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Wed,  13 I 88, 11:30pm

 - You led me, Lord, into complete darkness.

+I want to destroy your habit of deciding about yourself and doing anything on your own.  I want to convince you that everything you undertake without devotion to Me is a mistake: a waste of time and energy.

 If you are stubborn in your current habits, I will not be able to give you the graces whose sign I have allowed you to feel.

 I want you to be a helpless child, not an adult and self-sufficient person.  I will not help you in what you want to do, even if it is very pious and very necessary in your opinion.

 There are many holy things and many divine things, but I expect you to do only what I give you.  Only this and nothing more than that.

 You must remain with Me at all times, ready to accept what I will give you.

 You have nothing of your own: no things, no affairs, no plans.

 But at the same time you have everything from Me at every moment, on an ongoing basis.

 If your whole heart is turned towards Me, there will be no mistakes in recognizing My will.

 Like an embryo in the mother's womb, so you must be in Me.  Then I will carry you and do everything.

 - So that I can fulfill your request...

 +You don't have to know anything.  You just have to want it, just want it.  Just cuddle up to Me and entrust everything to Me from moment to moment.

 Love is expressed by giving yourself and everything.  Keeping anything to yourself is betrayal.

 Devotion must be a process that is ongoing - becoming.

 You remain in loving devotion beyond time and beyond time, which will then flow inside your life in Me.

 Full, lasting devotion will ensure that by living in Me you will live in eternity and nothing that exists in time will disturb your loving union with Me.

 814

Tue  12 I 88, 8:30am

+ I created you to love you, to give you the happiness that only God can give.

 - How should I behave when you give me so much and so much undeserved?

+ Ordinary.  Rejoice like a child and accept everything with gratitude.  Cherish what I give you and love Me with all your heart - with all your strength with the simplicity of a child.

 I want love because unrequited love is a great pain.

 INTRODUCTION TO THE MINOR PROPHETS 

The activity of the Israelite prophets was not a rare or exceptional phenomenon during the period of the monarchy or immediately after their return from captivity.

 - Why did you give me such words?

 +You are a testimony of My generosity.

813

 Mon, 1 11 88, 9:30pm

 - How could you give so much to such misery as me?

+That's why I chose you, so you can take no credit for anything.

 Everything is a free gift: what you have already received and what you will receive.

 I only want your love.

 You are a testimony of My generosity.

812

Mon, 11 I 88, 8:45am

 - There are no Your Words.

+But there is My Love.

 - I'm thinking, how to sort out everything you've told me so far.

 Titus 3:8 

This doctrine is worthy of faith, and I want you to speak about it with complete determination... It is good and profitable for people.

 + If you give something to Me, you must not accept any doubts and anxiety, but must trust and submit to My will and My guidance.

 If something is given to Me, I will always bring good out of it.

 811

Sun, 10 1 88, 10:10pm

 - I want to thank You for my spiritual father.

+I chose him for you to bring you where I want you to be.  Continue to obey him.

 - You are hidden, Jesus.

+But My sign of pain tells you of My presence in you.

 - What prayer do you like the most?

+ Honest.  One word flowing from a burning heart is worth more than many prayers spoken without love.

 Don't ask too much.  I'll tell you everything at the right time.  Trust.

810

Sun 10 I 88, 9 am |  Baptism of the Lord

+You must accept your pain as an offering in reparation.  Much pain is needed to make amends for those who act in My Name.

 Accept for them what I fill your days with, and also this requirement of obedience.  For disobedience to Me: Crucified Love.

 To obey Me, to fulfill My will, you must identify with Me in everything I give and put before you.  Everything is a task towards this identification with Crucified Love.

 Be with Me in My Love and in My Pain, the mark of which you bear.

 You asked, so I gave you to live My Pain and My Love constantly.

 And there will be more and more and more intense.

 Titus 2:11-14

 For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation to all people, teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly desires, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly in this world, waiting for the blessed hope and the appearing of the glory of the great God.  and our Savior Jesus Christ, who gave himself for us to redeem us from all iniquity, and to purify for himself a chosen people, zealous for good works.

809

 Sat,  9 1 88, 7:30am

 - Grant, Jesus, that I will be able to carry my humanity to the end.

+Give it to Me - I will carry it.  I will take every day, every moment of yours and carry it with you.

 Everything will be in My hands.  There you will see every crumb of your life.  I will illuminate and saturate you with My Love.  And you will recognize Me in every person, place and event.

 Give everything back with a heroic act of love.  Incessant.  And invite My Mother to help you do this.