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Thu, 5 III 87, 9:15am
- What should I care about, to make fewer mistakes, to act like You when you were a Human?
+Take care of Me and I will take care of you. Confide everything to Me on a regular basis, and I will shape your actions and your thoughts - your everyday life.
You are constantly tempted to take the initiative to improve yourself.
Do only what I ask of you and only that. Neither more nor less.
"Complementing" My will according to one's own overzealousness inspired by excessive ambition leads to many mistakes.
Perfection also consists in humbly and patiently enduring one's own imperfection and the imperfection of others.
2 Corinthians 6:3-8a
Without causing offense to anyone, lest our ministry be mocked, we show ourselves to be servants of God in all things: through much patience, through afflictions, adversities and afflictions, in beatings, in prisons, in riots, in hardships, night vigils and fasts, by purity and knowledge, by magnanimity and gentleness, by the manifestations of the Holy Spirit and sincere love, by preaching the truth and by the power of God, by the weapons of righteousness and defence, by honor and shame, by good fame and defamation.
412
Wed, 4 March 87, 10:10pm
- The whole day is waiting for the evening meeting with You. And all days: longing, desire and hope. What will You tell me?
+Have a hug. There's no need for words.
- I won't make You dirty?
+You are not dirty. And even if I did, I would cleanse you.
You should never have such fears. If you become soiled, run immediately so that I may restore to you the purity and innocence of a child of God.
411
Wed, March 4, 87, 9pm | Ash Wednesday
- I woke up today with the awareness of the words:
"The Messiah has risen and puts on sandals to go to battle."
- Whose words are these?
My Angels, who are My army.
- How to prepare?
+Pray for the world.
Jn 17,1-3,25-26
Jesus said this, and looking up to heaven, he said: "Father, the hour has come. Surround your Son with glory, so that by virtue of the power given to Him by You over every human being, He will give eternal life to those whom You have given Him.
And this is eternal life: that they may know you, the one true God, and the one whom you have sent, Jesus Christ.
Righteous Father! The world has not known you, but I have known you...
that You sent me.
I have revealed Your name to them and will continue to reveal It so that the love with which you loved me may be in them and I in them”.
- Your high priestly prayer continues...
+All Heaven is praying for you to be saved.
And all Heaven weeps for those who will perish.
410
Tue, March 3, 87, 3:45pm
- You, Father, have made me so alienated and separated from the outside world...
+You are in the Caramel of My Love. The contemplative order is not walls but My Love in which you are enclosed.
It is not a formal affiliation, but giving Me body and soul as My exclusive property. These are our intimate meetings in the soul, giving each other.
The less advertising and outside arrangements, the better. What do others care about our love? It is unique, unrepeatable, . No one else can understand it fully - only as much as I allow.
- You see - I cry out of love for You. Sometimes I think it's crazy...
+This is going to be crazy.
2 Cor 1:22
He also sealed us and left the pledge of the Spirit in our hearts.
409
Mon, March 2, 1987, 9:30am
- This morning, after waking up, I heard:
+Postulants are not allowed to go to the beach.
- Did You direct this prohibition at Me, Lord?
+ Yes, my child. I want you to give Me your next pleasure and habit.
For many years I have fulfilled the desires of your human heart.
I have brought you many joys of life in the world.
Now I want you to return to Me and that I be your only joy.
-Many of the old pleasures have lost their luster, and so has this one. However, it will be a certain sacrifice, like any limitation.
+Offer it for those who are too interested in their bodies and only serve it. Also for those of Mine who are unable to control their corporeality.
- I keep declaring that I gave You everything, that I have nothing. And I believe it.
But when You reach for something specific to take - then there is a hint of sadness.
+ My child, you have a special place in my heart. I have prepared you to walk away from all that is precious in the eyes of the world. You can't enjoy it anymore.
You know about it.
Change this human reflex of sadness or reverie into the joy of the gift you give Me.
-And I'm really glad that You want something, that I can give You something I didn't even realize I had.
So great is Your delicacy, tenderness and solicitude when You come to take something.
You take it from my hands like a useless toy, to throw them around Your neck and hug them even closer, good and holy God.
Mk 3,3
Jesus' true relatives and relatives
Because whoever does God's will is My brother, sister and mother.
408
Sun, 1 III 87, 11:15am
+What can you record of what I am doing in you?
- I don't think I can. Perhaps it is that during Your closeness, the body seems to lose all its coherence and becomes quite penetrating, as if - more and more diluted. Almost disappearing inside You. My soul is immersed in You and filled with Your tenderness, so delicate, subtle and powerful at the same time, containing the power that makes the universe tremble.
Silence, slow penetration and power.
I feel like a grain of sand that has been swept away by an ocean wave. And it carries into its depth, unknown, infinite.
There is brightness, warmth, gentleness. Such immense peace, there is no sense of time or matter.
There is an infinite space from which I am not separated despite my tinyness. And the present, which is eternity.
And yet time has shifted - it is 12:25. It would be absurd and indescribably stupid if I dared to desire anything or show any activity.
One has only to surrender in awe and gratitude to what He is doing.
Mark 13:26-27 | THE COMING OF CHRIST
Then they will see the Son of Man coming in the clouds with great power and glory.
Then He will send angels and His chosen ones from the four corners of the world, from the ends of the earth to the top of heaven.
Psalm 139 | God penetrates everything
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Sat, 28 II 87, 11:45pm
+I send and walk on this earth in those who place themselves at My disposal.
Multiplied, I walk in My chosen children to bring light where there is darkness and Love where there is sadness.
And you know, in whom I came to you to shake hands and show the way.
You also know, to whom I am going in you.
Take care not to obscure My holiness in you with your own human imperfection.
- Does a man himself know who he is?
+ Not exactly. If he finds Me in himself, he will also know himself.
If not - he lives in illusions, the tragedy of which he will see in meeting Me face to face.
You can only see yourself through Me who Am in you.
And it will be a look in truth. For I am the Truth.
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