804

Wed 6 1 88, 10pm

 - I received half of the Host...

+You were partially with Me at this Holy Mass and I was not able to come to you fully.

 - It was hard for me to concentrate.

+Although it is difficult, it is also necessary.  All the more we must desire and call.

 I gave you My pain.  Respect it and don't make it bigger.

 My beloved child, My Heart suffers when you turn your eyes away towards trivial matters and submit to them in My home... when I am handed over to you.

 Respect the gift of My Love.  Cherish it in your heart and caress it so that it may be soothed in you.

 - What you do is beyond me, how can I face it?

+In childlike love you can manage.

 By giving Me everything at every moment, you will equal My Love, which desires everything because it is Everything.  And all this is My gift to you.

 Fullness equals fullness, although the size of each is different.  Nothing can be added to the fullness and that is why it is perfect.

 Your childlike, trusting love can be like this, even if there are weaknesses in your nature.

 Your desire, your sincerity and your trust can be the fullness of love if they are the constant cry of the heart - even in distraction, even in failure, even in weakness.

 My Love keeps calling you.  Call it too with the cry of your heart.

 Let this voice of yours and my longing for meeting, for connection, be one voice, one sound.  Complement and fulfillment of the mutual desire for Love.

 Let your love return to Me, for it is Mine.  Let there be no separation, because separation is pain.

 I gave you My pain, and you give Me your love so that this pain does not exist in Me.  That it may turn into the joy of love regained, found, closing the wound of separation.

 No one can heal the wound of separation of My Love within you - only you can do this.

 You see, My child, I want to connect, unite, unite.

 To create One, I want to collect the fragments of scattered Love.

 I came to collect.

 My enemy does everything he can to divide everything and everyone.

 All division, quarreling, opposition and fighting are its goal.

 Love is unity.  It is a mutual call, a meeting, a unification.

 This is union in Me.

 Every seed of your love that returns to Me builds My Kingdom of Love in you and for you.  For all My children.

 My Love is simple: brotherly, fatherly, spousal and desires your childlike trust and spousal devotion.

 803

Wed, 6 1 88, 12:30pm |  Epiphany

 - Your grace comes so unexpectedly.  Like a ray of sunlight from behind the clouds.  It touches with warmth and penetrates.

 Everything that is corporeal melts and falls.  There is silence and bliss.  Light.

 I longed for You in someone, and You come and touch me and you are there.  My Bridegroom, my God with mutilated hands whose touch I know.

 A moment like this is worth decades of suffering.

 Eph 6:21a 

That you also may know about my affairs...

 802

Tue, 5 I 88, 10pm

 - You poured out the sweetness of Your Love on me.  And I still feel the sign of Your offering.

+ I love you.

 - It seems to me that I could fit the whole world in my heart, because My heart is in you and it burns with Love.

 - I have to cry alternately out of love and admiration for You or out of Your pain and torment.

 This cry of the soul is strange, even though the eyes are dry

+ You live in Me and everything happens in Me.

801

Tue, 5 I 88, 10:20am

 +Do not expect any other joy than the joy of sacrifice.

 - I used to think that after a period of alienation and longing, there would come a time of peace in the heart and sweetness of being in You and merciful love towards the world.  But that's not the case.  There is a genuine martyrdom of the heart - in virtually all situations.

+This is your vocational path.  If your sacrifice is to be authentic, there must be authentic suffering.

 My closeness gives you strength and is the power thanks to which you can persevere.

 Everything that I do towards you, I do so that you may fulfill your calling.

 Don't ask about tomorrow.  It will come at the right time and you will be prepared to accept what it brings.

 You are surrounded by great care and you are never alone.  My Mother is watching over you and hosts of angels are taking care of you.

 And your Bridegroom looks at you with tenderness.

 You are completely immersed in My Love.

 Judges 20:26 

Then they went to Bethel, weeping before the LORD, and they fasted that day until evening, offering burnt offerings and peace offerings before the LORD.

800

 Mon, 4 1 88, 10pm 

- So many people pass through my house, I participate in so many things , and my isolation and loneliness is complete.

+The martyrdom of the heart that I promised you, touches you.  But don't talk about loneliness, because I'm with you.

 - I am very tired of this double life.

+I have sealed you with the sign of Crucified Love.  It will be like this until the end.

 - Everywhere I turn, there are thorns piercing my heart.  What am I still doing here?

+You bear the sacrifice of crucifixion with Me.

 You gather these thorns to bring relief to others.