

 My Son has called you, your sisters and brothers, to help Me.

 So that together with Me you will extract His children from the dirt and impurity of the world.

 I am with you. Angels and Saints remain with you to give you support, strength and the power of Christ.

 And from among you, Jesus chose sacrificial hosts, which He offers as a constant offering to the Father for the salvation of many. Pure and holy hosts, whose integrity is taken care of by all of Heaven, and which Jesus washes with His Blood.

 Be faithful to My Son, for He has chosen you among many and called you to save many. Be faithful to Him in your hidden everyday life, which is part of His mission to save the world.

 My life and My hidden sacrifice with My Son are repeated in your heart.

 Do not be afraid, the power of Christ watches over you and is given to you for every moment, for every time.

 - I know many analogies. Isn't this just my imagination? Is my imagination not tainted by my desires?

 • Your desires are fulfilled by Jesus, because they are His desires. He showed you yesterday, how thoroughly and quickly they are fulfilled.

 - Such an abundance of grace in the face of my unworthiness...

 • God has been pleased to choose you as His bride. This is His will.

 - The stigma of my unworthiness terrifies me.

 • He will take them off you, and I will prepare you for it.

 - I have no one to tell about all this...

 • You have it for someone, but keep it in your heart, until it is given to you.

 - Will my remaining days be one great sob of my heart over my own unworthiness in the face of Your Love, Jesus?

+This will purify you and make you worthy. And it will purify others, for whose unworthiness you also bear the pain and joy of offering.

 Rom 9:15b.l7 | GRACE IS DECIDED BY GOD'S CHOICE. 

I show grace to whom I wish, and mercy to whom I have compassion.

 For this reason I have raised you up, to show my power in you, and that my name may be proclaimed in all the earth.

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 Thu, 31 December 87, 7:30pm

+Do not be afraid, My daughter, of the days to come. Come, we will make a sacrifice for the world, for My poor, beloved children and for those who will save them.

 Come, My bride - in My arms you will be when the earth trembles and the sky ignites.

 My Love in you will be salvation for many.

 Come, let My Mother prepare you for the sacrifice of love, for the wedding ceremony with your Spouse. Surrender to Her tender hands. Let it decorate you, decorate you, before you place a pure, holy sacrifice in my arms. Before you cross the threshold of My house.

 You asked for Words for this new year. Here they are. This is a preview of your days.

 - You have connected me with someone, Jesus, and he is my concern...

+It is a light for the enlightenment of the Gentiles and a deliverance for many.

 He is My Love walking on this earth. His prayers are living water and his hands are balm that heals wounds.

 It is My hidden power, which I will reveal when the time comes to cleanse the world.

 Your sacrifice will illuminate his charisma, and his heart will be a heaven of peace for many.

 2 Tim 3:10-17 | Staying in your calling

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 Thu,  December 31, 87, 8pm 

- I received You today in the form of two Hosts.

+I have thus confirmed what I made known to you in the night - in the silence of your heart.

 You are like My Mother, devoted to My Work and sacrificing yourself together for it.  You accepted co-responsibility and it was given to you, like these two Hosts: a sign of connection.

 Your life is the life of the Sorrowful Mother.  There is your joy and fulfillment in this calling.  And the blood you give, will give life to those for whom you give it.

 Birth and death on the cross continue until it is fulfilled.

 Your every day is a sacrificial feast and every day you are consecrated to make a pure sacrifice - for life in Love.

 Continue in this, My bride, all your days, until it is fulfilled, until it comes to pass.

 J 4:35b-37 

Behold, I say to you, lift up your eyes and look at the fields, how they are white for harvest.  The reaper already receives his wages and reaps a harvest for eternal life, so that the sower rejoices with the reaper.  Here the saying is true: One sows and another reaps.

+What I said, refers to the sower and the reaper, and to the seeds sown into the ground and the harvest of a hundredfold.

 Whoever has a heart, let him understand it.

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Tue, 29 IX 87, 10am

 +You should also not take care of yourself except for necessary things.

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 Mon, 28 December 87, 11:15pm

+Reduce all your remaining desires, to one: to fulfill My will.

 Don't give in to moods and compulsions.

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 Mon, 28 XII 87, 3pm

- It's hard for me, Jesus, because I live on earth...

+That's not true.  You live in heaven even though you are on earth.  See Me and My Heaven where you are.  Live it.  See it in yourself.

 - You touch my hands and my heart so often... Or maybe all the time, although I don't notice.

+My touch is a sign of My presence for you.  My gaze is always on you.

 Rom 8:31

 What then shall we say to this?  If God is for us, who can be against us?

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Sun, December 27, 87, 00:30am

 - Life with You, Jesus, is rich and I would like to share it with others...

 But is it necessary?  At times it seems to me that the distance between me and others is increasing.

 There are things that cannot be communicated and these are the most important ones.  And others?

 Is it worth sharing?

+Don't judge it from your own point of view and according to your own feelings.

 Or rather, consider, what they have gained.  What have you given them from your riches of coexistence with me?

 - I am not sure.  I can't recognize it.

+ If I'm sending it, they probably need it.

 - But it often seems to me that what I say about You, what I show from You [,] is not received with due respect and gratitude.  I feel like it hurts You.

+And I am often in pain.  Contact with people usually causes me a lot of pain precisely because of the lack of understanding, love, gentleness and devotion.

 But I gave myself up for people.  And if My Sacrifice brings even very little fruit, it does bring it.  And even if only to save one human soul, I wanted to bear it.

 God is very generous and does not calculate the proportions between what He gives and what He receives.  He desires each of His children and does everything to save them.

 Don't expect abundant fruits of your efforts and sacrifices.  Much less do you want to notice them immediately.  You must sow, generously throwing out the seeds of work and love.  Each of them will germinate, although it may often take a long time to develop into a weak plant.

 Don't compare this plant with your effort and hardship.  Don't compare at all and don't judge based on immediate reactions and symptoms.

 You must sow as I sowed, even though everything seemed like a fruitless effort.

 But was it fruitless?

 Don't blame people for being the way they are.  Love them and hope and trust them and help them.  Because I love them and I love you, even though you are what you are.

 Rejoice and be grateful because you participate in My saving effort.

 Do not be discouraged, My child, for discouragement is a temptation.