Fri, 1 III 91 

All life and all events should teach a person wisdom so that they do not waste the grace of time and the grace of Sacrifice. So that they may grow in Love and in doing good. My Way of the Cross is a summary and a sign of your life, which differs from it in that it is extended in time.

Thu, 28 III 91 

Why do you care what others do? The important thing is that you never cease of doing good for them.

Fri, 1 I 91 

Holiness is accepted suffering out of love for God and one's brothers and sisters.

Fri, 11 I 91 

Old age teaches humility and devotion to God. One's own sinfulness also teaches humility. Humility is what determines your heaven. What kind of heaven it will be.

Mon, 7 I 91

People reactions to difficult situations contain an element of evil and pain in three ways:

– they respond with rebellion and anger,

– they run away

– they accept it in a spirit of expiation in union with Me and offer their suffering for their neighbors, especially for those who are the cause of their suffering.

This third way leads to the salvation of all participants in suffering: those who inflict it and those who accept it. And it is a way devoid of selfishness and the desire for revenge. It is a way of pure love – My Way. Whoever desires to be My disciple and My apostle must accept this third way of fighting evil. It is a way of fighting evil, first of all within oneself – and through this, also against evil coming from without as a test. 

Evil coming from outside is allowed to reveal your inner evil, which you do not want to see. You are sent everywhere and always to save human souls and save this world from destruction through prayer and suffering offered for them. 

To be a wise person, one must live in asceticism. Wisdom is above goodness, because a wise person will always choose goodness and that which leads to the highest Good – Love.

Fri,  14 XII 90  (during the 3rd Station of the Cross)

Tiepolo Giovani Domenico Stations of the cross

Offer the pain of your falls for those who persist in falling and find pleasure in it.

Wed,  24 X 90

Do not desire or seek anything for yourself – allow Me to find and satisfy yourself with everything. Desire only Me and My will. And the salvation of souls.

Sat, 20 X 90

 – During prayer, I understood that every person, in addition to their Guardian Angel, also has their own tempter, whom they must resist throughout their lives. The more often and consciously a person asks the Lord, Mary, and the spirits and guardian souls for help, the more victories they are granted. If they rely on themselves, they lose, because it is impossible to resist such a great power of evil. 

All of life is a struggle, and its tension never ceases, because everyone is within the reach of Satan, whose power is proportionate to the graces and talents given to them by God. Constant vigilance and imploring for God's mercy are necessary. The strongest attacks of evil come after graces have been received and wreak the greatest havoc, because then a person is usually least vigilant, believing they are no longer in danger, that they are strong and privileged – they forget their weakness and the need to constantly plead for help.

Sun, 30 IX 90

Your main spiritual problem is forgetting your own human weakness and losing your vigilance. A fall begins within your soul with even the slightest succumbing to discouragement or dissatisfaction, which is the beginning of a loss of inner balance. And whoever loses balance, falls. You must cling to Me with all your strength when your balance, your peace, and your love in your heart waver, because then weakness already dominates you, and you are powerless against it, even though you see it.

I told you about guarding your thoughts so that this lack of vigilance does not become the cause of a fall. You must constantly remember two things: your weakness and My omnipotence, and the constant desire for My help. Being weak is not evil. The evil lies in forgetting this and carelessly using your heart and mind. And you carelessly leave them open and empty in the face of the situations and influences within your sphere.

 Even if nothing were happening outside, you are immersed in the spiritual world, which is always active and reaches you through your senses or directly within. If you do not consciously strive for Good, filling your heart and mind with it, your soul is open to the assault of Evil.

I said: Whoever is not with Me is against Me, Whoever does not gather scatters, as well as the parables: the one about the swept room, the one about the virgins, and others. I said all this to awaken vigilance and protect against fall. I created man weak, so that he might draw strength from me. 

I aroused a hunger for love in the human heart, so that it might be nourished by My Love. I made people poor, so that they might overflow with My riches. I created you as nothing, so that you might be all in Me. You harm yourself and others if you consciously or carelessly disregard the fact of your weakness and the gift of My Love and My Power. The gift of Myself, who I am for you.  This is your only problem, and that of each of you, which produces the fruits of evil, which you confess without seeing their source and without recognizing the guilt where it lies.

Romans 2:17–21

Thu, 27 IX 90

My child, you must not only guard your tongue, but also your thoughts. It is necessary to direct your thoughts toward goodness, toward the kindness that flows from My Love. If you learn this and pray for it, there will be no problem in guarding your tongue so that it does not hurt others, because thoughts filled with My love will not allow this. 

Give Me your thoughts during morning prayer and ask that they all be born in Me, to fill your mind and your heart throughout the day.

When temptations and difficult situations arise, immerse your mind and your heart in Me and ask for peace in your thoughts and love in your heart, so that there may be no emptiness and evil within you. Think of Me: of My goodness, wisdom, omnipotence. Immerse your mind in Me, so that it may be permeated by My wisdom and love. 

Do not try to understand and know everything completely.  Instead, try to accept everything with peace, love, and gratitude, because everything serves the good: yours and others. It is a gift for the enrichment of your soul.

Acts 14:15 We preach to you that you should turn from these vanities to the living God.

Sun, 16, XI 90

Your Carmel and your hermitage for intimate communion with Me are in your soul. There is the chapel of the Blessed Sacrament, where I am alive and thirsty for your adoration. 

Pietro Novelli, Our Lady od Mount Carmel and the saints, 1641

Come to Me there at any moment when you are free from external activities. Come wherever you are and immerse yourself in the Love that always desires you and is always committed to you. And bring into your heart all those you desire to make them happy and for whom you care. Bring many, including those I show to your eyes and your heart. 

Your respite from hardships and external activity requires no time but Me. Not time for you, but time for Me, and such time is always given. You will always find rest in My Heart when you immerse yourself in it. Then I will give you rest, strength, and joy to your body and your soul. 

 Lk 9:29 And while he was praying, the appearance of his countenance was altered, and his clothes became dazzling white.

Fri, 31 VIII 90

The hermit's life is a state of soul, not external conditions. Yes, external conditions help, but they do not determine it. A hermit's soul is one immersed in Me in constant prayer and intimate communion, for which external conditions are no significant obstacle.

 The fervor of love and devotion conquers the interior, which is a hermitage accessible only to Me. A hermitage filled only with silence and Love independent of the external world, for everything external is drowned in this silence and Love.

First, strive for this state consciously, and everything that reaches you through your senses, immerse it in the hermitage of your soul, calm it, and surrender it to My loving gaze. Then My grace will dominate your consciousness, and this state will remain within you uninterrupted. And the light of peace and merciful love will flow outward from you. And no one will be able to hurt or disturb you anymore.  Be My hermit, dwelling within the temple of your soul, and there continually adore the love of your Spouse.

Francisco Zurbaràn, The Virgin of the Carthusians, 1655

There is need of souls so devoted to Me that I may live among people in them and bless them. The first such soul was Mary. Then there were the saints in whom the world has recognized Me. Now I desire you and others in whom My Love, ignited by the Holy Spirit, burns to save many. Do not be afraid of your weakness. Only your desire and acceptance of the path I am leading you are important.

2 Corinthians 13:11 ...Rejoice, strive for perfection, be of one mind, live in peace, and may the God of love and peace be with you.

Thu, 22 III 90

Don't let the priest who offers My Sacrifice concern you. Don't observe him, don't judge him. Don't choose the Sacrifice offered by your favorite priest. Don't go there for him. Come only for Me—to make the gift of yourself on the altar and receive My gift in Communion. With your heart and soul, perceive Me: My holiness, My Love, and My pain.

Tue, 20 III 90

Don't look within yourself, but at Me—that will heal you. I illuminate your wounded nature so that you may cling to the Wound of My Heart, from where the Blood of your purification and sanctification flows. Hide there, so that your sinfulness may become white as snow. The time you live in the body is given for your purification—for the recovery of your original holiness. Healing begins with bringing it into the light. Then there is only the healing of the wounds. And gaining strength to accept the next discovery of evil and further wounds.

It will be like this all the time, until you reach the threshold of Heaven. If your self-denial is not enough to accept everything here, I will heal the rest in Purgatory, so that you can enter Heaven with a pure heart, for otherwise it is impossible.

 Fri 9.III 90 

Stations of the Cross (with paintings by Francisco Tiempolo 1696-1770)

I. 

Look how I have accepted human injustice. Is not God's Truth greater in you than human judgment? Is not the judgment of your God more important to you, and My Love greater? 

II.

Deny yourself and take up your daily cross. If you reject it, you reject My Love, which is crucified on earth so that it may shine forth in full glory in your soul.

III.

 It does not matter that you fall. That you experience the pain and humiliation of falls. From them, I will give birth to your holiness, if you desire that I raise and purify you. 

IV. 

Look: I gave you a Mother to be the support of your heart and that through Her Immaculate Heart the Pure Love that I generate for you in your soul may flow. 

V.

I will also send people to help you in carrying the burdens of your daily life. You will experience My care and My real help through their presence with you. Notice this.

VI. 

You will not only receive the help of their hands, but also in them you will perceive My Merciful Love, which leaning over you to wipe your face from the sweat, tears, and dirt of earthly life. 

VII. 

Trust Me even when you fall again. Look in truth at your misery and weakness, and cling to Me with all your heart, so that My Love may lift you up and fill you with the Power of the Holy Spirit. 

VIII.

 Do not be afraid. Go and proclaim the Truth of My Love. Shout and call out to them to make them desire salvation through My Cross and My Resurrection. To accept My Resurrection. 

IX. 

My child, do not forget your weakness. In humility, ask for forgiveness, and in humility, forgive your brothers. Be Mercy to them, as I am to you. 

X.

 Give up everything that is not God's Love in you. Surrender your human misery and sinfulness, and all the garments of selfishness, pride, and vanity with which you cover this misery. Stand naked before your God, so that I may clothe you in My holiness.

 XI. 

Accept with love the pain your brothers inflict on you. This is the pain of purification of your soul, done by human hands by the will of the Father. Allow yourself to be crucified like Me, so that the fullness of Love for your brothers may shine forth in you.

XII.

 Allow them to pierce your heart – to put your body to death. Your corporeality. Die to yourself, so that your soul may be free in God, so that God may be free in your soul. Allow My Blood – the Blood of salvation for many – to flow through the wound of your heart.

 XIII. 

You are not alone. You will not remain on the cross of sorrow. You will descend from it reborn and holy. In the arms of the Mother, you will find My peace and My Love. 

XIV. 

Desire Me to separate you – to free you – from your corporeality: your attachments to the world and to yourself. The time of resurrection is coming. Go forth and show the world Pure Love. Show the world Me resurrected in you. 

XV. 

Behold, I am Pure Love in you – go and do to your neighbors what I have done to you. Be to them as I am to you. May they recognize in you My forgiving Love and My Mercy, which is extended to them on the way of the cross of their lives on earth. Amen.

Sun, 4.III 90 

– I asked: Are there any improper attachments within me?

† Yes, to yourself.

– How can I move away from this?

† In no situation should one consider himself, nor take himself into account, but only My will. Rejoice in whatever My will is. I am in it.

Mon, 26.II 90

Every seed of your dying bears the fruit of life – it is someone's resurrection… My resurrection in the human soul.

Amen

 Sun, 18. II 90

If you go to another person without Me, you go unnecessarily.

If you want to help them only with your own strength, you will add your own weakness and sinfulness to their weakness and sinfulness.

If you turn to another to turn them to My ways, and do not beg in repentance for Me to convert you, you will scandalize their soul with your pharisaism and pride.

If you want to show love to another, and do not show it to Me above all else - you will lock them in your own egoism.

If you want to give the world Me, and do not give Me yourself completely, you will only give them your hypocrisy and vanity.

Convert, My children, to My way, which I showed you in the Sermon on the Mount and with My own life. Go and preach the Gospel to the world – being witnesses of the Gospel life yourselves – like Mary.

Amen

J 17:26 That the love with which You have loved Me may be in them, and I in them.

Thu, 8.II 90 

If you want to follow Me and imitate Me, you don't have to invent mortifications. You have to accept and burn in Love the evil that exists, that affects you every day and the hardships that human life is filled with.

Each station of My Way of the Cross is a reference to your life, and their order to the path of development of Love and self-denial in you. Contemplate and know that at the end there is Resurrection - yours and those whom you embrace with brotherly love. Your resurrection will be in proportion to your sacrificial love for your brothers.

The Way of the Cross of human life is purgatory on earth. Whoever accepts it will be taken to Heaven like Mary. She is a model for every person: Her "fiat" for all the will of God, Her motherly love for My children and Her spousal union with Me.

 

Mon 18.XII.89 

Desire your God. Desire with all your strength, with all your heart, with all your mind, with every moment of your existence. Look out, listen, accept. In proportion to your desire I will come, fulfill, satisfy, bestow Myself... a hundredfold, a thousandfold. But always in proportion to the longing and desire of your soul and to your effort to seek Me. 

I have given you eyes, ears, heart, hands, feet, mind... all so that by seeking Me, reaching for Me, you may increase your desire more and more. Love is not known by sight or hearing or intellect. You cannot take it in your hands or reach the place where it is. Love is the flame of life that fills your soul in proportion to your desire. And in proportion to your desire it permeates you and pours out beyond you, outwardly giving birth to life in others. 

Love is life that pulsates in you, and its warmth moves your body and your soul. Desire and be filled with this warmth, so that I may give you more: the heat and ardor of fire. So that I may burn in you, igniting others. Do not stop in your desire.

Love is dynamic. It is the life energy of the soul and of everything that exists. It is the answer to your desire. It does not matter what you do. What matters is how you love, how you desire to love Love and everything that creates in you and around you.

Lk 12:49 I have come to cast fire on the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled.

When you get to know Me, you go wherever you can get to know Me even more. You do everything that brings you closer to Me. You do all this because you want to possess Me, to saturate your heart with My Love. You meet people among whom I am.

When you experience, when you get to know My Love, when you recognize Me in your heart - then you go too. You are no longer going to find me, but for others to find me – your brothers and sisters, whom you love as I do. Because I love them with your heart even then, and I heal their wounds with your hands, with which I touch them. And with your lips they feed them with the words of My life. You are no longer going in search of God. I am going in you to find My children.

Wed 29.XI.89

 All difficult situations, especially the "hopeless" ones, are given to you so that you can turn to Me for help. I want to lead you and carry you through your earthly life. I want you to be constantly turned to Me. So that you can count on Me, not on yourself and your brothers. I want to reveal My presence with you and in the world through your weakness - My goodness, kindness and power. And above all, the glory of God - the King and Lord of all creation. Let weakness become your joy, because it is My glory in you and revealed to others through you - especially to those who have lost their trust and faith in My Omnipotence and Mercy. Trust your God, and He will save you and lead you to the Source of Life.

 

Fri 1.IX.89

Be faithful to Me in small daily sacrifices. There is no development of the soul in love without denying yourself – your egoism in every situation that gives you such a possibility. I am your life and your delight. Nothing outside of Me is good for you. There are only things necessary for your biological organism.

Contemplate Love in contrition and adoration – this is your program and daily joys.

Know that the progress of your spiritual children is always conditioned by your progress in loving Me with sacrificial love built on self-denial. Only then do miracles of conversion and inner healing occur, which are not contaminated by human attachments.

Wed 30.VIII 89

Repentance is what allows Me to transform you into Light. Lack of repentance is the darkness in you that covers and binds Me. Repentance and love – this is what you must be, whole and entire, to become Me. Repentance towards your human misery and rapture full of love towards My Mercy and My Holiness.

Mon 28.VIII.89

When you begin your day with the desire to give it to Me, begin by giving what is a permanent intention, the intention of the day, of the moment. Giving to everyone you meet, to everything that will be, to everything that is to come. And ask for the ardor of desire, for the fire of love, for tears of love, for the birth of Love. Ask for everyone and for everything that is dear to your heart.

Sun 27.VIII.89

Every prayer of yours should be My prayer in the Garden of Olives, so that your calling may be fulfilled. 

Deny yourself many things that are more of a pleasure than a benefit. Choose what is more difficult out of love for Me; but what is useful for the souls of your neighbors. 

Do not abuse yourself and do not cause yourself pain on purpose. But accept with trust every suffering that affects you from people, situations, or your body. Internal sufferings too.

Leave everything to My will and desire that it be fulfilled. Live the richness of My words from the Cross. A great catechesis is contained in them, and the essence of My Testament.

Examination of conscience :

Do not stop at external facts. Look at what your desire looked like. Was it like Mine? Did it move your heart and did you breathe it all day? In what moments, situations did you forget. When was it harder, the most difficult for you? What destroyed your desire?

Notice what was the most dangerous. Give it to Me. Ask My Mother, the saints, the angels for help. And repent, and ask me to make amends, to complete your sacrifice of the day, hour, moment. There

should be no empty time. There should be no filling up of time with just anything. There should be no preoccupation with yourself, with others, which does not enrich the soul. There should be no idle conversations and thoughts. There should be no succumbing to the whims of the body, mind, heart.

All this quenches the desire that is your life. It quenches your life. And it quenches the lives of those for whom you live.

Sun 13.VIII.89

Fervent love requires care and persistent effort. Do not spare it for Me or for those you meet in Me. Every person you meet is a gift from Me so that you may embrace them with My love that burns in you. How it burns depends on you. On your contribution to the heat of this fire.

 The gift of your effort and self-denial is needed, just as the bread and fish of the Apostles were needed, so that I may multiply them to feed the multitudes. In this way I will multiply what you give of yourself and you will be amazed by the great multiplication of My power of love in you.

Do not spare your effort to be wherever I am and to do what I do. Let your heart watch and burn and toil in daily life.

Fri 4.VIII.89

Stations of the Cross:

IX. Raise Me in your heart to the heights of heaven.

X. Cover Me with the veil of your tenderness.

XI. Heal My Wounds with the kisses of your love.

XII. Cover the Wound of My Heart with your heart.

When you pray the Way of the Cross in union with Me, we are one in the mutual gift of ourselves: you for Me and I for you.

 

Mon. 18.XII.89 7:20 AM

Desire your God. Desire with all your strength, with all your heart, with all your mind, with every moment of your existence. Look out, listen, accept. In proportion to your desire I will come, fulfill, satisfy, bestow Myself... a hundredfold, a thousandfold. But always in proportion to the longing and desire of your soul and to your effort to seek Me. 

I have given you eyes, ears, heart, hands, feet, mind... all so that by seeking Me, reaching for Me, you may increase your desire more and more. Love is not known by sight or hearing or intellect. You cannot take it in your hands or reach the place where it is. Love is the flame of life that fills your soul in proportion to your desire. And in proportion to your desire it permeates you and pours out beyond you, outwardly giving birth to life in others. Love is life that pulsates in you, and its warmth moves your body and your soul. Desire and be filled with this warmth, so that I may give you more: the heat and the heat of fire. So that I may burn in you, igniting others. Do not stop in your desire. Love is dynamic. It is the life energy of the soul and of everything that exists. It is the answer to your desire. It does not matter what you do. What matters is how you love, how you desire to love Love and everything that it creates in you and around you.

Hearing My voice in the heart is not an extraordinary, exceptional gift. Everyone received it in the Holy Baptism and everyone can recognize My teachings if they desire and wait for them. If they try to live according to them.

Then I will give great abundance, because I am a Father who loves and cares for the salvation of each of My children. For each of them I gave My life on the Cross, to save, to lead, to save.

Part of introduction to ' Word of Direction'

 I am going to post some various quotes from ' Word of direction' ( 'Słowo Pouczenia'), here too, soon.

 

958

Wed, June 21, 89, 11:30pm 

- Today, at the meeting of the home group I lead, intercessory prayer with the laying on of hands was prayed over me.

 The Lord gave the Word (from the High Priestly Prayer of Christ):

 J 17,6-19

Suplication for ​​the Disciples

 I have revealed Your name to the people whom You gave Me out of the world.  They were Yours, and You gave them to Me, and they kept Your word.  Now they know that everything you have given me comes from you.  For the words which you entrusted to me I delivered to them, and they received them and truly knew that I came from you, and they believed that you sent me.  (7-8) ... And for them I consecrate Myself, so that they too may be sanctified in truth. (19) 

The end.

957

Sun,  18 Jun 89, 11:25pm

 - There is testimony, but am I a witness?

+You will be her.

 Luke 3,15-18

 |  Testimony of John on the Messiah 

You will end your testimony with the words that I have given you:

 Jer 36:18b

 He dictated all these words to me with his own mouth, and I wrote them down in a book with ink.

 956

Sat, 17 Jun 89, 10:45am

- I finished copying the Testimony yesterday and I should finally hand it over.

 I am like a husk from which fruit has been peeled.  What else am I here for?

 I should leave in a way that would be a consequence of what is written there.

 Do something with me, Jesus...

+I have sealed your heart and it will remain silent before the world.

 I immerse you in the silence of My Heart.

 Why do you care what's outside?

  - I want my body to suffer suffering proportional to what was happening in my soul and for my sacrifice for Pure Love to be fulfilled.

+It is no longer yours.

 But there will come a time for that too.  Surrender to time and My will.

 You are given, like me, to love and serve.

 Cor  2:2

 For I determined to know nothing among you, except Jesus Christ and Him crucified.

 +In these words I have included a program for your next days.

 But also write down what is written next and rejoice in this and in My children whom I entrust to your heart.

 1 Cor 2:9b

...no eye has seen, no ear has heard, no human heart has imagined what God has prepared for those who love him.

+Rejoice, My child, with My joy of Resurrection;  it is greater than all the pain of the victim.

955

 Thu, June 1, 89, 5:10am

 - So I stood again in front of the glass mountain of the first commandment - only now much closer and with a feeling of complete powerlessness to climb it.

 Powerlessness, helplessness - this is my nothingness, a huge space of nothingness and emptiness, its abyss, on the edge of which I am  . I cling to the edge of my human possibilities, my egocentrism, my "I", although in the depths of this emptiness and nothingness there is Him  - like the sun, like millions of suns of the cosmos: Fire and Light.

 Oh God, make me finally let go of myself.  So that, free from myself, I could throw myself into the immensity of You.

 I know your hand will do it.  That You, Lord, will take me off this edge and immerse me in Yourself through my nothingness, so that I can see that the Fire of Your existence in me is infinite, consuming, that in Him there is my nothing and my Everything.  That in Him there is Life, which is You.

 -Who are you, Christ?

+ I am the Hand of the Father that takes you off this edge of yourself.

 This happens thanks to your consent, in the time given to you.

 - What about the realities of life?

+They are the means that bring you closer to My open Hand.

 Until My Hand lifts you free to live in Me for eternity.

 - What is the return to Nazareth?

+Return to the realities of your everyday life to mature there to meet the fullness of the Promise.

 There it will become unnoticeable to you.

 And be humble enough to accept it.  To accept over time.

 Until I come.  Amen.

 - This is the beginning of my second conversion:

 In the first one, I saw the Lord and His Love and I wanted to do something for Him and others.

 In the second one, I saw my own nothingness and the literalness of His words: "Without Me you can do nothing".

And here begins childlike devotion and unity with Him to love.  He will do the rest.

 954

Wed,  31 May 1989, 9:40am

 |  Visitation of the Blessed Virgin Mary

 - For several days now, I have been preparing for confession and a deeper analysis of the state of my soul.

 The Lord showed me the fog of my soul caused by too weak adesire to love people in everyday situations.

 And the lack of love is the lack of God.  It is a flaw in loving the Lord.

 And a conclusion emerged: To live the commandment of love in its literal wording.  The rest is a result of the quality of this life.

 Luke 2:39-40 |  Return to Nazareth

 And when they had fulfilled everything according to the law of the Lord, they returned to Galilee, to their own city, Nazareth.

 And the child grew and became strong, filled with wisdom, and the grace of God rested on him.

953

Sun, 28 V 89, 1:35am

+Your life and your death are a sacrifice for rebirth  Pure Love.

If you give yourself to Me for someone, he will receive Me: God who is Love.

 Can there be a more perfect gift of loving with pure love and, at the same time, the gift of healing the wounds inflicted by Love in the human heart?

 Love, like me, I am the model of love.  Learn true love from Love.

952

Sat, 27 May 89, 4:30pm

+ My child, remember that I gave you a spiritual father who directs your steps and watches over your heart.

 Even though I lead you alone, he protects your legs from wrong steps, your hands from wrong movements, and your heart from illusions and mistakes.

Your testimony would not be complete if I did not add that regardless of the multitude of graces that I can pour out on My child, it is necessary that they be confirmed by the man to whom I gave power over its soul.

I have shared with people the authority over souls and in unity with Me and by My will they are to exercise this office, because I do not agree to anyone deciding and testifying about themselves.

I have appointed My intermediaries and I have not withdrawn them even in situations where I directly direct the soul of My child.

Be faithful and submissive to the one who, by My will, is your conscience director, because through his mouth and heart I speak to you.

 Tit 3:1

 Remind them that they should submit to the higher authorities, obey them and be ready to do every good deed...

 951

Fri  19 May 89, 11pm

 

+ I accepted you into the Jerusalem of My Heart so that you could offer your sacrifice of love there.  In it you will be crucified to resurrect to eternal glory in Me, your Spouse.

 Your love is not madness - it is what saves, and that is why it hurts.

 You carry my pain within you and My heaven for many.

 Accept the Mystery of the Passion of the Lord, which lasts, so that it may remain in you, as a gift to the world.

 My sacrifice is fulfilled in you and is the joy of the Father and of all Heaven.

 I desire, for My joy to be in you, and for your joy to be complete.

 Don't blame yourself for not being able to find joy in the world and people.  It is not there for you.  Your joy is in Me - in My pain and My love.

 

 2 Thessalonians 3:16

 And may the Lord of peace himself give you peace always and in every way.  The Lord be with you all!

950

Sat,  6 May 89, 11am

+Do you want to go deeper into My suffering?

 - I want to go as deep as possible.

+You will follow My crucifixion of the heart in the world.  And at the same time, in peace and joy in Me.

949

 Thu, 4 May 89, 11:45 pm

|  In the Lord's heaven

+My Child, immerse everything in My Love and be silent.  You are hidden in My Wounds and there I wash you constantly with My Blood.

  If I allow the pain of accusations and insults, then know that you are receiving part of the insults that were thrown at Me.

 I have fused your life into My Wounds and they bleed in your heart.

 It is a time of confusion and it will increase until I come to bring victory to My children who will stand by Me.

Fulfill everything that belongs to you, what My will, contained in your calling, dictates to you.

 Leave great matters and difficult decisions to Me, because these do not belong to the child hidden in the Father.

 Trust and love - this is your duty and only concern.

 Love will conquer everything, because Love is Me.  No one will take Me from you, although they will slander you to separate you from those with whom I have united you.

 

947

 Thu,  April 20, 89, 10:40pm

 - So much pain in connection with Your Word...

+I wanted My Word to spread everywhere, because this is the need of the time that is coming.

 1 Corinthians 3:16-17 

Do you not know that you are the temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you?

 If anyone destroys the temple of God, God will destroy him.  The temple of God is holy, and you are holy.

946

 Thu,  20 April 89, 9:10am

+If you want to favor someone with heaven, you must absorb the hell that affects him.

 Evil exists is real and only the sacrifice of love can diminish it.

 From the great sacrifice comes the greatness of annihilating evil.  To do much good, you must accept much evil.

 The evil you accept, is expressed in the pain that affects you.

 If the love in you is greater than the pain - you save, as I saved through My Sacrifice of Love from Myself.

 945

 Tue, 18 Apr 89, 9:50am

+I have accepted from you the gift of your dignity - your good name - and great good will grow from the soil of this gift.

 Do not be afraid of this sacrifice that I have been announcing to you for a long time.  It's time for this to happen in you too.

 All you have left is Me, who will always love you, and the man with whose heart I guide you.  I will not take him away from you, even though you must convey My pain to him.

 On this earth, love is fulfilled in pain and exiles are inseparable on this earth.

 Your suffering is paid for by what you give and good must come from it.

 I take from you what is most difficult.

 Love is confirmed by action.  And great love requires heroic confirmations - for yourself and for others.

 - During today's Holy Mass  I saw red on the Host and the Chalice for a moment when they were raised by the priest.

+I showed you the blood on the Host and the Chalice, because soon the blood of the second redemption of the world will flow.

 Don't be afraid, even though it will be your blood too.

 - For some time now, when I have been celebrating the Stations of the Cross (on Tuesdays and Fridays), the Lord Jesus Himself says at each station: He explains, instructs, comforts, and gives His Love.  He is with me, and I am with Him in His pain for the world.

944

Mon, 17 Apr 89, 8:50am 

- There is another attack on Your Word and a new wave of confusion .

+Don't be afraid of accusations, injustice, humiliation.  After all, you know that this is the most precious sacrifice you can make for those who are dear to you and for all those who draw life from your dying to yourself.

 Do not protect yourself, give yourself whole: including your good name and dignity, so that I can draw everything from you for the holiness of others, for the salvation of many.

I am  and I know, and I know the whole truth about you.  The truth that is holy and the truth that is your weakness and sin.

 And I love you, and I am your life in you.  I am yours and you are Mine.

 So what is worth what is not Me in you and in others, in those you care for?  Care about their holiness, not about the suffering they experience.

 What is the value of everything that is not My Kingdom of Love?

 Build them, offering everything to Me with love and peace.

 Rom 8:2

 and probably further to the end of the chapter 8.  

For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set you free from the law of sin and death.

 943

Sun, 9 Apr 89, 12:45am

 - While meditating on the words: J 21,1-19, the Lord said:

+You see, My child, you must now glorify Me with the martyrdom of your heart.

 In these constant attacks on your soul, which I allow, to harden you in faithfulness and trust.

 I girded you with My spousal Love and you became a participant in My crucifixion in order to take part in the fullness of My Resurrection.

 Do not be afraid, the Work you serve, is mine and I am building it through your offering of heartache too.  It is important and that is why I need a lot of prayer and sacrifices, and heroic trust despite the anxieties that I admit.  Everything serves the good of My children, who will become the foundation of this Work of Pure Love.

 Do not be afraid.  Persevere.  Serve. 

Fulfill My will, which I reveal to you every day.

 Do not give up.  Persevere.  Be with them, as long as I desire it, as long as I give you service tasks.  When My appointed time comes, you will leave them.

 When it comes - not now.

 - The word that I was considering today, is the word of my calling - I received it at the beginning of the journey (March 174, 3, 1985).

 John 21:18-19

 Truly, truly, I say to you, when you were younger, you girded yourself and went wherever you wanted.  But when you are old, you will stretch out your hands, and another will gird you and lead you where you do not want to go.  He said this to indicate by what death he would glorify God.  And when he had said this, he said to him, "Follow me."

+I call you constantly, and today I reminded you where and where this calling leads.

942

Tue, April 4, 89, 1:20pm

 - Today, while celebrating the Stations of the Cross, at Station XI, the Lord Jesus said:

+I will give you My Wounds when you will accept all the wounds inflicted on you by people as I do: with love and the desire to save them.

 - Why does my soul cry when I stand before You in prayer?

+Man must cry when he stands before Me in truth, because in knowing Me he also knows himself.

 You would have died of tears if I had not soothed the pain of truth with the sweetness of My love.

941

 Mon,  27 Mar 89, 12:35am

+I create the situation, but the desire is a gift from your heart.

 Heaven is built on the purity of the heart's desires.  Their strength and perseverance.

 Live, desiring and in readiness for fulfillment, even though your weakness is so great and your helplessness is complete.

 You have My omnipotence in My will and love, and in your desire to suffer and love, and in your devotion.

 By giving yourself to Me, you receive Me.  Your desire and trust attract My omnipotence and then miracles happen in your everyday life.

940

 Sun, 19 Mar 89, 7:20pm |  Palm Sunday 

+One year ago I took you to Jerusalem of My Crucified Love.

 You are in it, waiting for the resurrection, and your sacrifice of the crucified heart endures and takes on many different forms.

 And it will last until it reaches its fullness, so that I can open to you the gate of the marriage of the Lamb.  May your vows be fulfilled in a perpetual wedding feast.

 Today you are still waiting, in persistence, in constant choice:

 - Do you love Me more than yesterday?

 - Do you love Me more and more, choosing My will in smaller and smaller details?

 - Are you becoming more and more alert?

 - Do you recognize My voice, My breath of Spirit in you, becoming quieter and quieter?

 Immerse this torment of choice and uncertainty in the contrition of your heart and give your helplessness and repentance to Mary.

 She will accept this gift and it will be an ornament in My house - in Our house, which becomes more and more your house thanks to the gifts you place there.

 Luke 12:35-40 |  

Readiness for the coming of Christ

939

Wed,  15 March 89, 7:40am

+Every drop of your blood is spent for My children.

 Do not be afraid of what is happening in your soul.  This is what dying on the cross for the world looks like.

 Learn this in your everyday life.

938

 Tue,  14 III 89, 00:10am

 - There is a life-and-death struggle taking place inside me for my life in the Lord.

 And I am crushed and crushed into the earth, like dust and ashes.

 When will my egocentrism die and the Love of Christ be born?

 J 12,23-26 |  The Hour of the Son of Man

 and J 12:15

+I love you, My child.  I have allowed you to experience the pain of My Son's agony.  Love Him in this pain.  Smile at Him in your heart.

 He is waiting for your smile, for the caress of your love.

 Forget about yourself - after all, He is crucified in you.  Take Him down from this cross with the gentleness of your love.  With trust and dependence.

937

Sun, 26 II 89, 8:45am

 • Because in original sin man turned from the childhood of God towards his independence - all the time humanity is given over to its independence and is converted and bearing the consequences of it.

 The Father - the entire Holy Trinity - wants to restore childhood: it is the full union of man with God in His will and love.

 The entire history of mankind is a gradual restoration of childhood:

 repairing what was destroyed in the soul by original sin.

 This happens through the increasingly clear manifestation of God's Love and through painful situations resulting from man's independence.

 Love is shown and at the same time the effects of separation from God - more and more clearly until the second coming of Jesus.

 The Father wants to fully prepare humanity to meet Him.

 Make it so that everyone has to decide whether they choose God or themselves without God.

 And at the same time, God does everything possible within the limits of the free will that He has given to everyone, in order to save and save everyone.

 Jesus Christ is the Love of God, rescuing, saving, and spilling unlimited Mercy.  This grace of Mercy applies and covers everyone.

 Only those who, of their own free will, do not want to accept it until their death are excluded.

 The life of man and the history of humanity is the time given to return to the Father's house.  It is a time to return from human independence to God's childhood.  From being guided by one's mind and human will to childlike abandonment in the arms of the Father and submission to His will at every moment of life.

The time given to humanity and to every person is given in order to regain God's childhood as a preparation and ability to fully unite in the resurrection of soul and body - to the Assumption.

 This path was shown by Jesus Christ in His Resurrection.  It was also shown in the Assumption of His Mother, who was a person unencumbered by sin - such as everyone can become after regaining God's childhood.

 The restoration of childhood is the last stage of human development towards Love.  It is the recovery of the state from before original sin.

 This gift, which is now being poured out so widely into the world, is a gift announcing that the Kingdom of God is drawing near - and with it the final purification of humanity and every human soul.  Final separation of sheep from goats .

 The gift of childhood, is a gift that restores to everyone direct contact with the Father: life in His arms, in His heart.  Feeding on His Love, drawing from Him and living in Him like a child living in its mother's womb.

 By fully accepting the gift of childhood, man lives the will of God.  God directs it directly through His action in the soul and external situations.

 Union with God in childlike love is union with God's will, which is revealed and poured into the human heart to be carried by the Holy Trinity to the Heaven of Spousal Love.

 Spousal Love is Heaven to which the gate of God's childhood leads.  This gate is already open and the gift of childhood is shed by the second outpouring of the Holy Spirit on the whole world - on all flesh.

 

 Everything is already prepared for the cleansing and rebirth of humanity.

 And this is the second hour of Christ and the second Pentecost.  It is the Resurrection of Pure Love.

 It's here!

 The sacrifice of Jesus, His agony on the cross, the pain of His Mother - all this - is and takes place in those hearts that have given themselves as a sacrifice for the world, for their brothers, just as Jesus and Mary gave themselves.

 There is the Descent of the Holy Spirit and filling with His gifts.

 There is guidance from the inner voice in the unification of the will.

 There is the Resurrection of Love and there are Apostles of Love, through whom Love heals human nature wounded by the sin of rejecting Love, in order to restore the Purity of the Immaculate.

 Everything exists and lasts and matures and waits for the moment of piercing the Heart of Crucified Love so that the world can be saved again.

 (This word was dictated by the Archangel Gabriel - the Angel announcing the coming of Christ) 

Luke 4,17-21 

The book of the prophet Isaiah was given to him.  Unfolding the book, he found a place where it was written:

 The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me and sent me to bring good news to the poor, freedom to prisoners, and recovery of sight to the blind;  to set free the oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor.

 He rolled up the book and gave it to the servant and sat down;  and the eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on Him.  So he began to say to them, "Today this scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing."

 

936
Sat, 25 Feb 89, 6:40am

+You can truly free and save another person only through pain offered for him out of love.
A sea of ​​pain is needed to save this world.
Do you want to contribute your part?
I want to give you more and more the gift of co-suffering and co-love with Me.  I will die of love through your heart and in it, just like then... and everything that caused me pain will affect you more and more.
Accept as I accepted.
I want to accept and fulfill in you to the end, just as I accepted and fulfilled then...
Give Me your soul in the hour of agony, as I gave Mine to the Father.
Let My Love in you be infinitely greater than the pain of the victim.
And don't talk.  Don't reveal it to others, because they won't understand anyway.

2 Corinthians 5:1-10 |  In the face of the last orders

935
Mon,  20 Feb 89, 9:15am

+Do not be sad, My bride.  Let the wounds you carry inside, be a source of love.  Let the sword that is in your heart open it wider and wider, so that the stream of love flows more and more abundantly.
God lives in your heart and wants to flood everything with His Love.
Let the blood of your sacrifice flow - a holy sacrifice, united with My blood sacrifice.
My Father gave you to Me when I was dying on the cross, so that My saving suffering might be prolonged and lasted in you - a child of Crucified Love.
I want to repeat My saving pain and constantly pour out My Resurrectional Love onto the world.
Let me, My child, what can a man do to you when you carry God in your heart?

J 5:15-18

934
Fri,  17 11 89, 10:15am

+You share My earthly fate, My child, and do not be surprised that the world and people take the blood of your life, and that they will do it to the last drop.
There is nothing of yours left on this earth - it is only the place of your sacrifice.  And the people I send and give to you are only recipients, feeding off your hardship and suffering...
Do not complain in your heart and do not rebel, because I gave you My earthly fate, which was a pure sacrifice out of love for My children.

And know that it was unrequited, misunderstood, and rejected love so often.
There was only one person who loved Me and understood Me to the last - My Mother.
You also have a man whom I have given you to be your support and support on your way to Jerusalem.  And although he is not here, his prayers and his watching heart are with you.
This is enough for you, because in this heart I am and there is My great love.

2 Corinthians 4:8-11 | 

Anguish and hope of apostolic life

 We endure suffering everywhere, but we do not give in to doubt;  we live in need, but we do not despair;  we suffer persecution, but we do not feel alone; they throw us to the ground, but we do not perish.  We constantly carry the agony of Jesus in our body so that the life of Jesus may be revealed in our body.  For we are continually being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that the life of Jesus may be made manifest in our mortal flesh.

933
Fri,  27 I 89, 9:30am

The world you live in must reject you in order for your devotion to be complete.  Just as it happened to me.
Love them all, forgive to save them.  Accept My earthly fate within yourself and love as I loved.
I bless you, I love you, because in My arms you live and your heart bleeds with My blood.
Only I remain for you - and in Me everything and everyone whose love you will experience in the glory of the Father's house.

J 7,37-44 |  Living water sources

932
Thu,  26 1 89, 8am

+Accept the bitterness of your accusations and denials with peace and love and rejoice in the victory of My Truth and My will.
Don't be discouraged, persevere.  Accept every bitterness of injustice.
Love My children as they are.
Your prophetic mission was confirmed not only by the lips of My priest, but it was also confirmed by the sacrifice of suffering that you offer in it.
What is needed is such confirmation and such standing in truth by everyone towards Me.
Do not be afraid.  I hold you in My bleeding hands and embrace you with My pain.  You are completely immersed in My Love.

J 12,30-32

Jesus answered, “This voice came not for my sake, but for your sake.  Now the judgment of the world is taking place.  Now the ruler of this world will be thrown out.  And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all men to myself."

J 12:15 

Do not be afraid, Daughter of Zion!  Behold, your King comes sitting on a colt.

931
Wed, 25 Jan 89, 9am

+Let yourself be destroyed for My Name's sake.  Give your name for My Love.
Do you want to leave Me in these children?
- I thought I would like to have nothing to do with these people anymore.
You asked with so much sadness, Jesus.  In your question was what was in your look... then...
+When you choose yourself, someone(,) or something, leaving Me, you cause Me pain, which is My great sadness.  Because I chose you and all the drops of My blood, when they flowed, belonged to you.
I left everything to give it to you.
Why don't you want to do the same for Me?
Remove the bad thoughts that come to you.  Give it back to Me without looking at it.

Look into My eyes - there is the fullness of Love in them, which has given itself to you forever, for all eternity.  Isn't that enough for you?
My child, stay under My cross, stay with My Mother.
Be Her for My children - you see how weak they are.
Don't think about your weakness, it will be a wealth when you give it to Me.
Don't cry, My child, I will teach you love and you will know how to love Me.  I will teach you in pain and in blood we will make a covenant for the eternity of intoxication with Love.
I want you to do for Me what I have done for you.
For it to become complete.  I want to give it to you.  This is what I called you to do.
- Which dagger was plunged into my heart today?
+Not yet the last, but it was driven into My Heart through yours.
Your pain is My saving pain. It will be a great glory and a joy in My house.

 

1 P 2:21.23

For to this you were called; for Christ also suffered for you and left you an example, so that you should follow in his steps.
When He was reviled, He did not revile; when He suffered, He did not threaten, but gave Himself to Him who judges justly.

930
Mon, 23 I 89, 10:30pm

+My Child, stay close to Me.  Listen to the beat of My Heart, because it speaks to you about love and gives you life.
Draw strength from it to persevere until the end and accept everything from My loving hands that I will give you in the cup prepared for you.
Do not be afraid, My Love protects and guides you.
Be open, give the richness of your heart, so that I can fill it constantly, more and more perfectly.
Surrender yourself completely to people, situations - to everything that I create in your life.  Don't initiate anything - adapt to the situation and bring My Love.

Tell Me about everything and show your joys, hardships and sufferings.  I know them because you receive them from Me, but I want to hear the voice of your heart.
I want to hear it constantly.
Recommend things and people to Me.  Ask, show, accept into your heart and bring to Me.  Work hard to protect people and your own soul.
There is no rest even for a moment.  There is a constant and increasingly intensifying fight for every soul, for every My child.
They all need constant mutual support with My Love, which I pour out into the world through these human hearts that are vigilant and devoted to Me.
I have chosen your heart, to serve, so that My Love flows through it.
The salvation of many, many who groan in Satan's captivity depends on your faithfulness.
My child, do not take care of yourself.  You will receive everything when you stop thinking about yourself.  Love and suffer.  This is the gift of your vocation and this is the gift that I want to give you in great abundance.

I am Love and Suffering - accept Me and show My Love to others.  And protect Me, and minimize My suffering in people.
Don't investigate anything, don't be curious, don't get ahead of yourself.
Look, recognize, accept and flood everything and everyone with Love.
Only love - until the end, until you lose your breath.  Just like me.

929
Thu, 19 I 89, 11:30pm

+From now on, every pain you feel[,] is your share in My suffering.
Accept it with love, because it is a sign that unites us in the sacrifice of the cross.
Do not be afraid, I will give you My strength and I will not leave you in your hour.
Be joyful, because many things will come true through your sacrifice.
Love the touch of My Wounds.  I speak them to you and show My Love.
Your testimony will be fulfilled with the sign you have been waiting for.
Everything you want will be fulfilled for My Love and for those you love in Me.
It will fulfill much more than you know...

J 11 |  ON THE LAST WAY TO JERUSALEM

 

928

 Thu, January 19, 89, 8am

 Today, during the Way of the Cross, I made an act of offering myself for the Work and its founder - in the House of the Lord, where the beginning was...

 Romans 1:8-12 |  Prayers and acknowledgments of arrival

927

Wed, 18 I 89, 11:10pm

 Ps 119,139-140 

Zeal consumes me, because my adversaries forget your words.  Your word is tested by fire, and Your servant loves it.

926

Wed, 18 January 89, 10am 

Łk 9,43b-44 |  

SECOND ANNOUNCEMENT

925

 Tue, 17 I 89, 0am 

- My participation in Christ's sufferings is completed.

 Thank you for being so true and for the fact that there is no one to help.

 Protect Your Love in my heart so that it may be...

 Why am I writing this?

 +To be a testimony of dying.

 Luke 21,13,16-17 |  

P r o v e r t i o n  o f Disciples

924

Mon, 16 I 89, 1:45pm

 - They have desecrated Your Word, Christ.

+This is not the first time that I have been spat upon by those who consider themselves the saints of Israel...

923

Sun, 15 I 89, 10:45pm

- Is this perhaps a sign that I should leave these people and make sacrifices for them in isolation?

+Then your sacrifice would not be complete and its value would be of no value, because it would not be in accordance with My will.

From the given siglum, only a fragment of 2 Cor 8:7 was quoted.

 Be subject to the situation as it is and as I create it.  And give thanks, because you have already received the gift of suffering with me.

 In times of trouble, maintain peace and unity with Me, so that My Love does not fade away in you.

 Don't think about yourself, but embrace with Love those who caused you pain.  You are to heal them with My Love and your sacrifice of suffering accepted as My gift.

 Don't explain, don't lecture, just love.  Then your pain will turn into joy, and their hostility into peace and knowledge of My Truth.

922

Sat,  14 I 89, 3:10pm

-Today I received the news that:

 - The words you gave me for others are being questioned and slandered...

 +You asked to share in My suffering - here it is.

 Mark 15:16-20 |  The king of ridicule

921

Fri, 13 Jan 89, 3:10pm 

- I am participating in another seminar of Renewal in the Holy Spirit.  Finally, while praying for the rebirth of the gifts of the Spirit, I will ask for the gift of co-suffering and co-love with Christ.

 2 Corinthians 8:7-11 

And just as you abound in everything, in faith, in speech, in knowledge, in all zeal, in our love for you, so may you also abound in this grace.  

920

Tue, 10 I 89, 9:10am

- I felt Jesus' pain caused by the people whom He called as His witnesses and apostles.

 The pain of Jesus crucified in their hearts that seek their own glory, using Him.

 The pain of Jesus whose Blood is trampled by those who are focused on themselves.

 The pain of Jesus, whom they made an addition to their own ambitions and vanities in order to satisfy them.

 The pain of Jesus abandoned, betrayed, sold, abused by his own people.

 Gal 6:17

 From now on, let no one cause me any trouble, for I bear scars on my body, the mark of belonging to Jesus.

 - How long will you suffer like this?

+ I am coming soon.

 - How much is my fault?

+ Not much.

919

Sun, 8 I 89, 8:15am

- What will I come to you with, Jesus?

+With your love.

 - Enable me to love more.

+You don't have to be talented, just dedicated.  Capacity depends on Me and devotion depends on you.  I want your gift: the gift of yourself, just as you are.  A total gift.  This is the only gift I want from every human being.  No one can replace anyone else in this gift, although they can help.  The full gift can only come from yourself.

 Give yourself to Me in the simplicity and poverty of your heart.  May your devotion in My Love last and be fulfilled.

 Let there be fullness of mutual gift between you and Me, so that your transubstantiation in Me may be full.  Amen.

 Romans 8:31-35 |  Hymn of gratitude

918

Fri,  6 I 89, 11:40am|  Epiphany

 - Today I gave the first part of the Testimony to my spiritual father.

 Unknowingly on my part, it happened on the day of Epiphany.

 And now the clarity of this fact has dawned on me.

 And a huge, crushing feeling of my unworthiness before the Lord's grace came down.

 How will I have the courage to stand in front of someone who reads this?

 +You have to die for yourself until the end.  Your heart was given to people.

 Accept with love what they will do to it.  Just as I and My Mother accepted.

 Your strength and light will be the touch of My Wounds.  This is My loving embrace in which I hug you to My Heart.  Hide in it and cry your love and longing and pain...

 Col 1:7b-8

 He is the faithful servant of Christ taking our place;  he also showed us your love in the Spirit.

 and: Col 1,9-14

Prayer for knowledge of God and confirmation of life.

917

Wed,  28 XII 88, 11:10pm

- There were various reasons for tears before the Lord: Tears of repentance, shame, longing, gratitude, delight, and also sadness of Jesus.

 And now there are tears of love, tenderness, loving Him and tears of His pain.

 Tears of the heart - not necessarily of the eyes.

 - Sometimes at night I wake up with the desire to love Jesus.  And then tears of love pour out from the heart... and He responds with the pain of His wounds...

 Phil 4:12-13 

I can do all things through Him who strengthens me 

 

916

Mon,   19 X 11 88, 10:15pm

- What will happen when I finish copying the Testimony?

+Do you want to know?

 - No, Jesus.  I want to be devoted to You and ready to give You my blood at any time and in the way You want.

+I bless you...

915

 Sat, 17 XII 88, 10:15am

- Contact with my spiritual father, Fr.  W.R., is the touch of Jesus' Love - it is opening and filling.

 And even if the words said were narrow and colorless - He encompasses the multidimensional Truth about all the colors of the rainbow.  He is and speaks with His presence in the entire soul, in every corner of the mind and in every cell of the body.

 It is Truth, Solace, Tenderness, Beauty...

 - You need to be in love with Jesus for Him to come like this...

 Song 2:8-17 1 Song two 

+There is no need to speak - words distort the truth - you have to be and love.

914

 Wed, 14 XII 88, 10:45am

Vision:

 Forest of crosses.  In each one, Jesus dies in convulsions of pain.

 This is what the world and people's hearts look like.

 Under each one stands the Mother of Sorrows with a pierced heart.

 J 16,16-22 |  ANNOUNCEMENT OF THE SECOND COMING

913

 Mon, 12X11 88, 8am

- How much of what I wrote is Your Truth and how much is my thoughts?

+ Everything in you is Mine, because I am preparing you in various ways to receive My Truth.  Trust in My power within you.

 

 912

Sat,  December 3, 88, 3:40pm 

- My inner life looks as if I were walking on fire that surrounds me.  And I'm in a heat-resistant suit and the worms of my sinfulness are in it, and it's sometimes cold there, even though the flame is around me.

 What is this suit?

+ Your earthly life.  This is because it should be a service in the spirit of penance and gratitude.

 This is your way of making amends for the evil of the world - this pain.

 - And behind this fire there is the darkness of the world and the evil that is suppressed there.

 This fire separates me and protects me from the flood of the other.

+This fire is My love that you have allowed and it is in your soul, because the soul is not obscured by your corporeality.

 You walk in My fire of Love.  And you bring it wherever you are with your heart.

 Make sure your heart is full of the fire that surrounds you and burns in your soul.

 When I open your body, you will be naked in the fire and you will not be burned, as the burning bush was not consumed - then the cold of separation and the worms of sinfulness will disappear.

 Do you know what stigmata are?

 They are openings of the body - cracks through which the heat of My Love pours out from the soul.

 The wounds of My human body were an opening to an outpouring of Love.

 The wounds of your heart and the pain of your body should also be an opening of the outflow of My Love that is within you.

 Let people do it - just as they did to me, as they did to my mother.  Let all evil that touches you, burn in My Love and let love flow from your wounds.

 Rom 8:14-17 |  Sonship of God with the Christians 

- The Fire of Love - is the Holy Spirit.

911

 Wed,  30 Nov 88, 8:35pm

+To make it easier for you to remain united with Me - in My Love - keep telling Me:

 "Jesus, I love You and I am Yours". This will be your Jesus prayer and you will always be inside it, and therefore inside My Heart.  It will encompass you, permeate you and transform you, and I will live in you as at home of Mine.

910

 Thu, November 24, 1988, 11pm 

- I am a useless servant.  Entirely and completely.  Neither my actions nor my words that I offer to Jesus have value.  Everything is nothing, powerlessness.  A cry for His Mercy.

 The greatest miracle is that He wants to look at me, that He loves me...

 J 3,27,30 

...Man cannot receive anything unless it is given to him from heaven.

 He needs to increase and I need to decrease.

909

 Sun, 20 Nov 88, 11:45pm

+ In meeting Me, everything in you will become light.  Now I show you what you are without Me.  Wait with hope and joy for heaven within you.

 The fullness of love will come soon.

 J 3:22 

Then Jesus and his disciples went into the land of Judea.  There he stayed with them and baptized them.

908

Wed, 16 XI 88, 11:15pm

 - Longing burns like a wound.

 The pain of separation from Jesus is longing, desire - one great cry and cry of the heart that dies in this separation.  And it cannot die, because it must live and suffer for Him.

 This is one of the sufferings of purgatory.

 The second is the feeling of unworthiness, sinfulness and own filth.

 The desire for purification is so great that it would be a relief to immerse yourself in a fire just to burn away the dirt.

 The fire of longing and unworthiness - this is my purgatory.

+You are experiencing your purgatory, My child.  I gave you this pain to prepare you to meet Me in your soul and in your body...

 Accept with love and wait with longing and trust.

 

907

Wed, 16 Nov 88, 8:45am

+I will give you My Wounds and it will be a sign of how much I give to those who love Me.

 Do not be afraid, My child - for everything there will be a time and the right condition of your soul.

 Ask My Mother to make you more like Herself.  That She may prepare for Me an apartment decorated with love and strewn with Her tenderness.

 Ask your Angel to keep watch on the threshold of My house in your soul.

 Ask your patrons to adore Me there constantly, because heaven is bending over your poverty to transform it into the wealth of your Spouse.

 Do not fear My Majesty, bride of God.  Continue in prayer - let My blessing fall upon you and let My Love burn within you.

 1 Cor 5:7 

Therefore put out the old leaven, that you may become a new dough, because you are unleavened.  For Christ was sacrificed as our Passover.

906

Sun, 13 Nov 88, 12:30am

 - The words that the Lord recently gave in comparison with what I know about myself: about my primitivism in relating to Him and to people...

 I only have one prayer left:

 O my Jesus, of Forgiveness and Mercy, through the merits of Your Holy Wounds.

 ...and His answer in the Words of Scripture which He gave me:

 Lk l,46b-48a |  Ma g n if ic a t

...My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior.  For he has considered the lowliness of his handmaid.

905

Thu, 10 Nov 88, 10:50am

+ I want you to be characterized by inner modesty, silence, and gentleness in contact with Me living in you and in other people.

 I want your soul to be as soft as silk, so that I can find rest in it and solace for My wounds that others inflict on Me.

 Let me be comforted by the delicacy and tenderness of your soul and the silence filled with gentleness, purity of desires and intentions.

 My Mother will do all this in you: She will share with you Her pure, loving heart woven from the most beautiful yarn of love, purity and faithfulness.

 Entrust your interior to Her, so that it can be a place of rest for Me and that it will be a heaven that soothes the suffering inflicted on Me by the world.

 Let your soul be My royal chamber, so that nothing will offend Me and everything will ease My already too great pain.

 Lean over me as I rest, like a mother over a child sleeping in a cradle, and whisper words of love, sing psalms, and wrap me tenderly in your faithfulness.

 Do this and be like this towards everyone in whom I come to you and towards Me when we are alone.

 I want to recognize My Mother in you and experience Her tender love in your soul.

 My Mother will teach you, prepare you - don't be afraid - She will do everything just as She did when I was little in Her arms.

 Place your heart in Her gentle hands.  Surrender yourself to Her caring kindness, Her care and Her beauty.

 Mt 21:16c 

From the mouths of babes and sucklings you have prepared for yourself glory.

904

Tue,  25 Oct 88, 10:45am

+Be ready, My child.  Great penance is needed for everything that hurts Me and for all those who scourge Me.

 I have chosen you and I desire a total sacrifice from you.  I will make your every day and guide you through it.

 Do not be afraid.  Only you, like a Cyranean, will help carry My cross.

 Do not be afraid, My bride - we are together in pain and love.

 Love everything that comes to you and accept with love every thorn of humiliation, hardship, suffering - these are thorns from My Crown, which the loving Father gave Me.

 Bow down in your heart and kiss with gratitude everyone who drives these thorns into your heart.

 My loving hand guides them so that your calling may be fulfilled in the pain caused by the world to which you do not belong, and in My love, because it is your home and daily food.

 Desire that everything I have for you be fulfilled, so that you become the one I am longing for in My home.

 I want to call you now, but I need you to bring Me the fruits of your sacrifice and so that you can take the place that is waiting for you in My chamber.

 1 P 4:12-14 

Beloved!  Do not marvel at this burning fire that dwells within you for your testing, as if something extraordinary were happening to you, but rejoice as you share in Christ's sufferings, so that you may rejoice and rejoice when His glory is revealed.  Blessed are you if people revile you because of the name of Christ, for the Spirit of glory, the Spirit of God, rests on you.

 

 903

Tue, 18 X 88, 10:15am

+My daughter, do not be afraid and be brave in carrying out My will.

 Say that a new era is coming in which the Holy Spirit will directly guide the hearts of My children, and Mary will care and watch over them in the great closeness of their hearts.

 Do not be afraid, for I have announced to you the things that are to come and I have revealed My plan to heal My Church.

 The paths of spiritual development and worship so far have been good for the years that are now coming to an end.

 The paths and cult defined by people obedient to My will were adapted to the time of stability, to the time of peace and normal life for My people.

 They have become encrusted in their patterns and have become only a form covering the huge emptiness and betrayal of God. And they are, as in the times of My Son, a whited tomb of faith and life with the Father every day.

 The moment is approaching to destroy the shell that protects the living hearts of My children.

 

 I want hearts that are alive, ardent, pulsating with love and devotion to the Father who is Love and Life.

 That is why I am preparing My children for a living faith.  That's why I teach how to live with Me at every moment and everywhere.

 The world is Mine, although desecrated by the Satan of pride and vanity.

 I desire the holiness of life in the world in union with My will and love.

 • Just as a baby cannot live without its mother, My children should not desire anything apart from Me and My will.

 I do not want ceremony and turning to Me with lips .

 I don't want your human initiatives and actions.

 I do not want your self-invented mortifications for Me.

 I want your love and submission to My will.

 Only such faith and coexistence with Me will save you in the days of destruction and purification.

 I teach you spontaneity, life of faith, worshiping Me in spirit and in truth in the conditions and situations of your everyday life.

 I want to prepare you to cling to Me and remain faithful to Me in the days when the sky will burn and the earth will be destroyed.

 I want you to be able to love Me and trust Me when My temples will fall to ruins and My priests will scatter.

 I want you to be able to accept all oppression and suffering for My Love and to remain faithful in prayer, and for the Eucharistic Sacrifice of My Son to be offered in your hearts.

 I have called My most faithful and docile children to be priests of the spirit for the most difficult time that awaits humanity.

 And I desire that through them My Love will save and heal the world.

 So that it may be poured out in the hearts of My children.

 Fear not, you who desire to be My light in the days of darkness.

 Do not be afraid, but trust and allow me to be salvation in you and through you for the souls who are afraid, lost, helpless, when  new life will be born in the pain of dying of what once was, what is already falling.

 Do not be afraid, My daughter, to convey these Words, do not be afraid to speak about what I have made known to you.

 Don't be afraid - after all, you are Mine and nothing will happen without My will.

 Peace be with you, My child.  Continue in faith and love.  And wait with hope for the coming of my Son, who is your Spouse.

 Luke 21,5-36 |  Speech about the destruction of Jerusalem and the coming of Christ